Simplistic

Moving

2010-12-14T03:57:00.000+08:00

Chapter 282, 5:51pm

2010-05-03T17:51:00.001+08:00

I'm probably gonna post after A levels.
So dont expect me to post anytime soon again..
Mayb once or twice...
Sry!

Chapter 281, 2:08AM

2010-03-28T02:05:00.003+08:00

Far Awar - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait?

Just one chance Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you,
I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all, I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

So far away Been far away for far too long
So far away Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed I need to hear you say
I love you, I have loved you all along
And I forgive you for being away for far too long
So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing hold on to me, never let me go
_____________________________________________________________

Nickelback is awesome.
Prolly my fav band.

Chapter 280, 2:03AM

2010-03-28T01:25:00.004+08:00

Sry for the lack of update.
I'm not havin any effin mood to update this alrdy.
I'm alrdy busy as it is.
Sigh..
We'll see how it goes i guess.
March Block Tests just ended and i was screwed left right up down center, all over.
It's only MBTs.
Gotta mug my ASS off during the June hols.
Actually i've gotta start now..
BUGGER.

Uhhhh Whut?
Okay. I wanna get new spects.
Preferrably black. Since i've gotta wear them to NS next yr anyway.
But i'm not getting used to black spects.
I look like an efftard when i wear it.
Prolly too used to having my current spects on me.
2 small bottles of blood to be drawn during NS checkup.
Plus the, oh so many, IQ tests to be done.
I shld just fail it aye?
Put me to some dumb department and let my brain rot for all i care.
Cuz i cant differentiate the red and green traffic lights.
Red = go, green = stop.
Dy/Dx?
Screw maths k.

I'll prolly blog mucchhhh lesser after this post.
Anyway, i'm alrdy bloggin so little.
Wont be much of a diff aye?
3 posts for the whole of March. Pathetic much.

I kinda reflected a little.
And i somehow drifted towards the thought of Chinese.
Rmbering the torturous Sec 3 and 4 lessons with CL teacher.
I cant even speak proper chinese without pausing within the sentences and mixing Singlish into it.
Completely lost touch.
So much for education?
Anyway, copped from SJB's blog:

Education has made people knowledgeable.
But what has education really done to some people's morals and values?
It sometimes results in arrogance and ignorance.

Not gonna elaborate much about it.
Think about it urself.
Has it really made me knowledgeable?
I kinda forgot all that i learnt in Sec sch to be honest.

K enuff of update. I dont know what exactly to write alrdy.
I've gotta do maths & geog.
But screw it, i dun tink i'm gonna do.

Random:
Gemma Ward is uhmazing.

Chapter 278, 3:35AM

2010-03-12T03:19:00.003+08:00

School's out, finally.
Thank god there's no school tml.
The amount of workload just isnt giving enuff time to blog, breathe and chill.
I NEED it.
Time to do revision is alrdy so short, and there's still tuition crap going on.
Ugh.
Its realllyyyyy demoralising when u put in effort but dont reap the fruits of ur effort.
Its a cruel world out there.
What has education turn us into?
Makin us so competitive that it becomes a human eat human world out there?
SJB was right.
The expense of education comes with the sacrifice of human values.
God dammit. Even teachers are teaching students to "kill" each other in the exam hall.
Can this world even get any more complicated?
So what now?
I guess i'll be the person to be out there with a vengeance to kill and exterminate huh?
Watch out. I mite just bring a knife to school one day and start wiping the school population out.
Hah. Hilarious shit. I probably wont even have the capability to do it.
Give me a break please! I need an escape from reality, and i think only sleeping helps me to do that.
But screw it. I'm not even given the luxury of sleeping enuff everyday.
The wonderful A level results of the seniors dont scare and pressure me as much.
Its the possibility of being left behind while everyone progress that is freaking me out.

You know, its so funny.
Everytime i blog, its just only about school school and school.
Hah. What else can i say?
Mundane much.
Mite as well not blog anymore.

Chapter 277, 1:33AM

2010-03-01T01:19:00.003+08:00

I could go on and on. Forever.
Goddammit whats wrong with this world.
Just having the aweful pukable feelin' right now.
Not in the right state of mind, at all.
So many things going thru my mind recently and im on the brink of exploding.
Joshua, whats wrong with u?
The feeling isn’t rite, everything’s not okay.
And I’ve no friggin reason why im SOOOOOOOOO short tempered these days.
Every single little thing just makes me pissed.
Stress? I'm not even sure what or why it is like that.

Self delusional freak.
My phone's going crazy, losing things here and there.
And losing all of you isnt makin' this any better.
I feel trapped, damn you jealousy.
This yearning isnt gonna disappear any time soon.
Imma just gonna go ahead and do what i want, follow me and be me.
Not gonna care what others may think.
One day, when i've got it right, u'll see.

Oh darling I wish u were here...

Chapter 276. 12:22AM

2010-02-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

Home - Michael Bublé

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home, Mmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”

Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far
From where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

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I've never realize how beautiful this song was until recently.
Slow, i know, i am.
Michael Buble's voice is easy to get addicted to.
I should sing this song in sch everyday - I WANNA GO HOME.

Chapter 275, 12:52AM

2010-02-20T00:31:00.002+08:00

This post is gonna be really random..

Muhhhhhney.
~~She~~ I work hard for the muhhney $_$.
Its not enuff, though i shld count my blessings..
Still waiting for more ang baos.
And CNY this year was cool, really cool.
Im just so lazy to go into details now.
Anyway, a pretty smooth week for me!
Just 3 days of break in a week can satisfy me so much.
Ugh. Still struggling with the foreva pain-in-the-ass maths.
I just cant seem to do the maths tutorials!!
And the pain will resume full fledged next wk.
No more long holidays for me..

Effin NS sent the reminder letter to register for NS!!
Shivers...
Next yr if i manage to pass friggin NAPFA, i would probably be some botak head.
I dont know wadda update, as usual.
OH YEA,
In 10 hours time i'll be having SATURDAY REMEDIAL programme for maths.
Screw itttt.
My saturday's arent supposed to be touched!
And there's additional work to complete just for this remedial.
Yes i need help, but its just really uncool for the sch to do this to us!
Totally uncool.

Made a resolution to slp early this year.
No more late nites!
Latest would be until 2AM,
Cuz i'll get to see 2AM! (insider's joke)
Cant afford to slp late and wake up late anymore.
Dont know where this motivation is coming from..
It's still here.
But the motivation's only to complete work.
I'm not an effin mugger.
I still cant score well even though i've done all my homework.
Unfair much..
Some ppl are just genius.
BTW, SHINee's comin back to SG! Whoo~

Just showin' some Korean pop love!
Lollipop 2 is here!

Chapter 274, 11:35PM

2010-02-13T23:21:00.003+08:00

What now?!!?
I'M NOT EFFIN RUNNING AWAY FROM WHAT I DO.
WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT!
CANT U EFFIN JUST TELL ME WHAT I DID?!
IF ITS SUCH A EFFIN BIG DEAL THEN JUST SAY IT?!
WHAT FOR DO U WANT ME TO LOOK AT IT?!
AND IM NOT SCARED TO FACE MY WRONG DOINGS! JUST SAY IT TO MY FACE GODAMMIT!
QUIT GOING ON AND ON AT ME, AND JUST TELL IT TO MY FACE!
U JUST EFFIN SPOILT MY FRIGGIN MOOD.
WHAT IN THE WORLD DO U WANT ME TO DO THEN?!
YEA FINE, ITS FRIGGIN MY FAULT HUH?
I DONT WANNA EFFIN ARGUE WITH U ANYMORE.
MY SALIVA AND BREATH SHANT BE WASTED ON U.
HAHAHA. WHY DID I EVEN BOTHER TO TALK BACK.
JOSHUA U'RE SUCH AN EFF-TARD.

And on to the next effin thing.
I wont bother being another person because of you.
Its so obvious u enjoy being with him so much more than me.
If its thats the case then go ahead.
I wont change myself to become some hyper excited, funny person just to just be better friends with you.
Heck! its not even true friendship between us, its just so unnatural whenever i'm with u.
Joshua, once again, u're such an eff-tard!
Foolishness foolishness foolishness.
UGH.
Those new year greetings messages can go to hell!
I'm not in the effing mood for whatever shit this is anymore.

Chapter 273, 3:20PM

2010-02-13T14:50:00.004+08:00

Oooo luh luh.
It's the new year tml.
Happy lunar new year!
I want ang baos ang baos and more ang baos $_$
Finally can catch a breather during this short holiday.
Not saying it's gonna help much, but at least i wont have to stare at papers everyday!
Sch is still as messed up as ever.
I tink my streak for single digit marks for maths still isnt gonna end.
Maths test was the SHIT!
But heh,
i'm still motivated, for god knows what reasons.
EXTREMELY motivated.
I wanna finish tutorials and mug!
Crash and burn? Hopefully not.
At least being motivated is better than not being motivated at all.
I love school! I love homework! I love all these SHIT!
No sarcasm, really.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Alexander Mcqueen's dead!!
Couldnt believe it when i heard about it.
I still friggin wanna see his collection during fashion week!
Perhaps no one would know why he suicided, but there's always this emptiness coming along with all the fame.
Kudos to this man.
Cant bear to see him go esp after he's came up with all these.
Ugh.

R.I.P

Chapter 272, 12:59AM

2010-02-05T00:47:00.002+08:00

I dont get the whole point of e-learning.
We go to school because we have to learn there isnt it?
So why is it now students have to resort to "self studying" at home?
Ugh.
The frustration is killing me.
Whr did all the funny people disappear to?

J1s are starting to flood the school.
I kinda only want the J2s to dominate the whole school.
So much more peaceful and quieter that way.
The whole canteen would be ours to dominate!!
MJ canteen food is boomz to the shingz!
Doughnuts are calling out to my dear tummy!

Chapter 271, 10:21PM

2010-02-03T22:17:00.003+08:00

Ooopps?
Finally not lazy to update.
It's just so busy in school.
I barely have enuff time to use the computer at all.
The rhythm of mugging is picking up and its getting easier to keep away from the computer :/
Accomplishment much?

I really dont know what else to blog.
I've lost the blogging flowwwwww.
Just trying to keep positive and keep going on strong.

OHHHHHH.
Something to blog about would be the SHINee fan signing thing.
But nah,
I shant talk about it.
Frustrating experience..
They'll be back, I'M SUREEEEEE.
And it's definite to be an overnight queueing experience.

Oh oh oh oh~~
TAEYEON!!

Chapter 270, 2:52AM

2010-01-24T02:49:00.001+08:00

Never Gonna Be Alone - Nickelback

Time is going by
So much faster than I
And I’ve started to regret not spending a little with you
Now I’m wondering why
I’ve kept this bottled inside
So I’ve started to regret not telling all of it to you

So if I haven’t yet
I’ve gotta let you know

You’re never gonna be alone
From this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go
I won’t let you fall
You’re never gonna be alone
I’ll hold you until the hurt is gone

And now as long as I can
I’m holding on with both hands
Cuz forever I believe that there’s nothing I could need but you

So if I haven’t yet
I’ve gotta let you know

You’re never gonna be alone
From this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go
I won’t let you fall
When all hope is gone
I know that you can carry on
We’re gonna take the world along
I’ll hold you until the hurt is gone

You gotta live every single day
Like it’s the only one
What if tomorrow never comes
Don’t let it slip away
Could be our only one
You know its only just begun
Every single day
May be our only one
What if tomorrow never comes
Tomorrow never comes

Time is going by
So much faster than I
And I’ve started to regret not telling all of this to you

Your never gonna be alone
From this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go
I won’t let you fall
When all hope is gone
I know that you can carry on
Were gonna take the world along
I’ll hold you until the hurt is gone

I’m gonna be there all the way
I won’t be missing one more day
I’m gonna be there all the way
I won’t be missing one more day

Chapter 269, 1:55AM

2010-01-22T01:52:00.002+08:00

The 2 best performances i've seen so far on So You Think You Can Dance.
Its just perrrrrrrrfect!
Amazing dancers.
Alright. Goodnite.

Chapter 268, 11:26PM

2010-01-18T23:23:00.003+08:00

It's not my thing to even bother about it.
But WHYYYYYY does it just keep buggin me?
Defying my own body, and i wont react to it.
Get out of my mind already!

Chapter 267, 4:03AM

2010-01-17T04:02:00.001+08:00

Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be

Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
It Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've...

Chapter 266, 12:11AM

2010-01-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.
Just tooo busy to blog.
Its only the first week of sch,
And it seems like 5 weeks has passed and the holidays were 10 years ago!
But still, at least this wk was kinda fun.
Open house was awesomeeee!!
Played Wii, danced like a mad cow, twisted, turned and shake like a wooden plank.
Hella fun.
And it just reignited my passion for MJ.
Wtheck?
I never thought i'll be saying that so soon here.
But yea, the spirit in MJ is just amazing.
Its A level which sucks shit.
I wouldnt mind stayin in MJ for the rest of my education life,
Just take away A levels and NAPFA and it'll be perfect.
OH yea, can finally say bye to LIMBO, who i WONT EVERRRR miss! :D

I've nothing much to crap here. It's just school.
What else?
I just miss my sleep and bed so much in school and my time with the com has been cut down by so much.
Must work this big ass off for this year.
Discipline is key.
I survived the temptation from American Idol ytd and went to do Maths!
Amazing or whut?
Hah.
Shitting and crapping so much here, and i think before i know it, i'll be lacking discipline again.
Gotta go do tutorials now.
I love tutorials!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe. Just mass download 21 songs into itunes.
Work it!!
Can't download songs during the weekdays now ._.
No more media pleasure..
I cant help it but i feel so lazy and lethargic.
It's only 1 friggin week...........
I really wonder how i am gonna survive this year.
Trust and believe and there'll always be a way!

Cassi is love.

Chapter 265, 2:47AM

2010-01-10T02:47:00.003+08:00

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
Do you know for you i'll bleed myself dry?
For you.....

I'LL BLEED MYSELF DRY.

U'll never know.

Chapter 264, 9:25AM

2010-01-06T09:25:00.001+08:00

Its 9+ in the morning and i'm still awake :D
Gonna slp after this post.
Cant blame me for being still awake now..
I kinda woke up at 6.30PM.
Latest record so far.
Ughhhhh.
The night supposedly is for me to do stupid schoolwork.
But i get distracted so easily and i keep taking breaks every 15 mins.
And i've no mood to chiong them knowing that school's starting in 5 days time.
Maths and chem homework is disgusting.
Oh yea,
Open house is on Wednesday next week (i think)
The second day after school reopen and i kinda forgot all the mass dance steps alrdy.
Probably just rmb the butt shake and the tango steps and thats it.
Gonna look like a fool during practice next week.

Talking about school reopening,
I really dont wanna cut my hair short.
Gah,
2 months of preserved hair gonna be cut off just like that.
Dayum! Grrr.
I'll probably have to wait for forever until it grows out to this length again.
But its looking like hay now anyway.
So cutting may help to a smalllllllll extent.
Hah.

Chalet the past weekend was awesomeeeee.
Brought work there to do but didnt even touch a single thing.
Probably spend the most of my time there Mahjong-ing.
Mahjong skills probably leveled up after not playing it for about a year.
It's really fun and it can really kill time.
Playing Mahjong during double lectures could help alot. :)
And i'd have to restrain myself from eating cup noodles and those sorta stuff,
Cuz kinda consumed overly much M.S.G thingy over there.
Holey moma.

Hai,
I'm craving for sushi alot.
I dont mind any random Jap food too.
It just seems like ages since i ate Sushi and stuff.
And by the looks of it,
Dont tink i'll be able to eat it before school reopens.
Dang!
I'll just enjoy my weekly Takoyaki/pachi....

And YOU,
It'd help if u stop crossing the line and accuse us of being some stalker.
Who do u think u are?
I wouldnt wanna waste my time doing such retard stuff.
So quit babbling about it, you quacker.
Hell, if i wanna stalk, i can stalk you till u go crazy.
People who know me would probably know how well i can stalk.
Heh.
But sorry, it'd never be you.
So u can feel safe eh?
Dayum!

Good ~~nite~~ morning.

Chapter 263, 8:56AM

2010-01-06T08:56:00.001+08:00

Anywhere But Here - Mayday Parade

Tonight is the one thing left
And I haven't said it yet
I'm falling and the writing's on the wall

Today was misery
And I just can't believe this happened
And I finally broke down

She held on to my heart
But now my only star is falling
And it's burning to the ground
Now I'm crying out

Secret love, my escape
Take me far, far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?
Please take me anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

You're all I've got right now
No one else figures out this feeling
And how lonely it can get

These words can cut right through
'Cause all along I knew you're sorry
But you haven't said it yet
But I won't forget

Secret love, my escape
Take me far, far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?
Please take me anywhere but here

When we're together
Thoughts of her disappear
If I fell to pieces
You'll heal this pain I feel

Secret love, my escape
Take me far, far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?

Secret love, my escape
Take me far, far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?
Please take me anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

Chapter 262, 4:15AM

2010-01-02T04:14:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Happy new year.
First post of 2010.
And it's gonna be a draggy one.
Ugh 2010, u're gonna screw me real bad and i dont want you.
2011 wait for me, i'll be there! Soon enuff.
I'll barely survive the A's.
HAVENT FINISH HOMEWORK.
HAVENT touched maths.
Chem would be finished soon i guess.
I really dont wanna go thru this yr.
It's really gonna be an agony, an agony i dont even dare to think about.
O levels wasnt even half the agony im going thru.
K, its gonna the same thing of complaining about the A's if i continue on.
Gah, main point is that im gonna hate 2010.
Tough year ahead.

Heh. Somehow the DBSK wave is comin back.
Just downloaded a bunch of their songs.
DBKS, my first K pop addiction.
They're still the best in terms of everything, really.
But they're no longer my number 1 :/
They're still havin' a special place in my heart for being my first k pop exposure though.
Oh yea,
My aunt and family came over (who were k pop drama addicts) and i showed them Sorry sorry, ring ding dong, mirotic etc MV.
My mum being as crazy as always showed them Wonder Girl's nobody.
And my aunt said Sorry, Sorry and mirotic was BORINGGGGGG?!?!
Including the dance steps and all.
Ringdingdong's dance steps were cool according to her.
But, Really, Boring?
Nvm.
OH, and she said Donghae was ugly. WAHAHA.
First time hearing ppl say that, and it pissed my Donghae lover sister off.
But she said Ryeowook was okay, probably the only okay out of all 13. Wookie woots!
And out of all the things showed she actually like Nobody most.
Wth..
Nobody is OVER-RATED.
Wonder Girls are OVER-RATED.
I've never like Nobody and wonder girls, really.
I find nobody kinda annoying the first time i heard it and it still is. Heh.

Talking about overratedness, AVATAR'S OVER-RATED.
Yea, the 3-D was cool and all, but below expectations.
I went to catch it after seeing all the AWEESOMEEEEEE comments everyone had for it.
But really, its not AWESOME. Still a cool movie though.
Kinda fell asleep for 3 mins, during the climax part (the war).
Heh.
But mayb its due to the fact i slept only 3 hours that night. Gah.

I'm a happy person this week :)
Managed to do some shoppin before the awe~~some~~ful school term starts.
ESJSB can vouch for that, bumped into her that day!
She poked my butt from the back (i think) and i thought someone was trying to steal my wallet or some sort, really!
Hmm, Spent about $150, or probably more than that. SUPER BROKE now!
But hey, i Didnt go shopping for the past 8-9 months at all. Not once i can swear.
So i've gotta make up for it and to reward myself for the past year.
But then again, why should i reward myself when i've barely done anything that i can feel proud about?
For winning the Do u know the lyrics and staring game? Right...
Probably. No.

K,
Anyway the main purpose of this post is to post before going for Chalet.
Will be gone for the weekends and Monday morning.
Woots! Finally some fun after Taiwan.
But i think i've gotta bring my unfinished chem to complete there.
Seriously, i dont think im gonna touch it also. AHHHHH.
Homework just HAS to bug me whenever im havin' fun.
Screw it.
Oh yea, SJB is back! Woots!

Chapter 261, 4:50AM

2009-12-28T04:50:00.012+08:00

I've NOTHING to do now.
Not nothing but dont feel like doing anything right now.
So i'll just probably blog a long one.
I have no other songs to change my blog song to, so it'll just stay as it is.

Oh yea, i remembered something that happened in the past week.
I was spreading the K-wave to my 3 cousins who were 10, 9 and 7 years old
Just so happen that in the car, on the way to dining place, we were getting bored.
Being witty as usual, i took out my phone to show to them K Pop MVs.
Ahhh, that's whr the amazing part is..
Well, maybe not that amazing to k pop haters.
My 7 year old cousin suddenly pointed out to a guy he like when i was showin' them Sorry Sorry MV.
Guess what? It was RYEOWOOK!
I asked him y he actually liked him, and he said cuz he was COOL!
Hilarious.
Not bad eh? For a 7 year old boy who also likes Ryeowook. Wahaha.
Cousins have the same taste after all!
Apparently the 7 year old cousin was the most interested in k pop.
Kept asking me to repeat Ringdingdong to him.
Whoopies.

Oh yea, and before i forgot.
I've gotta rant this off.
HOW THE HECK DID SEZAIRI WIN SINGAPORE IDOL?!?!
"How in the world is he gonna represent SINGAPORE?" - Quoted From Fairul.
He isnt even half way the level of Taufik and Hady!
Worst Season yet.
And to think i had high hopes for this season.
Ahhh, not gonna give a damn anymore.

K. Finally moving on to posting videos.
Been a long time since i've last posted a video here.
Not any random video, but videos that are of my interest.
Havent touched on such subjects here in my blog before.

Queen of runway walks, Natasha Poly.
Best walker i've ever seen.
Totally done like a pro.
My fav part starts from 6mins onwards.

And of course the funny runway falls too.
Hilarious shit!!!!!!!!!!!

Next, i've gotta say the 2 men's collections below are still my favourites EVER.
Gotta give it up to Gucci and Versace.
Gucci S/S 10 Menswear Full show.

Versace S/S 10 Menswear Full show.

Perfume ads are one of the major categories of commercials i've always liked.
At least they're far more interesting than the usual ones we see on TV.

And to end off,
Here's the best commercial i've seen in my whole life.
If only Singapore Television channels had commercials as interesting as this, i'd watch TV everyday.
It's awesome to the awesomest!!
Still in awe of it.
BEST.

Now everyone know what kind of discussions i have and the stuff i do while on the forums.
Ahhh, anyway, dont think anyone would watch all these vids i've posted.
Hardly anyone has these kinda interests.
And i specially made my music pausable so that these videos are watchable here.
Sleepy now.
I need my beauty sleep.

Chapter 260, 6:28AM

2009-12-26T06:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BOXING/TSUNAMI DAY!
No more Christmas!
Gah. Havent blogged for almost a week.
Christmas week is always so busy yet the feeling of it is amazing.
Wanted to do this on thurs,
But kept pushing it back because of me always getting caught up with tfs and the forums.
I've gotta stop visiting the forums!
Even though the stuff inside are ever so juicy.
Dayum!
Cant afford to be facebooking and foruming every single day next yr.
Hah, next yr which is gonna be in 6 friggin more days.
I'm still left with Chem and Maths - both UNTOUCHED.
I'm a dead student.

Went bowling earlier at nite just now with family.
I did incredible considering the fact i havent bowled in AGESSS.
Record high score of 128 with 3 strikes in-a-row :)
Its good enuff for me.
Probably just some noob shit at this thing, so 128 is a huge deal for me heh.

I cant rmb the stuffs that happened the past days!
Its only 6 days.. But Nvm.
Wonder how SJB is doing in Japan.
Jealousssssss. Seaweeds!!
Hmm, k, good-a-bye.
Gtg, i've stayed up for 22 hours alrdy.
Droopy eyelids.
Sasha Pivovarova is flaaaamin!

Chapter 259, 3:58AM

2009-12-20T03:33:00.005+08:00

Here's a quick one before sleeping.
Dont really know what to say here.
But i'll declare my love for Tai Yang Bing and Tau Sar Pia first.
I can eat them every morning without fail.
But the Tai Yang Bing from Taiwan's gonna finish. Gah.

Today went for cg,
Barely had enuff sleep. 2 hrs i would say.
Heh, cg today was.............. KOREAN CRAZY.
The boys were dancing to ringdingdong and stuff.
Pretty cool!
ESJSB and me cant dance for nuts so we just act humble and watch them dance.
ESJSB u better go master the dance! :D
Ringdingdong Rindingdong, still ever so addictive.
Korean crazy in cg is just crazy, what else can i say.
Even blur king Erwin could get sucked into the Korean craze with Brown Eyed Girl's Abracadabra.
BTW, Erwin pronounces Abracadabra like Akracadebra.
Yes, of course, it's always like that coming from Erwin :D

Hmmm,
I'm done with Geog and GP alrdy.
Halfway thru Econs.
I'm gonna finish it on Monday i guess.
Then it'll be hardcore Maths + Chem alrdy!
I'll be desperate for help by then.

5 more days to Christmas!!
6 more days to Boxing day.
And 6 more days to the Big Tsunami Anniversary.
Dont kill me,
But I kinda secretly wish for another Tsunami to happen every 26th of Dec though..
BUT without any casualties whatsoever. Not that evil :)
12 more days to the new year.
Not looking forward to it.
It's gonna be one hell of a year for me!
22 more days till sch reopens............................
Not into the festive mood at all now.
It's just homework bugging me to no end.

The Christmas season does kinda bring back some memories.
Last year's Christmas, Last year's countdown at Vivo.
I dont know.
Don't wanna think too much,
But i've gotta start reflecting soon about the major things that i've done and the many things that has happened for the past yr.
I wish it was snowing rite now,
It'd pretty much match up with what i'm feeling rite now..
Well, so i'll just imagine.

Chapter 258, 6:10AM

2009-12-16T06:00:00.004+08:00

Its 5:45AM and here i am bloggin'
Normal time for me to be still awake.
Sleeping time for me is overturned.
I sleep at 7AM and wake up at 3 plus or 4 plus everyday.
BUT i still have no idea why i feel so tired when i'm awake.
And my back's aching too.
I think i sleep too much.
Even talking seems to be reduced, i hardly talk to anyone in my family.
Probably exchanging less than 10 sentence with my parents everyday now.
Yes, its the cliche of communication breakdown that u guys write in ur English essays.
What can i do?
My body just loves to be owl and pig-like.
Even ivan said im a pig.

Like this? :/
I love sleeping.

Heh. I didnt do much work at all.
Holiday hw is still like Mount Everest, just that global warming decreased its height A LITTLE.
Completed G.P hw alrdy.
Wowwwwwww, amazing -.-
Guess what? It's probably just a fraction out of 1000.
999 more fractions to go.
I'll aim to complete Geog tml nite.
McKey's just too gorgeous, i stare at her the whole day and i keep getting distracted because of her.
Hw is just crap.
My sis keeps complaining how much holiday hw she has.
I dun think its even comparable to half of what i've got!

I'm craving for Takoyaki, even though i just ate it last Sunday.
I have to eat it!!
Talking about eating, i've been eating all the snacks from Taiwan.
I dun eat proper meals nowadays too.
Only 1 meal a day.
I wake up just in time for my breakfast which is my family's dinner.
And i've no lunch and dinner for myself!
Not healthy at all.

Anyway, i came across this facebook group.
Pretty interesting actually, read it if u want to.
If not u can just go.. Bite ur fingernails or talk to the lizards or sumthin :)

A group developed to give the females an idea of what us guys think.

1. Guys dont actually like sluts as much as they say they do, even though they have sex with them!
(Oh yeah… you're not "popular" if you've slept with loads of guys… you're probably just a HOE)

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" are two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile, it’s usually more important than the body.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to; if a guy knows a girl likes him but doesn’t like her… he still wants to be the only guy she talks to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend, unless it’s negative, then it’s cool.

11. Guys get jealous very easily, even if they don’t show it.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!... ugh... nevermind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. If a guy seems cool around girls, just see how he acts in front of the girl he really likes.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves if you just ask.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice unless he asks for it.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. Poking, light pushing, blocking your way and random high 5’s are tell tell signs.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything if you don’t tell them not to.

24. Guys use words like buff or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you, if he uses it to describe other girls, he probably just wants to sound sweet in front of you, and therefore likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys love it when girls wear their clothes (jacket, hat, etc) especially if it’s a girl they like, they will often let them wear it in unreasonable circumstances…like the pouring rain.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible, if you like a guy, just tell him, they’ll usually be flattered. If there is something wrong with your relationship, just tell him, if hes a nice guy he’ll do his best to fix the problem.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about arses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience, your NEVER going to meet Mr. Darcy.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and talk to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than 3 seconds, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

51. Not all guys are dickheads. Just because ONE is doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. Quit assuming.

52. We don't like girls who are too skinny.

53. We love it when girls talk about their boobs.

54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff you're getting into before making out with a guy...like whether it's a one time deal or not...

55. Believe it or not shy guys are the easiest to talk to, it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticabley tell them about yours.

56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.

57. When a guy doesn’t touch you flirtily alot, but smiles at you a lot and makes eye contact a lot, its probably because he likes you and feels weird about touching you…but really wants to.

58. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

59. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it... it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

60. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

61. If a guy tells you to dump your boyfriend, he's being a twat, if he tells you that there is the possibility of finding someone else (HIM) if you do dump him, he probably likes you and just wants to see you happy.

62. No matter how much they complain (if they do), guys actually like it when girls lean on them.

63. Guys relate everything a lot of things to sex... a joke, a slip of the tongue, a giggle, a yawn, a stretch, whatever...its stupid but true.

64. If you add a guy on myspace or Facebook and you don't know him...chances are he'll assume its because you're attracted to him.

65. If a guy acts like a dick sometimes and doesnt trust you, it might be because he has been badly hurt in the past and is afraid to open up again.

66. Just because a guy isn't holding/kissing you, doesnt mean he doesn't want to, you might just need to initiate it.

67. All guys want to make you happy (unless they're pricks), some just don't know how...so help them out.

68. Most guys just naturally prefer a girl with a bit of curve.

69. Guys are just as self conscious and insecure as girls, ;we also fear rejection, the guy who really likes you is the one who will never dare say so.

70. Boys liked to be talked to. A guy will feel more comfortable around a girl if the girl starts talking to them.

71. The way a girl moves her body can easily be much sexier than anything she says or does.

72. Girls: when you slow down with your boyfriend, make sure you give a damn good reason or we feel like its our fault because we can't comprehend that you really just want to slow down.

73. Every guy has a 'neeky' side of him. Whether it be playin games, watching movies, or playing football, but don't make fun of him if you don't like it, unless it's something you both find funny, otherwise just try and learn to like it. Don't try to change him. If he's constantly ignoring you for that thing, tell him, he'll probably try and do it less.

74. Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it.

75. NEVER EVER kick a guy in the balls...seriously. Not even in a fight (play or real) or argument, you can't imagine how much that hurts (don't bring up giving birth because you know it's different). The slightest kick can often have an excruciating delayed reaction...so yeah...just don't do it...please.

76. When a guy is talkin to a girl, his gut instinct is to make her laugh. Whether he is good at this or not, he will try. As a result boys can sometimes appear immature or weird when you first meet them, but they're probably just nervous so give them time and get to know them.

77. At some point a guy will try to play fight with you. There are two reasons for this:
a) Guys like to fight and show you how strong they are.
b) It gives them an excuse to touch you.

78. It is very sexy and appealing for a girl to wear a guy's boxers and shirt. That's all. We don't know why that is, but it just is.

79. Guys dont like girls who don't make an effort. If he travels four hours just to see you for three, appreciate it and don't admit you wouldn't do the same, half the time we wouldn't expect you to anyway!

80. Guys have standards for what type of girl they want to have. Every girl is the perfect girl for somebody.

81. Guys don't like it when girls amplify things. It's very annoying.

82. Even the coolest guys, worry a lot about how they come across, they are probably trying very hard to seem so cool. So don't undermine or mock a guy you like or are friends with, he might not burst into tears but it does not do wonders for his self-esteem. And if you do take the piss, make it fairly clear your joking, it will let the guy know you dont dislike him, you have a sense of humour, and its ok for him to have a come back.

83. If a guy is completely, 100% honest with you about things he's not to sure/proud of, be grateful, because it can be pretty rare.

84. Although we do relate many things to sex, not everything is literally sexual, they like just being close to you too.

85. Guys only like sluts when they're single, as soon as their in a relationship, its just annoying.

86. Guys will always be nervous about giving girls presents they like, no matter how close to or comfortabke they are around the girl. Your opinion is just too important to him.

87. Guys are often terrified of a girl they like too much. The way some girls make you feel makes it impossible for you to function, the same reason a lot of guys persue strictly physical relationships.

88. Guys may not know how to handle a relationship, we admit, we're not the greatest nor the smartest at doing things right. But girls are definitely not any better, so please don't argue with us and make it seem like you know how things are supposed to be and your ways are right. It may seem logical, but frankly, it always isn't.

89. Guys love anything you wear. Really. Don't continuously ask them how you look every time you wear something.

90. THE NUMBER ONE RULE: Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.

I've gotta say at least half of those stuff are true.

Well, the sun is rising and the stars are fading alrdy.
Which means i've gotta go slp.
Oooo, a lizard's on the wall now.
I should go disturb it first.

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A.S is love, perfection.

Chapter 257, 2:52AM

2009-12-14T02:52:00.000+08:00

Surviving on 4 hours of sleep can kill.
I'm gonna slp rite after i finish this.
There realllyyyyyyyy hasnt been much going on lately.
I made up my decision to slack till the end of this week.
And its alrdy the end of the week.
Yes, its Monday alrdy and i'll start my pile of homework which i think can match up to Mt Everest.
I swear i'll have problem for maths.
MATHS TUITION NEEDED!!!! INTRO PLS.
I'm only left with 1 year to master Maths, if i don't im toast.

Heh, the past week has been spent mass downloading Korean songs and watching movies online.
K-POP never dies!
I'm pretty damn proud of my itunes now :)
Nowadays im just too used to slacking alrdy,
Im quite im gonna face difficulty makin' sure my ass doesnt leave my chair.
Pretty much sure i wont be able to resist the temptation from McKey!
And my work productivity will be LOWWWWW.
We'll see how it goes.

Woot, the festive season is hereeeee!!
Shopping time :)
I'm gonna jingle your bells.
*JINGLES*
And be careful of Santa and his reindeers, he's out to kidnap u im very sure~
Yes? No?

Chapter 256, 3:55AM

2009-12-09T02:57:00.005+08:00

Hem.
This post will probably be filled with the things i did in Taiwan.
Pretty much self-indulgent.

Well, Taiwan trip wasnt THAT great.
The best thing would be the weather i guess.
Natural Air-con is just heaven on earth.
Singapore is just HOT.
Its like inflamed without my air-con switched on.
The clothes there wasnt suitable for Singapore.
Its winter there, so they were selling Winter clothes everywhr.
If i were to buy those to Singapore i just melt in the clothes.
Heh, i bought 2 though - Wanting to know the feeling of Melting. Hoo.
Variety shows on TV always make it like Taiwan food is soooo good.
But no, the food there THAT great.
Singapore's food totally own the food there.
Fried Oyster there is like munching on a piece of rubber - wayyy too much flour.
And the meat related stuff there are filled with FATS - hardly can see any proper meat.
Most of the stuff there are also deep fried with oil.
Trust me, u wouldnt wanna eat it when u see the way they cook it.
Effing Gross.
And it explains the reason why i'm sick now with a sore throat and flu.
So much for the GREAT food in Taiwan.

One thing i've gotta rant off,
I DIDNT GET TO SEE SJ-M, neither did i see Geraldine Bai. Waha.
Dangggggg.
But i saw another celeb instead - lollipop (Bang bang tang)
But who cares about them uh.
I dunwant Lollipop, i want to see SJ-M.
BTW, the 3 members i saw from Lollipop were shopping in Gucci at HongKong Airport.
And one of them bought the Gucci sunglasses which would have cost a BOMB.
Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous huh?
Well, saw 3 of them Once at the HongKong airport and once at the Taiwan Airport.
Twice in total.
I'm quite sure they took the same flight as me!
My sister walked right pass them but didnt notice them.
But erhem, of course me being me noticed that they looked kinda familiar.
Hah, after recognising them my whole family went into Gucci and walked right round them.
Heh, i could say we were less than 1 metre away from them for a few times.
Friggin Dumb - Starstruck much?

BUT.....
I wanna see SJ-M. Dammnnnnnn.
There was this really AWESOMEEEEEEEE trend that happened throughout the whole trip.
A trend thingy that made me believe (REALLY) that i could see SJ-M.
Mayb its not that AWESOMEEEEEEE to some people.
But basically, i went to Taiwan without much hope of seeing SJ-M, i was quite sure i'll be suffering from a lack of entertainment, be it from Super Junior or other stuff.
So here's the trend thingy:
Monday - Saw Lollipop at HongKong airport. (Made me think that there's hope to see SUJU. If i can see Lollipop, y cant i see SUJU)
Tuesday - Saw a small part of Dao Le Ming Tian MV by SUJU at a CD shop - WHOO.
Wednesday - Saw the whole of SUJU's Supergirl MV in the hotel. - Double WHOO.
At this point, i was rather amazed at this SUJU pattern building up.
Thurday - Heard Sorry Sorry Playing in a shop that i was shopping at, and back at the Hotel, SUJU's Exploration of Human Body (the laughin Gas episode) was playing. - Triple WHOO.
Friday - Saw Super Junior's magazine cover. Back at the Hotel, saw SUJU's Exploration of Human Body (the laughin Gas & the spinning episode) - WHOOOO TO NO END.
By Friday, i didnt believe i could see or hear something related to SUJU on Saturday - it would be really amazing if i did.
HAH. But guess what?
Saturday - I heard SUJU's song, happiness, playing at some ULU petrol station beside some Toufu street i went. Coincidentally, the song i was hearing from my phone was also Happiness. Also heard Sorry Sorry back at the hotel again.
I really had high hopes of seeing SJ-M by then, by this time, they would have arrived in Taipei.
Whoop, I was at Taipei too.
Sunday - Saw Shindong's name on one of the coaches. And while i was on the bus, i unknowingly kept doin the S letter that appeared first in Supergirl MV with my fingers - it struck me that i was doing it after 2 mins :/
But NOOOOOOOO, i didnt get to see them.............
By Thursday, i kept annoying my sister, saying that it was a SIGN.
A sign that we could see SUJU after the 7 days.
Dang, she said i was crazy. I think i am. Hah.
I was so into it that i kept repeated Anyohaseyo Ryeowook Imnida to my sis.
Continued all the way until we reached home.
Honestly, it was really fun actually.
The first video i watched when i reached home was of course the Anyohaseyo Ryeowook Imnida video.
Wahaha.
Even on the way back home from Taiwan. I was the word Miracle (Suju song) and the first car that i saw when i came out of Singapore Airport started with SJM too.
Totally SHOULD HAVE seen SJM.
Gah.

ESJSB is now in Genting enjoying her much deserved holiday.
FASTER COME BACK!
I'm still waiting for u to come back to watch ur last 2 episodes of YOB and we can discuss together!!!
My phone was in my bag when u called me! Didnt realize until the next morning!
ESJSB! U was the first to call BTW! Called at 11:56pm and i landed at 11:54pm
But by then u were gone...
Hah.
ESJSB designed a wedding dress for me quite some time ago. Keep forgetting to post it!

Hoh. I tink i'll die if i wear this on my wedding day uhh!
But its the thought that counts. Wahah.
She did this really IMBA card for me before i went over to Taiwan.
Its seriously IMBA.
I duno how the heck she did it uhhhhh!!

Hello 超级超级的男孩! This is my "告白". 到了明天 you'll be gone! SO I can only write his card to tell you WHY I LIKE YOU:) LET'S NOT forget each other during this week, YOU ARE THE ONE that i'll think about! I AM staying up to write this for U, so be filled with HAPPINESS k! Enjoy yourself on this trip ok? Buy whatever you want and eat whatever your stomach wants :P I'll be MISSIN' U but one week will be OVER soon! It will be a MIRACLE if u can meet Suju there! I think i must find a way to 不让我的眼泪陪我过夜 when you're gone. How to survive even though it's only 1 week, JUST FOR ONE DAY also cannot :( IT'S YOU who make me laugh when I stress during A'levels! I'll 想你 okay!

With ONE LOVE,
SUPERGIRL <3

SUJU addicts should know that the red fonts in there are Suju song titles and lyrics.
Super pro.
Sumore make it until so mushy eh!
I'm sure i'll keep it!

Oooo. What a long post.
Tired tired tired.
Slacking just made my day:)

Chapter 255, 4:02AM

2009-12-07T03:55:00.004+08:00

I'M BACK!
Reached Singapore at around 12am.
I'm totally exhausted.
Will blog again soon, with more details!
So much i wanna write now but i'm gonna white out in front of my lappy if i continue on.

I just caught up with my unread emails and unseen korean news on allkpop :)
Talking about lappy, i managed to survive without it for 7 days!
Now even typing on it feels wierd.
So next time, if i need to stay away from my computer to study, i should just go overseas.
That'll be a fantabulous idea.
Don't u agree?
Yea.

I duno why, but perhaps due to eating something wrong/too much or the weather change,
I'm feeling kinda sickly.
The flu bug's got me, my head's spinning now and my tummy feels like its inverted itself.
It just feels so.... SINGAPORE.
Let's hope its just because im suffering from serious problem of a lack of sleep.

My hair's fully dried now.
I'll take my leave now.
I miss my bed :(

Chapter 254, 3:34AM

2009-11-29T03:25:00.004+08:00

!!!!
Have been wanting to blog since thursday.
But was either too lazy or watching shows.
Just had to squeeze in this remaining time that i have to post.
Heh.

My aunt's dog came over since thursday,
Effing cute!
Sometimes just feel like hugging it till its bones break or sumthing.
Makes me want a dog badly,
But i guess i'll be probably be too lazy to take care of it.
And mum who has been really anti-fur animals managed to get along well.
Never though that day would come seriously.
Mayb i'll get a dog someday soon. Yes, no? No. :)

YES.
Its the holidays officially.
But no, i cant slack.
Wonderful!
But i'll be leaving for taiwan on monday.
8am flight.
Let's just hope that the plane dun crash.
I've had MAJOR phobia of plane crashing,
The phobia was so bad that i just REFUSEDDD to get on a plane until i was Sec 2.
So it Explains the fact that i've only taken the plane once in my entire life.
Oh, Twice considering the trip back and forth.
So i'll be getting on the plane soon again.
Even if it crashes i dun think thats a bad thing heh?
I'll be in heaven,
And i'll be seeing my classmates suffer for A levels.
WONDERFUL, i like :)

4 more episodes to watch tml!
I have to watch finish before leaving! MUST!
Oh And guess what?
Mum, Dad and Sister all have not packed their stuff, including me.
So, i guess i wont be posting till i get back next sunday night.
Heh, Byee.

Chapter 253, 3:10AM

2009-11-25T03:05:00.002+08:00

Wedding Dress - Taeyang (Big Bang)
[Eng translations]

Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come
__________________________________________________

The piano part of this song is perfect. Addiction.
Its my sms ringtone now :)

Chapter 252, 1:00AM

2009-11-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

Frustrated with myself.
I cant sit down and start doing tutorials!!!!
Just can't get the momentum going.
And the tutorials are kinda... unmanageable.
How am i suppose to do well for As next yr.
Maths tutorial is still UNDONE.
And the deadline is TODAY, monday.
I'm just screwing myself over.

And talking about TODAY,
I'll be meeting the Vice Principal later in the afternoon.
What for?
Results results results. What else do i hv to see him for?
At least i'm not going alone, some awesome classmates are also going.
Not sure how it'll turn out,
But hopefully everything will be okay.
He better not ask some question that'll make me stone.
I'll hv to plan out my answers as to what to say to him during lecture time.
The perfect speech of how i'll study DAMN HARD during the hols etc.
What shit man.
But i still need my holidays!
I need some life before my life is officially over next yr.
Hack man.

Went ice skating in the afternoon on Sunday at Kallang leisure mall.
Pretty damn proud that i didnt fall considering i havent ice skated since Primary 1.
Spent some awesome time over there :D
When i just learnt how to skate kinda properly, it was time to go.
Sianz ttm.

Jealousy can really kill.
Beware.

Chapter 251, 4:20AM

2009-11-20T04:20:00.001+08:00

Argh.
Extra lectures have started this week on Tuesday.
Maths it just.................... !@#$@#^%$*^%%#
Someone has to help me sit for maths A levels..
And it SUCKS to be sitting in the 2nd row, just right in front from the lecturer for econs.
Can't even slp one bit.
There aint gonna be sch today, so i can blog my crap stuff now.
I've been wanting to blog this but it keeps slippin off my mind.
SJB got her suju 3rd album from ebay.
Jealousy overload.
It's okay, i have my illegal downloading sites <3
I'm still jealous ._.

I saw an article on channelnewsasia which stated something like: "Insistence on bilingualism in early years of education policy was wrong."
I totally 2nd that one.
I used to really HATEE chinese in primary one.
I had difficulty speaking it, (actually now also)
but chinese teachers were so insistent on us speaking chinese to them, if not they'll not reply.
I once wanted to shit real bad during chinese lesson then, but i didnt know how to tell the teacher in chinese,
So i just asked my friend to seek permission from teacher for me.
EMBARRASSING ttm.
Damn retard, even when wanting to shit, i have problems asking for permission.
Well, at least now i can kinda overcome Chinese.
How the hell it improved so much, i'll never know.

Jarren's being gay these days.
End of story.
AND YES, NICOLE WON CYCLE 13.
Whoop!
10 more days to Taiwan!

Chapter 250, 3:36AM

2009-11-14T03:17:00.004+08:00

WHOOOOOOOOOOOO.
PW's OVER OVER OVER OVER.
Oral Presentation went quite well.
Stumbled a few times when talking,
But managed to continue.
Q&A was the shiatz.
Screwed up the first question, the examiners were giving me the wth u talking face.
But managed to redeem myself back with the second and third question.
I friggin LIED MY WAY THROUGH the 2nd and 3rd question.
And there wasnt any loopholes in it.
The audience were shocked when they knew i lied.
Apparently im an experienced lier heh?
I'm just glad that its over.
I'm not gonna think what stupid grade i'll be getting.
PW is fried.
School term is OVER.
But extra lectures are seriously damn EXTRA.
I dun get the school's purpose of RUSHING THRU the syllabus and then start revision early for A levels.
Whats the retarded purpose of it?!
Rushing thru and everyone dont understand it.
Not askin for a slow pace or any sort of that,
Students just hope they go at a pace whr students can still absorb.
They're forcing us to EAT SHIT.
GAH.

2012 is effing wonderful.
Natural disasters = ultimate winner.
I was laughing my way through when the floods and everything happened.
Sadistic man.
Not bad for a movie, just abit unrealistic.

I feel like eating sushi!!!!!
Its been ages since eating it.
Hope someone calls me out for sushi.
I really miss eating it.
Hungry ghost.

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Roma-roma-mamaa
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la

Chapter 249, 9:22PM

2009-11-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

Finally.
It's tml..
I'm gonna own oral presentation!!
Definitely, after webcaming and looking at how stupid i was presenting for 6 times!
Can't believe i did that..
So, 2 more days till the end of PW journey!
Whr is the firecrackers?!
Post-PW celebration is definitely a must.
Well, at least tml after OP i will watch 2012.
Disaster movie = my favs. I'll watch how the world ends, pathetic..
Oh shoot, Walao eh.
It just suddenly striked me that today is the last day for O level students...
Those lucky people can party like mad alrdy.
Jealous jealous jealous!!!

Anyway, SJB!!! Yes, YOU!
I've finally made the GIFS..
Wanted to post it last nite but the gif website was attituding me like hell.
But anyway, here it is..
May not be the best view of ur Darling, but i tried :)

Dun think so much about it alrdy uh.
Must cheer up.
I'm sure the problem will eventually clear up.
Dun listen to lie anymore :/
Hankyung's waiting for u at korea!
Stay happy!
We'll own OP tml!

Hmm.. Off to do Q&A now.

Chapter 248, 3:22AM

2009-11-10T03:06:00.003+08:00

Hey,
I'm Feeling unusually down tonight.
It just happened that tonight is the night whereby i overwhelming emoness just takes control.
And there's no reason to it.

I've Been reflecting alot lately.
Come to think of it,
I've tasted regret, guilt, hatred, sadness, happiness, love.
Dripping, flowing, flying, drifting.
I've learnt..
This emotion runs deep.
Deeper than words can speak.
Life is a dark, depressing abyss of nothingness.

我没有说谎,
是爱情说谎

Chapter 247, 3:05AM

2009-11-09T03:05:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I'm feelin Ultimate happiness now,
And thats cause i downloaded a whole new chunk of songs.

Countdown 21 more days, which means exactly 3 more weeks.
What for the countdown?
Cuz i'm going to TAIWANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!
Whoop whoop!
Can't wait alrdy.
Just a pity it wont be THAT cold in Taiwan, it would still be 10+ degrees. Boo.
Getting to eat my fav oyster+eggs there is awesomeness to the max.

Rite, i shouldnt get too excited now.
There's still 5 MORE DAYS of PW to go!!
Come on Joshua u can do this.
5 more days and u can bid goodbye to PW FOREVER.
The grade doesnt matter, cuz its a piece of shit. (rite.)
Self motivation does help to a certain extend.
I'm getting so overwhelmed from the nerves whenever i present.
I should consider eating panic pills before the actual presentation.

It really sucks to see the rest of the people having holidays,
they can dye hair and do random shiatz.
And what am i stuck with here?
PW. And 17 more days till sch is officially out.
And knowing the amount of HOLIDAY HOMEWORK i have to face during the hols isnt helping much either.
I'll have to force myself to face my greatest enemy, Mr.Mathematics.
I bet he doesnt hv any idea how much i hate him.
Hating him but yet having to force myself to GAY with him.
Grossed out ttm.

Oh yea, i made some iced milo just now again, yes i'm rather addicted to it.
I kinda forgotten,
But i think my mind was drifting off to something or mayb someone,
And i accidentally added cold water to the milo powder,
The cold water was supposed to be added later after the powder dissolved in hot water.
And i just had to add cold water.
The main thing isnt the cold water part.
The main thing is...
I duno what shit happened,
it smelt like as though some chemical reaction happened.
Well, it obviously had some kinda chemical reaction,
but it actually STINKED, LIKE HELL.
Since when did milo ever stink??!!?!?
I'm so turned off, i may not ever drink milo ever again, although i dont think so.
Hmm.... At least not for the next few days :)

Shooties.
I'm hungry.
Feed me blood now.
It's all sadistically perfected.
Goodnite.

Chapter 246, 3:02AM

2009-11-08T02:56:00.003+08:00

Therapy - All Time Low

My ship went down in a sea of sound
When I woke up alone I had everything
A hand full of moments I wish I could change
And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade

In a city of fools I was careful and cool
But they tore me apart like a hurricane
A handful of moments I wish I could change
But I was carried away

Give me therapy, I’m a walking travesty
But I’m smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
And you can keep all your misery

My lungs gave out as I face the crowd
I think that keeping this up could be dangerous
I’m flesh and bone, I’m a rolling stone
And the experts say I’m delirious

Give me therapy, I’m a walking travesty
But I’m smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery

Arrogant boy, love yourself so no one has to
They’re better off without you
They’re better off without you
Arrogant boy, cause a scene like you’re supposed to
They’ll fall asleep without you
You’re lucky if your memory remains

Give me therapy, I’m a walking travesty
But I’m smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery

Therapy, I’m a walking travesty
But I’m smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
And you can choke on your misery

_______________________________________________________

I shld just dedicate this song to myself.
End of story.

Chapter 245, 11:45PM

2009-11-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

So many things happened over the past few days.
Can't really recall.
But i can only rmb that i had an awesome time on sunday rollerblading.
Its been AGES since i last bladed.
Fall once flat on my butt.
I fell in front on an ang moh couple.
And they were laughin away, ultimate paisehness.

I duno why.
The feeling of me wanting to blog suddenly is just gone.
Grrr.
Whats wrong with my mood?!!?!?
Getting so restless theses few days.
Mayb its cuz i banned myself from watching you're beautiful.
DAMNNNN.

Chapter 244, 3:35AM

2009-11-01T03:21:00.003+08:00

Holey shiatz.
Suju's EHB series is so friggin funny.
Just finished watching the laughter episode.
Made me laugh like crap.
If there's unlimitied supply of nitrous oxide,
i'd totally smell it everyday and hv a good laugh.
Currently hooked onto a drama.
But i'm trying my best to curb this addiction,
i wanna wait till the whole series is out before watching.
So many people in my class are watching that show uh.
And its a korean show.
Goes to show how Koreanish 09S417 is.
And now i know Fairul has a fetish over Shinwoo :D
Oh yea, btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIRUL!!
Enjoy ur birthday today.
And tml you'll go into the A level malay exam and whack it flat out. Nice.

To ESJSB: CHAO TA JI CHAO TA JI DE NU HAI :D

WHY DO U ALWAYS HV TO APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME??!?!?!
My mood just goes DOWN when you're around.
It makes me soooo vexed and pissed.
I just dun wanna see ur face.
I know i can't control u from being whr u wanna be,
BUT IF UR HEART IS NOT EVEN THERE WHAT FOR U WANNA COME?!?!?
Arghhh.
I hate you, i really do.
You've changed, TOTALLY changed.
You made this decision of quitting on us ON YOUR OWN.
And now u wanna be accepted back here??
I tink the others can accept u back,
BUT I CANT AFTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME!!!!
U werent like this before.
But i guess you're right that people do change.
I told you before i was VERY SURE that i wasnt gonna be the one who change,
I guess i was proven right after all.
There'll just be this invisible wall between us then.
Just go.. The sight of you just.....

Chapter 243, 3:58AM

2009-10-31T03:49:00.002+08:00

I cant' believe i rejected the offer to go Japan!!!!
Argh.
I can just imagine myself eating UNLIMITED amount of sushi and teppanyaki and takoyaki etc.
ARGHH.
I'll just be a good boy and reject the offer to go Japan.
I'll be considerate and think of the fact by going there my parents pockets are gonna hv a huge hole.
No more Japan.
No more hot springs.
No more Mt. Fugi.
No more Sushi.
Just bring me to Korea. I'll be damn happy.
New York also can.

BUT!!!
Will most probably will be going to Taiwan though.
Night flea market, doing major shopping, shop till i drop.
I'll be eating the Fried Oysters there!
And spicy steamboat stuffs.
I'm gonna put on a solid 10kg there luh.
Take me out of Singapore!!

31/10/2009	3:01:49 AM	Love addict ESJSB+SUJU = IMBA	Jo . #23` HF. ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA	u plant also can
31/10/2009	3:01:50 AM	Love addict ESJSB+SUJU = IMBA	Jo . #23` HF. ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA	:D
31/10/2009	3:01:56 AM	Jo . #23` HF. ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA	Love addict ESJSB+SUJU = IMBA	i neva meet one who self proclaim before
31/10/2009	3:02:01 AM	Jo . #23` HF. ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA	Love addict ESJSB+SUJU = IMBA	REALLY?.
31/10/2009	3:02:02 AM	Love addict ESJSB+SUJU = IMBA	Jo . #23` HF. ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA	I SEE SO MANY PEOPLE
31/10/2009	3:02:10 AM	Jo . #23` HF. ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA	Love addict ESJSB+SUJU = IMBA	then u must shower me with your love if im a plant
31/10/2009	3:02:13 AM	Jo . #23` HF. ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA	Love addict ESJSB+SUJU = IMBA	I WANNA BE PLANT
31/10/2009	3:02:23 AM	Love addict ESJSB+SUJU = IMBA	Jo . #23` HF. ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA	NO LEH I CHOP OFF TREES

WAHAHAAHA i still think this is damn retard.
I wanna be a plant.
Dunnid take A levels next yr.

Chapter 242, 4:00PM

2009-10-29T15:46:00.003+08:00

SJB is bloggin now,
made me feel like bloggin too.
So i'm in school now doing friggin OP.
I screwed up my Oral Presentation dry run part with the class just now, big time!!
I've got this SLURRING problem whereby i dont pronounce my words properly when i'm nervous.
Public speaking sucks to the core!
And by today i'll hv to memorize my script.

I got my new phone!! 5800 music express! LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE.
Wanted to get one of the samsung brands but there wasnt any stock left.
So i'd just hv to settle for 2nd choice.
But i'm still glad that im having a new phone.
I didnt hv to wait till Christmas.
SJB dun be jealous!!! Ur hankyung still in ur phone/darling.

Oh yea,
promos maths results 13/100. I was quite sure im 60% retained but..
HAVE I SAID THAT I WAS

ADVANCED?!!!!!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Whoo!!
Not promoted but advanced.
Some people got expelled.
So far nobody's retaining in my class :D
I'll count myself lucky.
I'll kill maths next year.

--------------

WOOKIE.
SHINGZ.

Chapter 241, 3:21AM

2009-10-26T03:07:00.005+08:00

This post is dedicated to ESJSB!
This is to admit that i lose!!!
My most played song on itunes lose to her Super Girl alrdy!!
U win u win u win u win!

Anyway, ESJSB was too kind to accompany me until so late at night, when she has sch in the morning. TOO KIND.
2 GIFS here for ESJSB!

Hope u like it!
Paiseh can't put them together cuz the website i use only allows max of 10 secs.
So i separate!!
And got no music also paiseh, music u ownself play in ur head :D
Must cheer up eh!
ESJSB's the BOMB, OWN!

Chapter 240, 2:43AM

2009-10-25T02:43:00.003+08:00

Whats with this K-wave?
Cuz it hit me like some tornado.
Just that its a lasting tornado.
No idea.
KOREAN SONGS ARE UBER addictive.
We've gotta spread this Korean love.
Those people that don't like Korean songs are really losing out, ALOT.
I got a ESJSB and a SJB.
Both ultra BIGGGGGGG fan of Suju.
What can i say?
They both ROCKKKKKKKKKK ttmmmmmmm!!!
And i mean it.
There's just so much to watch and so much to talk about, doesnt EVER seem to stop.
It's got me, under its skin!
Yes, its that crazy.
I actually burned a CD of korean songs to put into my parents vehicle.
I WANT ESJSB TO FINISH HER EXAM AND WATCH INTIMATE NOTE.
Come and discuss with me how funny it is!!
Trying to spread some korean love here.

This whole month was the K-craze. Whoop Whoop.
My last chinese song download by a chinese singer was actually beginning of this month.
Chinese songs aint interest me no more.
English songs are also slowly getting boring.
Korean songs FTW!!

Speaking of which, the korean wave actually helped me survive.
Korean songs just kept my life more interesting in a way.
Call me crazy, but yes, its true.
The past week was spent perfecting WR and everything.
I'm just glad that its over.
Glad with the end product of our WR.
So much hard work put into it and its satisying to see it pay off.
Now next to Oral Presentation. Worst thing ever on earth.
Just wanna get it over and done with.
WR is really traumatising.
Even now when i'm suppose to open my computer folder to look for songs to send to SJB and ESJSB,
my fingers will just auto-click its way to the PW written report folder.
Its rather evident that i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE PW. Much much and alot alot.
I was suppose to do my OP part today, but i've just barely started with it.
All thanks to the k-wave.

I Went Facebook to do my casual stalking.
Came across Dionne's post which says this:

Hilarious shit.
And yes i agree. Adarrel's fart totally own!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To think i was sitting beside me when he released that bomb which almost the whole Lecture theatre went crazy laughing about.
He farted like a gazillion times that day. At least i survived!

I shld go sleep now.
Enuff of crazy stuff today.
2 more months to Christmas.
Which means 2 more months till i get a new phone. Wonderful.

It's really hard wanting to be myself.
It's just not me.
I've only told this thing to 2 people.
And i don't even trust them.
Thinking back, i really wonder why the hell did i even tell them.
I'm guessing Nobody will ever know about this even if i want to tell the whole wide world.
Its just not accepted.
Mayb if some people are observant, they'll perhaps know.
And I dun even know what i'm feeling is just temporary, at least it isnt for the past 4-5 years.
Looking at others, i'm just feeling downright jealous.
Envious.
If only and if only i'm like them, i wouldnt be in this state im in now.
I hate myself.
I'm ABSOLUTELY jealous now. Argh.
Perfection unleashed.

2:14AM --> 239th

2009-10-22T02:01:00.003+08:00

So friggin late now.
I've been slacking the past few hours.
PW is full of bullshit.
Imagine staring at the same stupid project that u're trying to perfect for the WHOLE FRIGGIN DAY.
Can just jump down the cliff and die.
CREDITING SOURCES IS THE MAJOR SHIATZAARRR.
Credit their head luh.
Stupid ppl who invent PW. Grrr.

Anyway, I wanna eat subway now.
Cheese steak with sweet onion and mayo!
Wootz!
Mayb tml i shld drop by Whitesands and buy.
Cravin' for it like mad.

Its kinda amazing that Daniel actually mistook my sister as my gf at whitesands.
Hilarious shit.
My sister CAN'T EVER be my gf.
I'll just go crazy.

Notice that more people are listening to Korean songs these days.
Whoopies.
Spread the K-wave love!
Super addictive.
Better than some JH, HAHA. (inside joke).
Randomness.

And hv i said how crazily annoyed i am @ facebook?
Wth, i see people play STUPID stuffs on FB and then posting them like crazy.
People tagging stupid pictures and labelling us some random character or sumthing.
Sometimes i just don't get how FFS and whatever shit there is nice.
To hell with FFS.
Can i just buy myself? I belong to myself and no one's suppose to OWN me.
K k k, go ahead and call me no lifer.
But really, those application are ANNOYINGGGGGGGGGG me ttm.
And then comes the notification parts, who and who asked who and who to hug/kiss etc.
CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Sometimes i really feel like quitting Facebook.
And i dun get why people do those quiz about luck and everything, EVERYDAY.
And they get all flustered when they're unlucky or whatever percentage are damn high.
Those who believe them are really no brainers.
I dun mind having people taking it once in a while to hv fun, i do that too.
But doing it everyday is just GRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Facebook shld just narrow down their scope of things that we can do there.
I rarely do any quiz etc these days.
Kinda pointless when half of those quiz are filled with retard questions.

K, enuff of rantings, off to slp.
Feeling so sickly now.
Argh.

3:35AM --> 238th

2009-10-17T03:28:00.002+08:00

I just woke up from an accidental sleep.
Wasnt suppose to slp so early but couldnt take it.
Friggin tired.
And thats cuz i spent one whole day with AMAZING friends!
Thank you 09s417 :D
I swore we could hv continue on crapping as much as we did today.
Those people are one of the best bunch of ppl in the world~~
To hell with PW and everything else!!

Pepinelli.

1:36AM --> 237th

2009-10-16T01:20:00.003+08:00

Slept too much in the evening just now.
And now i'm still wide awake.
Gonna watch a show later first before going to slp.

15th October was a rather okay day for me.
Perhaps the worst birthday EVER with the results im getting back.
Mixed feelings.
The results i got back today was sucky,
but at least i passed both ON THE DOT.
Maths results was expected with a horrifying U grade.
Tml's post mortem will be boring and depressing.
Everyone's scoring so well for this easy maths paper and i got a friggin low U grade.
Well, my fault for not studying well enuff.
I'm not sure if i'll get ADVANCED yet.
I'm really confused.
I don't wanna retain at all, but if they advance me to J2, i'll have to admit that i tink i'm gonna hv MAJOR problems with Maths.
I just can't picture myself mugging like a robot next year.
Mayb i just cant face up to the fact that im actually gonna take the A' Levels in the end.
Argh.
But at least there were AMAZING friends to spice up today.
Thank you Shuwen A.K.A wormie for the eggtarts and the MONKEY of couse!
Thank you Adarrel for the Gummy Bears!
Thanks everyone who wish me!

PW WR due date is in 7 days time and the WR is still not yet perfected.
And OP lecture today was hella scary.
Knowing that public speaking is something im extremely bad at,
i'm bound to get worried and nervous.
Holey Shiatz.
I shld talk to the wall more often now.
Cant even relax properly after promos.
Mood totally spoilt by PW always.
Its alot of effort put in but in the end the idea is always rejected.
I seriously need an escape plan.
Even if i slack, i can't have peace, PW and the thought of retaining bugs me ttm.
Mayb only watching videos can help me TEMPORARILY.
________________________

And WHAT?!
Carrie underwood was here in Singapore if i'm not wrong.
Holey Cow.
I would hv wanted to meet her.
Jealous ttm!

My sunburn's healed up alrdy.
But its still itching occasionally.
Now my legs are half tanned, in a really awkward way.
The inner parts of the legs are tanned but the outer sides arent'
Looks really really weird. But i don't mind :)
BOOMZ, off to watch my show now~

46.5 34.0 13.0 45.0 45.0
And no u didnt.
Happy belated birthday to myself.

11:59PM --> 236th

2009-10-11T23:38:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Gay Wei Xiang!! Haha.
18 yrs old alrdy!
Dun become cao tico!

Sch starts again tml.
PW hardcore, overload. Killer.
PW put me in hell.
But i'll own it. OWN.
And results will be released tml.
Don't know what to expect, nor do i wanna expect anything.
I actually dun feel anxious, scared or anything now.
I'll just make do with whatever i have.
Promos, u ain't gonna get me down down down down down.
Life couldn't get better.
K, off for Suju time now.

It really feels wierd to see u always,
But still having to pretend like u're not there at all.
Troubled in a way.
I'll be fine i guess.

1:31AM --> 235th

2009-10-10T01:27:00.002+08:00

HOLLIE MOLEY.
MY SKIN HURTS LIKE MADDDDDDD.
Its burning, as red as a red bean.
Somtimes i wish i could save me!

PW can go to hell!
HELL.
Fighting!

3:22PM --> 234th

2009-10-09T15:22:00.000+08:00

Went kayaking at Kallang today morning.
Been ages since i've been there,
and i found out that the water there was not the sea water anymore.
No wonder the water level dont fluctuate anymore whenever i pass by Kallang mrt.
Got quite badly sunburnt.
Its kinda hurting alrdy.

Slacking days are loveeeee.
Been watching tons of videos and movies the past 2 days, Becoming a SUJU addict.
But it sucks to have a laptop which SUDDENLY is damn laggy. Ugh.
Managed to blog hop alot too~~
Gotta slack as much as i can first.
Cuz PW's up next.
The time table for next week is packed until 5pm EVERYDAY, or rather for the next 3 weeks.
Wonderful.
Oral presentation huh?
I really suck at it.
Having the WHOLE DAY dedicated to oral presentation just sucks ttm.
Can't get PW over and done with.

One thing that i keep forgetting to pen down.
I'm proud of myself for staying back until 9pm almost everyday 2 weeks before promos.
Although thats because i cant study at home.
But it takes lotsa discipline! :)
And even after all those discipline, i dont tink its enuff mugging for me to do well...
Life sucks.

Some people are just pissing me off.
They got this mind control freak thing going on.
Argh. It doesnt kill to just change something minor.
Much less SAY something lesser.
DO SOMETHING about it!
Change it up!

I want a new phone!!!
N97 or 5800 Nokia.
Gonna cost a bomb.

1:05AM --> 233rd

2009-10-06T00:55:00.003+08:00

It's overrr.
It's not overrr.
Either way is fine.
Promos sucked like hell.
Not having a good feeling about it.
Alot of people proclaimed that they've screwed up big time,
But i don't think it was as bad as me screwing up.
Maths = Epic fail.
Enuf of promos.

Slacked damn alot today.
Whole day was just watching videos after videos.
The K-wave in Singapore hit me pretty badly.
Its kinda uneasy and wierd to slack whole day.
Not used to not doing something productive.
I shld start mugging for next year, or repromos, if there is one.

I've alot to talk about, but can't seem to remember them at all.
Friggin tired.
Seemed to have lost the FLOWWWW of bloggin.
Sleeping now!!!

6:35PM --> 232nd

2009-09-25T18:32:00.002+08:00

Abandoning this blog until after promos.
So screwed.
I need a miracle.
Back on 7th Oct i suppose.

3:36AM --> 231st

2009-09-20T03:35:00.002+08:00

Two Is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls Ft. Taylor Swift

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one

2:09AM --> 230th

2009-09-12T01:55:00.003+08:00

OMGWTHFREAKSHYT.
Its 18 days to promos.
DREADFULLLLLLL.
The big calender that MJ gave us is RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.
And it friggin says 18 more days.
18 more days 18 more days 18 more days.
It hasnt sunk in yet.
There's ONLYYYYYYYY 18 more days.
Wth.
And i've barely started with revision.
Panic attack.
My life sucks my life sucks.
Everyone's life sucks.
LIFE SUCKS.
I'm still procrastinating.
Ughhh.
Screw promos to the core!
And now im looking at Mingyang's msn nick which says "Cmon peoples! Just 23 days more! And it'll be over! Just mug your heart out now! Don't give up!!!!"
Stressful shit.

K, at least i went to school to mug yesterday(Friday) with Adarrel :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Wootz.
Ate at subway, okay, not too bad.
Kinda like it now.
Mugged for around 3-4 hrs in sch library,
And ONLY completed 20 pages of chemical bonding.
Wth man.
Memorizing takes up so much time.
3-4 hrs only 20 pages, how am i suppose to memorize the whole of econs and chem at this rate?!
My brain processes damn slowly!
Wanted to go on thurs too. But overslept until 3pm-.-
The holidays have beeen SUPERRRRRRRRRRRR unproductive.
Holidays? Heck, shld hv been called Mugging week.
I have to choinggggggggggggggggggggg, hardcore.
But i duno how am i gonna complete the syllabus.
Next week whole week stay back and PIA (hopefully.)
So just now i asked Facebook (some fortune teller application) if i would promote to J2.
And the answer was : "It's complicated. But you have a positive answer"
K, right. Hopefully i'll promote. I WILLLLLLLLLLL.
Kk, enuff of talking about mugging.
I'm so sick of it.

Erm...
Ermm...
Ermmm...
There's NOTHING to type alrdy!
K, im just here to vent my stress and frustration.
Gone.

12:35AM --> 229th

2009-09-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

Finally found time to update.
K.
Life sucks cuz the mugging holidays are here.
I can't do anything can't go anywhr except to mug.
But i lack motivation.
Slacking is just too tempting.
Sch provided us with a BIG calender which states specifically each day the number of days left to Promos.
Im quite lucky cuz i dont hv double paper on any of the days im having exams.
And freak shyt.
I've no idea y would the sch wanna put Maths as the last paper on Monday.
I'd rather hv some content based subject as the last subject on Monday.
As if i'll mug for Maths during the weekends.
Stupidity to the max.

There's nooooooooooooooooo songs to dl recently.
My cravings for new songs are totally not satisfied.
I need new and nice songs.
I wont mind people spamming me with songs.
Ugh.
My life is soooooooo boring i have nothing else to type here.
Random time..
I've so many things i wanna say to some ppl.

1. I can't wait for 9th Sept to come. Been waiting for it for ages.
2. _ _ _ _ _'s really getting on my nerves. U're just plain wierd and super rude and inconsiderate. I bet u dont even realize. I'll forgive u for ur immaturity.
3. I can't stand _ _ _ _ _ _ anymore. Im soo confused. Sometime u treat me like ur good buddy but sometime u just treat me like shit. Do u have mood swings? I would greatly appreciate it if u tone down and be a little bit more humble! Ur arrogance is WAYYYYYYYYYY up there, and stop bringing people down. Show some respect. Continue on like that and i'll just dao u.
4. WHY?! WHY?! My blood still boils when i see you. I cant help it but think of the things u said in the past but now u act like u clean forgotten them. I seriously dont wanna see you. You bring back DISGUSTING memories. You make me hate myself for whatever shit i did, and even more, hating myself for believing in all the CRAP u said.
5. I'm pretty sure this is just an infatuation. Stop haunting me(althought i want you to) >< Cuz i cant stay away from you. We can _ _ _ _ _ _ _ together! I'm sure we can.
6. Off to do hw now.

Don't pretend you EVER forget about me.

2:56AM --> 228th

2009-08-29T02:56:00.000+08:00

Aces day dance today was retarded.
I tink i stoned most of the time.
And considering i didnt hv a partner, cuz of the odd number in people.
It wud be even more retarded if i danced with an invisible person.
Forgotten almost everything that was learnt on Monday.
And i've gotta dance the whole thing on Monday during Teacher's day/Aces day..
Speaking of Teacher's day celebration on Monday,
Meridians are all supposed to wear sports related attire for "Be yourself day".
So much for being yourself but having a restricted rule.
I thought i'd never ever hv a "be yourself day" after secondary sch.
Disgusted.
And so,
my class decided to wear a black shorts + a shirt which must be a colour of e olympics sign.
To add on, we still hv to wear KNEE length socks - for the nerd effect.
No, just, no.
We'll all look like MAJOR toots.
But its all for the fun ._.
And we're not gonna hv a teacher's day party for our class.
Becuz, the teachers we have just ARENT worth celebrating.
Now, i'm thinking of poning again since we're only going there for Aces dance and the concert.

DAMNNNNNNNNNNN.
Feel down in the toilet when i was bathing in the evening.
Its like sudden Earthquake happening when i realized i fell.
Butt bruised.
Head bruised.
Legs bruised + cut.
What a retard.
Yea, i know, my fault.
Cuz i was jumping in the toilet, for god knows what reasons.
So, i fell.
My butt hurts like mad.

Promos is in almost 1 months time.
32 days to be exact.
Time to start mugging.
And no, i'm not gonna start ranting on how i hate mugging again.
I just hate it sooooo much that i dont wanna talk about it!
NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO SEPTEMBER MUGGING HOLIDAYS.
EOM submission is next Friday! 1 week from now.
And mine's still not perfected.
Still got tons of things to edit. Grrrrr.
So i've to do it tml night.

~GONE~

Do u even know how irresistable you are?
I just CAN'T keep my distance from you, i'm sorry.
Obviously NOTHING will happen in the end,
and i'm just making myself fall deeper into ur trap.
Oh boy, i wish u'd know.
But, u wont EVER know a thing.
Why did i even allow myself to fall into ur trap. UGH.
^_^

10:53PM --> 227th

2009-08-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

Chem SPA tml.
I better ace this one.
I know i can! Wootz!

Anyway, i managed to pass Econs test for the 2nd time in a row, getting Ds.
But i havent been able to pass Chem test, even up till now. NEVER.
And my maths broke record. Got a ZEROOOOOOOOOO for integrations etc etc.
Hahaha.
ZERO. My first ZERO in JC.
But not my first in life.
I've only gotten 2 ZEROs in life.
One in JC, now, the other was in Sec sch for A MATH.
MATHS SUCKS.
Such an ass for stealing my precious ZEROs.
Damned.

1:00AM --> 226th

2009-08-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

I doubt i hv any more time to update anymore.
Life's just so crammed up.
SPA is up next wk.
God knows how i'd fare for it.
Hopefully the trail SPA is the same as the actual ones.

Shit.
Can't tink of anything more else to write.
Seriously.
Life's too boring to even blog.
I miss O levels.
My mind's blank right now.
And I can hear thunders right now.
Hopefully it rains, and it'll be all cosy to slp.
This post is all random cuz i've NOTHING to say.
I mite as well go do GP proj.
Ahhh. Gone.

I'M GAY APPARENTLY.
Believe it or not?.
Hah. Right :D

8:54PM --> 225th

2009-08-16T20:55:00.002+08:00

Blogger is seriously cocked up.
When in the world are they gonna actually fix it?!
I've tons of things to rant about.
I havent blogged for quite some time.
Can't really rmb, but i'll try to.

Firstly,
those kids last wk in the indoor stadium totally rocked the house down.
I really admire them for their courage to be able to perform to a crowd of mayb 10, 000?
But somehow,
while they were performing up there,
I suddenly felt very discouraged, just as if this feeling of despair just loomed over.
Lets just put it this way,
Everyone have their dreams and goals,
but mine seems really far and unachievable.
Dammit.
I can't believe in myself.
Coldness to the max.

On Thurs and Fri participated in FunFestique STARING competition.
It was totally retard.
Interhouse competition of which house can stare the longest.
Callisto managed to clinch a 3rd place position among the 5 houses.
I replaced Mingyang cuz his eye somehow teared like MAD while staring halfway.
My team was actually eliminated in the first qualifying rounds.
So,
Thur's staring was crazy shiat.
My match went up close to 10minutes of staring.
Couldnt blink altho my eye was alrdy straining like a women who burst her water bag.
What a retard analogy.
The girl opposite me teared like crazy cuz of dry eyes.
But somehow she managed to keep her eyes open.
Dammit.
I teared towards the end.
But at least managed to win.
Freak shit.
I tink there's a prize presentation tml.
Heard that there's gonna be medals.
RETARD.
Winning medals for STARING and GUESSING SONGS.
Wtheck.
But I can proudly say i can DIAO damn well now.
Staring's also one of my forte i guess.
Like who in the world has staring as their forte.
As if can take u to anywhr in life, guessing songs too.
This is insane.
But one thing's definite,
I can be a psychologist.
I tink so far i've managed to guess around 5 person's Myers-Briggs Personality type correctly the first try.
Not bad at all.

Principal's talk on Wednesday was so inspiring yet sian.
Lai made it sound like the Promos and As are major giants to be overcomed.
But, in fact, they are.
Its gonna be damn tough.
And im feeling scared actually,
of being retained, of failing promos.
But maths is just KILLING ME.
Horrible.
I have to pass maths and its gonna take a miracle for it to happen.
Lai said she was gonna give out the Promo results to everyone of us personally in the hall i think.
And those who didnt hit the promo criteria will receive their results first.
Holey shiat.
Scary enuff.
I gotta snap out of this slacky attitude.
But its so hard not to use the computer after i come back home from sch.
Im addicted and i cant quit.
Its killing me.
And then the S4 series were being treated as the louziest series again.
My class being the last of the series can then be taken as the louziest class luh?
Damn crappified.
First Lim Botak (form teacher) and now Lai.
ARGHH.
JC kills the minds of innocent young teenagers.
At least the talk inspired me to work harder.
But i kinda lack motivation.
I work under pressure but there's no pressure ATM.
So what now?.
I've no idea.

And after talking so much about inspiring me to work harder.
I still havent studied for the 2 Tests tml.
Wth.
Maths and Geog.
Maths i can giveup for nuts.
It wont help even if i study.
I shld go study geog now.
Tml my brain's gonna be screwed damn hard.
My life seems to be revolving around sch and sch and sch and sch.
Mundane to the max.
I need freedom.

Wanted to give up doing all these alrdy.
On the verge of telling you.
Its really no point if the heart has no conviction in whatever im doing.
I'm doing what im doing just because im SUPPOSED to do it.
It's an obligation now.
Im tired of doing it alrdy.
I'm not inspired and CONVICTED.
Its a routine now.
But SOMEHOW, u're psycho as always.
Spoked to me, thanked me etc.
At that point in time, i knew i couldnt bring myself to say what i wanna say to you after u said all those stuffs to me.
U said perservere.
But honestly,
I don't know how much longer can i perservere.
I might just give up and leave.
I thank you cuz u're the person who's most of the time been there for me.
I just cant open my mouth to say that, I QUIT.
Lets just put it that I don't wanna be a disappointment to you when u have such high hopes in me.
I'm not as strong and all that u made me sound to be like.
Really not.

And once again, the heart grows colder.

10:10PM --> 224th

2009-08-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

Dammit.
So many tests in just 1 week.
Econs and Chem on Fri,
Geog and Math on Monday.
It's only 1 day into schooling and im tired.
Finding it harder n harder to sit down n mug each day.
Save me.

On a brighter note,
today stayed back in sch to watch Meridian's Next Top Model.
So damn hilarious, esp when it came down to the posing challenge.
Damn brave to do those kinda poses up on stage.

And here's the trailer:/

I need some fresh life blown into me.
!@#$^^&(*)*_%$#@(#@~

11:55PM --> 223rd

2009-08-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

STOP ITTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!
Will all of u stop it?
I can't swallow any of this anymore.
I shld just seal myself off.
Just let me rot and die.
It's none of your businesses.

And no,
I don't wanna face it.
Call me a coward, i don't care.
I can't bring myself to face that fact.
The things that it reminds me of,
it's just indescribable.
I suck big time.

W.S.M.J.M.N.M.D
Don't ask.

10: PM--> 222nd

2009-08-07T22:29:00.001+08:00

Not Meant To Be - Theory Of A Deadman

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you
Wanted from me, and knowing
If I give that to you
I might just disappear.

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

Oh,
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind,

Oh,
It's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want and it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe that's there's
No way out for you and me
And it seems to be,
The story of our life

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind

Oh,
It's like trying to turn around on a one way street.
I can't give you what you want and it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
That maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
Should we be building this up
Instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late.

It's like one step forward and two steps back,
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, can't change your mind,

Oh,
It's like tryin to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want and it's killing me
And I, I finally see,
Baby that we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward and two steps back,
No matter what I do you're always mad,
And I, Baby I'm sorry to see,
Maybe that we're not meant to be

11:06PM --> 221st

2009-08-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I'm quite happy today.
At least i helped Callisto house win something in Funfestique.
Participated in "Do you know the song" and managed to win it together with XQ, Khairiah and Wainah.
We rock.
Haha.
The 1st thing i helped my house to achieve since eons of yrs ago.
I'll just have to thank my radio, my iTunes which has 1037 songs! and the wonderful songs that are in my head.
HAHA.
Guessing the song by playing the intro music is not easy lo.
Damn proud of myself.
This's the only recent thing that i can be proud of myself.
The rest = i suck at it.

And another thing,
the competition ended at 7 plus. Got home at 8pm.
And kinda slacked.
So i havent done anything up till now.
i've gotta go chiong Geog essay now.
And tml is EOM's draft 2 due date.
Freak, havent started. Screw life.
I want national day to come now T.T

10:43PM --> 220th

2009-08-03T22:40:00.005+08:00

Young 15 yr old Justin Bieber singing With You By Chris Brown.
Friggin nice.
Justin Bieber >>>> Chris Brown!
Lucky Usher found such a talented 15 yr old and is signing him for an album.
His first single is damn nice.
Watch out for him.
15 yrs old and a superstar with an album. Wth. Jealous.
His Wiki Page : Here
His youtube channel : Here He tried singing lots of songs here. Nice.
I'm just a sucker heh.

12:57AM --> 219th

2009-07-31T00:57:00.001+08:00

If u think that your friend's son is better than me,
you can go and get him as ur son than.
When will you stop comparing me with others?
I hate it so much, Do u even know?
Its been like that for so long.
Well then, i'm sry im stupider.
I'm sry im quieter.
I'm sry im a passive learner or whatever shit.

If u ever notice,
i've never held your hands since the day u found it irritating that i keep hugging ur hands where ever u go.
I still rmb every single thing that happened, the exact same place, even tho it only took place within seconds.
Everytime i walk by that place, i try not to rmb.
But in the end, i still do.
U let go/pushed off my hands just like that.
Its really wierd how a simple act of just pushing my hands away from you impacted me so much.
I was still young, primary 4, really fragile.
7 years ago, but i still rmber everything.
Those people in school at that time,
so torturous.
Whatever SHIT that happened in sch, I don't tink u'd know.
No1 would know, since i've never said it to any1.
Did u even know at that time, u were my only support?
Whatever it is,
I still love you, so much.
But the thing now is...
We're so close,
yet,
so...

Far.

11:32PM--> 218th

2009-07-28T23:32:00.003+08:00

Blogger is still not recovering somehow.
The posting box has resumed to normal size,
But the top bar to adjust everything is gone.
And i can only type in the edit html part.
Why?
I've friends who's experiencing it too.
Blogger is shyt.

My life's is really really really^10000 boring.
There's practically nothing to talk about.
And there's so much irrelevant stuff.
PW sucks as usual.
What else can i say?
School's killing me.

Oh yea,
today my pregnant form teacher AKA math teacher scolded class.
And demoralised us like crazy.
Its really puzzling as to why pregnant ladies PMS so much.
So she said, we're quite hopeless etc.
And that our class has the MOST people whose parents have to see her out of the whole cohort.
Eh.
09S417 is NOT stupid for goodness sake.
Teachers arent even suppose to bring students morale down.
She also said if we maths fail then we can forget about passing our other subjects.
Besides, she also indirectly stated that our class were stupid enuf to take the subject combi we're taking.
Chem = high failure rate.
Maths = CMI
Econs = duno what shyt.
Saying that the ARTS classes pass easily with their 'easier' subjects ain't making us feel any better.

At the rate im going,
I'm not sure i can even pass promos.
Finger crossed.
My maths isnt gonna work out anytime soon without any math teacher.
And mum is gonna meet my form teacher within the next 1 wk.
I'm so dead once she knows my results.
Trying to focus on Chem and econs.
But they're all saying that Chem is dam difficult in promos and that there's no hope in passing.
Don't know.
I dun wanna retain.
Its not my fault that negative thoughts of retaining are bugging me every now and then.
Its not my fault that I SUCK IN MATH.
I've made up my mind to stay back in sch everyday until around 5+ or 6pm during the weekdays to mug/do hw.
Hope it works out :/
But once i get home, i'll get on the com straight away.
Damn.
Worried, but i dont know what to do.
Hate this feeling of the unknown.
Why in the world did i enter JC?

Oh n Btw,
You should stop appearing around me cause YOUR VERY PRESENCE irks me.
Get the hell out of my sight.
Scram as far as you can.
Anything, whatever, just GET LOST.
U've no idea how much i can't tahan u.
I hate the very fact that u can act like nothing happen.
Well then, Good for you.
I can't believe i actually know someone as heartless as you.
I sometimes wonder what's inside that brain of yours.
Do you even care? Tell me.
I'm sure you know.

12:38AM --> 217th

2009-07-26T00:38:00.001+08:00

Pieces - Sum 41

I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.

On my own...

I tried to be perfect,
It just wasn't worth it,
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It’s hard to believe me,
It never gets easy,
I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

_______________________________________________________________

Re-addicted to this song.
Love the lyrics.
Spamming it now.
If only.

8:33PM --> 216th

2009-07-23T20:33:00.001+08:00

I duno what the heck it happening to blogger.com.
My posting box shrank to a very small size.
About the size of my youtube playlist.
How in the world am i gonna post like that?
Damn.
Gonna make do with it and hope it reverts back to normal.
Its been like that for 2 days alrdy.

And i havent posted for almost a week alrdy.
And thats cuz there's nothing to post.
My life's so mundane.
Sch sch sch and still... SCH.

The things i can only rmb that was impressionable was that there were 2 people who asked me to call them sumthing.
Haha.
Tan Shili and XueTing!
Tan Shili wanted me to WORSHIP her.
And Xueting wanted me to say that she's the best.
Both need ego boost!
Haha.
K luh,
I should credit them At least..
So, Shili intro-ed me nice english songs..

The 1st few songs that were latest downloads.
And i got 1016 songs in my song bank now. I want 2000.
Continuing on, so Shili wanted me to WORSHIP her cuz she sent one song to me, which in the end didnt work out.
No, i still won't.
I'll just say THANK YOU again here.

And XT wanted me to say she's the best, cuz i tink i 'offended' her.
Right.
But she's the bestest! (not sarcastic!)
So both of them shld be happy.
No worshipping or whatever sort. Haha.

Wootz.
Bleeding Love's no longer my most played on iTunes!
Mirotic beat it!!
219 plays, and rising.
So addictive, still, even though almost 3 quarter of the year past since the time i dl it.

DBSK owns!

Mirotic MV (click on the HQ button)

Dance Version (dam nice, click on HQ)

11:58PM --> 215th

2009-07-17T23:58:00.001+08:00

1. Having 3 P.E periods in a week is just utterly disgusting. Esp when we're not playing games. Makes people so damn friggin tired.
2. Lectures on friday afternoons turns ppl off. Just because they got all the time in the world they think they can drag the lectures on forever. We students need some life.
3. The waiting time from 10.25-2.30 to wait for Fridays lecture lessons to start is so unproductive. End up in the library slacking and playing miniclip games with the guys.
4. I need some life back + more sleep. Considering the fact that my weekends including today will be spent on slacking/going out, i dun tink i'll be able to complete my tutorials and HW in time for monday. Its a vicious cycle, i'm going nuts. Maths SUCK TO THE CORE.
5. I'm gonna watch Harry Potter this sunday. But i havent watched the goblet of fire and order of phoenix yet, neither have i read the book. So i'm gonna watch it online now after i type this out. And i juz read the plot of the Deathly Hallows on wikipedia. Its so confusing.
6. My iTunes finally finally hit 1000 songs - accomplishment. Yes, Me and and my illegal downloading almost everyday. Its all for my listening pleasure :D

Alright i'm done. Gonna watch the 2 longgg movies now in HD :D
Or mayb just one.
Cuz i'm damn tired.

9:48PM --> 214th

2009-07-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

Its all damn sucky.
Yes, i'm referring to my Mid yr results.
And i didnt pass a single crap.
And thats cuz i didnt study/gave up.
But then again, i chose the easier way out.
So, hopefully i wont regret my decisions.
I dont take chinese, so there wont be a single pass in my result slip.
Those who took chinese at least still have a pass in the result slip.
Damned.
I failed, terribly.
Way below the borderline fail.
Its the atrocious^100000000 fail.
H2 Maths -> 5/70. 7% upon hundred. U.
I totally owned the maths paper.
I thought i'll be the lowest in class.
But no i wasnt.
Thats a miracle considering that i dont take A.Math.
Btw, only 1 person passed maths, and 1 person scored a sub pass out of 23 people.
H2 Chem -> 24/100. 24% in total. U.
Section C scored only 1/30 :D
Chem also one person passed.
H2 Econs -> 20/75. 27% in total. U.
I was sleeping during econs cuz i didnt study for it.
And i scribbled and coloured my question paper during the exam.
Getting 20 is more than expected for me.
7 ppl passed econs i think.
H1 Geog -> 32/75. 43% in total. S.
Dammit. I studied/read for geog the most.
In the end got S.
My hopes were pinned on geog to pass. In the end only sub-passed it.
H1 GP -> 41/100. 41%. S.
Expected from from my louzy english.
So the conclusion is that all H1 subject got S. All H2 subject got U.
UUUSS.
I like my results. Rite.
Time to mug harder.
But i doubt i hv the motivation.
This is worse than Os...
I'm beginning to give up on maths.. Altho i know i shldnt.
I totally dun understand a single shyt what the teacher is talking during lectures/tutorials.
How to pass maths?!

And so i thought i could go home every friday at 10.25am.
Thats cuz i hv no more lessons after that alrdy.
Then there comes EXTRA econs lectures and EXTRA chem lectures EVERY EVEN week Fridays.
At the timing of 2.30pm-4.30pm.
Totally turned OFFFFFFFF.
In between got so much shyt time, duno what to do.
Mugging huh?
Ok, so now i thought, at least every ODD week fridays i still can go home early. Happy :D
But guess wad?
Hell no.
Maths just WANTSSSSSS to torture my life.
So now, every ODD week fridays there's maths REMEDIAL at 2.30pm-3.30pm.
And it only applies to those who don't take A.Math and those who got B4 and below for A.Math in Sec sch.
I'm e only one in class who don't take A.Math.
At least there's sicko Jarren to accompany me cuz of his louzy A.Math results :D
Going through A.Math topics like surds and log etc.
Now i feel so dumb.
I'll just take it as a punishment for dropping A.Math! @#%#$*)_)(&^%$#
Oh yea.
So what now?
NO MORE going home early on Fridays.
In the end still have to stay back later than mondays.
My life is cursed for nuts.

1 more song to add into itunes before..........
Ok. Time to go do EOM(PW) draft 1 now.
So damn lazy to do!
But before i go.
Pls help me complete :

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=WChOwWc_2fwCjtR_2bYY2IP9cg_3d_3d
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=M4D7WUJ6TIQaNoKEiFp1cg_3d_3d

This survey.
Above in the box are the 2 links.
There's 2 different surveys to do.
Wont take u more than 2 minutes to complete in total.
This is needed for my PW grades.
So i'll appreciate it if u could help to do :D
Thanks to all who's done it!

10:11PM --> 213rd

2009-07-14T22:11:00.001+08:00

Hurt - Christina Aguilera :D

Seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but i walked away
If only i knew what i know today
Ooh ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing i wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes i wanna call you
But i know you won't be there

Ooh, i'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days i feel broke inside, but i wouldn't admit
Sometimes i just wanna hide, cuz it's you i miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me i was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who i am?
There's nothing i wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you are looking back

Ooh, i'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself

Oo-ooh
If i had just one more day
I would tell you how much that
I missed you since you went away

Oo-ooh
It's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself.. by hurting you

12:27AM --> 212nd

2009-07-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

Is love great enough to kill?
I reckon so.

3:22AM --> 211st

2009-07-12T03:20:00.001+08:00

He doesnt know whats wrong with his life.
Its all so screwed up.
He didnt know who he was, never.
He's tired and sick of everything.
Yes, there help was offered to him.
He wasn't used to it at all.
After all, all these years, he faced it on his own.
What else is there to make a difference?
He tried opening up,
But failed, miserably.
All his life, he's been keeping it in.
What difference does it make now?
And since when did he actually open up?
He hated himself and didnt wanna be who he was pretending to be.
No, he hated living up to the expectations of others.
Its all gotten into his head.
Trust.
He forgotten what it was, never knew.
Betrayal bestowed.
It got even worse now.
He couldnt help himself.
That feeling of loss, he’d tasted it all these while.
From the start, it was his fault.
If he hadn’t said those words,
then, he wouldn’t be in the state whr he is now.
He has no one to blame but himself.
He just wants to restart everything, everything, another time.
Why is he still breathing?
Time to let go.

Let me go.

11:56PM --> 210th

2009-07-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

Freak shyt.
This is kinda scary.
I actually found my shoebag that i lost more than 3 months!
I lost it on 3rd of April.
And on 10th of July today, i found it.
I lost it wen i left it outside the library.
And i found it outside the library, at the corner today.
Did some1 juz kidnap my shoebag or sumthing.
The amazing thing is that my stuffs were all still in there.
My deodorant, SPORTS SHOE, P.E shirt n pants and plastic water bottle all inside.
Crazy shyt.
I saw the shoebag yesterday outside the library alrdy,
But didnt bother checking if its mine.
Cuz i thought the person who took it wont return alrdy.
Today i saw it again so i juz opened and checked.
Turned out it was mine.
My PE shirt was STINKING like a garbage dump.
Imagine a sweaty PE T-shirt not being washed for 3 months plus. Dam stink!
My shoe was also kinda stink cuz it stayed inside the zipped shoebag for 3 months.
And the exterior of the shoebag was dam dusty.
Woa. Nice 1. I found it. Miracle.

Another IMBA thing about my class is that...
Nobody passed maths Mid Yrs except 1 person.
The other 22 all got U according to my teacher.
Wl. Wth is this. Nvm.
I'm beginning to think that im gonna get single digit >.>

I hate my GP teacher now.
I hate my Maths teacher, who's also my form teacher now.
I'm ok with my Geog teacher.
I like my Chem teacher.
I love my Econs teacher, who's also my PW teacher.
Basically, the subject with the teacher i hated the most now changed over to a nice tutor.
And the subject with the teacher i previously like the most now changed over to a not nice tutor.
Just as i thought it'd be..

I blame myself for still breathing.
It's not the same.

12:20AM --> 209th

2009-07-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

I dun want this to happen.
Those things they said.
Those things that happened,
Its etched so deep.
I cant say anything else more, except to withstand it.
I'm so stupid.
What else is there to say?

11:52PM --> 208th

2009-07-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

The ultimatum's gonna end.
Even Harper's Island is having its 2 hr finale this coming sunday.
I think mediacorp want me to mug..
No more shows to watch alrdy!

Yes, its expected that i'll complain about sch reopening tml -.-
The past 4 days was HEAVEN ON EARTH.
I slacked so much more as compared to the June hols.
Slacked like mad.
Chionged Boys over Flowers drama serial, completed 22 episodes alrdy.
Thats my 1st drama serial after 1 year.
The last one was Bullfighting last yr.
Decided to watch during these 4 days since its rated so high among ppl. Even guys-.-
3 more episodes left to chiong. Hate the main guy char.
The songs kinda addictive. Only SOME.
I took around 3-4 days to complete watching.
Unlike some chiongster fairul who only took 1 day plus - he chionged 25 episodes str8.

Its the end of relaxation.
The end.
End of temporary holidays.
And than we'll start the countdown to the deathly promos.
Pathetic life.

I'll go mad tml.

12:48AM --> 207th

2009-07-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

A Daily AntheM - David Cook

Break your neck for some substance
This is temporary sanity, an exercise in vanity
So long, to the ordinary day wrought with fictitious tales
Of how there's any other way
Hold on to anything at all
It's a long way down between the summer and the fall
If I told you that you're everything,
Would you sing along?
Would you sing along?

It's a daily anthem
Would you sing my song,
At the top of your lungs?
And we'll all sing along,
We'll all sing along

It's a half-baked blessing
For the lessons I've learned,
Never deserved.
And we'll all sing along,
We'll all sing along

Now the verses take hold,
A gentle undercurrent or more years to grow old
Say goodbye to the cold
And try to begin everything: there's life

As we sing your daily anthem,
Would you sing my song,
At the top of your lungs?
And we'll all sing along,
We'll all sing along

It's a half-baked blessing
For the lessons I've learned,
Never deserved.
And we'll all sing along,
We'll all sing along

_______________________________________________________________

Ps: The shouting part and the bass and drums towards the end of the song is Love.

2:45AM --> 206th

2009-07-03T02:45:00.000+08:00

Finally its over.
Mid yrs are officially OVER.
Feeling as light as a light now.
Actuali this feeling is better den the June hols.
Cuz during the June hols deep down inside,
u noe u've juz HAVE to mug for the Mid yrs.
And that guilty feeling bugs u lyk crazy if u dont study.
But then again, i didnt study at all.
Mid yrs are SCREWED up to the ultimate MAX.
I only have faith in my geog to pass (hopefully).
Chem paper was KILLER.
Section C out of 30 marks i tink i can score less den 10.
MCQ got no friggin time at all.
I tikam-ed half of the paper. Anyhow shade.
Ughh. I screwed up lyk hell luh.
But i dun reali care..
Monday's PW day >.>
And I have 4 days to slack,
So i better slack lyk a REAL slacker before there's no more chance to slack.
I hope sch closes cuz of H1N1. Still hoping, yes.
PARTY TIME!

Lady FaiFai : Joshua, Lily Allen has something to say to u.
Me: Wad?
Lady FaiFai : *Plays Lily Allen song which is named ***k you using his phone*
Me: *Stares*

And Daniel's joke about MJ is dam funny.

Q: Whats the similarities between Michael Jackson and X-Box?
A: They were both black before, then they turned white and they're both turned on by young kids.

Wth.

12:36AM --> 205th

2009-06-29T00:36:00.000+08:00

It's today!
No, there's no extension of holidays.
I woke up early on sunday so i took an afternoon nap.
Wen i woke up, i saw Jian Kai's msg.
Which said "No sch until 7 July."
I wanted to go back to slp again but was too excited cuz i tot there was reali gonna be extension.
So i jumped out of bed to go channelnewsasia.com to check!
Couldn't find any news on hols extension.
Asked my parents and sis, they say dun hv.
Went back to ask Jian Kai.
Turned out that he was referring to his own sch................................................
One of his sch teacher kena H1N1.
Lucky guy.
I hate MOH and MOE to the CORE now.

Oh yea. Speaking of which.
I've not yet studied for maths.
Hah.
I'm laughin at myself now.
Cuz all hope is lost alrdy.
Maths is the 1st paper and i didnt study.
I tink my mum's gonna kill me and confiscate the laptop wen she see's my results.

And i tink my blog posts are getting sooo boring.
Everytime talkin about exams and stuff.
Not my fault.
Blame it on exams.
Math bores me lyk hell.
Still rmbered my Sec 3 end of year exam for A.Math.
I oni took half an hour or less to complete the parts that i noe how to do.
Spend awhile stoning and figuring out the rest of the questions.
In the end i gave up and slept thru the paper.
My results = 16/100.
Maths is NOT my friend.
Generally, exams are all not my friend.
Ok, off to last minute study for maths.
I dun tink i'll last more den half an hour.

5:42AM --> 204th

2009-06-28T05:34:00.003+08:00

Oh God.
Tml's the big day.
My doom's day.
The day when sch reopens.
The day when H1N1 hits MJC (hopefully :D)
There's Geog 1st, then maths 2nd tml on monday.
I finished revising geog, reading thru only rather.
I havent touched a single shyt of math this hols, so im screwed for maths.
Dun even dare to dream/aim for a sub-pass for it.
Econs is on tues (havent touched)
And chem is on thurs (havent touched)
I tink my parent will have to go see my new form teacher..
Would hv studied alot more if i wasnt RE-addicted to gaming.
Wad a wonderful time to be addicted.
Anyway, i doubt wen sch reopens i'll still have time to go play such nonsense.

Oh yea. And micheal jackson is dead!
So fast mati. 50 yrs old oni.
Speaking truthfully, i've never heard any of his songs except Heal the world.
Which i didnt like also :/
MJ fans can stone me now.

I'm still hoping for a one week extension of holidays....

3:00AM --> 203rd

2009-06-26T03:00:00.002+08:00

寂寞光年 - Jade 刘力扬

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意

一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

11.45pm --> 202nd

2009-06-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

I've been sleeping lyk an owl pig recently.
I slept at 7.20am today and woke up at 3pm.
I'm so awake now.
And i need my dinner.

Woke up at 4.30pm ytd.
I studied for 2 hrs ytd night.
From 12am - 2am.
Wonderful.
Out of the 15 hrs that i was awake i only studied for 2 hrs.
And only covered 1 quarter of my geog syllabus.
And MOE's not extending the sch hols.
I guess im pretty much screwed huh?
Congratz to myself.

3.30AM --> 201st

2009-06-22T03:29:00.001+08:00

More than a nice melody,
More than the sweetest of words,
This is love i have found,
And with this love i am found.

There is no greater love than your's,
Nothing else could ever compare.
And even if i search all the world i will never find a love like your's.

2:26AM --> 200th

2009-06-20T02:19:00.003+08:00

FREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
I'm still procrastinating.
Mid years is in 9 days time and i havent started.
Dam win.
Total own.
I cant seem to start at all.
Esp for maths - confirm die, die lyk nobody's business.
I need a miracle to pass the mid years.
I need a miracle to pass maths for promos.
Maths esp integration sucks to the core - core of the corest corestest corestestest. CORE!
Self suffocation.
Mid years are SCREWED.
I know everyone is saying their mid years are screwed.
But mine is REALI REALI REALI REALI REALI REALI SCREWED TO THE MAX!!!
Max of the MAXestestest.
If motivation were on sale during this great singapore sale period im sure i'd BUY it.
I don't have it and its a NEED.

OK!
I shall go play now.
So much for complaining about not studying and not doing anything about it.
HML.

3:33AM --> 199th

2009-06-19T03:33:00.000+08:00

This is temporary SANITY, an exercise in VANITY.
So long, to the ordinary day wrought with fictitious tales.

5:00PM --> 198th

2009-06-18T16:58:00.003+08:00

DIARRHOEA FAIL.
ULTIMATE FAIL.
MUZ WATCH.

*Edit*
The video's removed :(

Freak.
I'm supposed to study!

6:17AM --> 197th

2009-06-18T06:17:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to 沉默的瞬间 by 张栋梁.
And Dad's gonna wake up soon for work.
I've been printing sch tutorials answers/lecture notes n organizing my stuffs from 1 plus!
Can't believe i actuali survived doing that.
So all my stuffs are organized alrdy.
Tml i can start my revision proper (hopefully).
The countdown to mid years is only 11 days.
So soon yet i havent started.
If this was sec 4, i wud still be slacking lyk a pig!

On a happier note, i managed to transfer my itunes songs into my laptop.
All 942 songs - in the same order, with the same play counts etc etc.
Oh freak. Dad woke up and he caught me still awake -.-
Ahhh, nvm.
Oh yea, continuing..
I tot it was actuali impossible to do that and i thought if i imported into the laptop den it'd for sure mess up my original list on my desktop.
But i found a solution online to importing itunes in the way that i want!
Hee :)
I shall name my laptop McKey! Or mayb Jenah?

It's a half-baked blessing for the lessons I've learned,
Never deserved.

2:47AM --> 196th

2009-06-17T02:47:00.001+08:00

And with this silence brings a moral story.
More importantly evolving, Is the glory of a boy.
Killers.

5: 04AM --> 195th

2009-06-16T05:04:00.003+08:00

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn’t want us to burn out
I didn’t come here to hurt you now
I can’t stop

I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you’ll find another
That doesn’t always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn’t keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone
I’m already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone
Already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone

Already gone, already gone,
Already gone, Oooo…oh
Already gone, already gone,
Already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone
I’m already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone
Already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone…

2:53AM --> 194th

2009-06-16T02:53:00.000+08:00

Back from chalet.
It was super tiring.
But at least it was fun :D
Lazy to go into the details.
And i found 'hair extensions' for myself to use.
Hah, how cool is that.

Sunday morning church was a blast.
F.I.R's performance was so damn HIGH.
Enjoyed the whole thing so so much.
And Jacelyn Tay's testimony was the bomb.
Damn power.

YES!
And i finally bought my laptop on Friday noon at the PC show.
Costed around $1.8k including a canon printer, cooling fan etc.
Alot of freebies during the PC show.
But somehow im dam irritated by this Toshiba laptop.
Yea, n thats cuz its new and i have to download every single thing from a scratch.
Gotta transfer all the stuffs from my desktop to this com,
Which is gonna take forever to be done - especially the 941 songs i have in the itunes -.-
And Vista is so not user friendly.
XP is better :D
And somehow the games im downloading aren't playable.
Frustrating man.
I guess having a new laptop isnt such a good thing after all huh?

9:45AM --> 193rd

2009-06-12T09:45:00.000+08:00

I'm at home now.
In front of my com and i'm leaving house in half an hours time.
Came back to bathe and change.
Then i'll be off to the IT/PC show.

I only had 3-4 hours of slp.
Dam worned out.
And the chalet appeared to be smaller den expected.
But nvm.
At least we have a roof to live under..

1.56AM --> 192nd

2009-06-11T01:56:00.001+08:00

Boring.
Found some useful books frm the library for PW.
And i studied 7 pages of chemical equilibrium.
How 'Good' is that?!
Hella 'good'!

Woa, milk (niu nai) and ou de yang also coming to perform at church.
So mani ppl coming :D
And Tml off to chalet.
Dun tink i'll blog for the next few days unless i find some internet access or sumthing.

Showcasing the next Britney.
She's only 3 years old.

2:59AM --> 191st

2009-06-10T02:59:00.001+08:00

Take It All - Hillsong United

Searching the world
The lost will be found
In freedom we live
As one we cry out
You carried the cross
You died and rose again
My God
I'll only ever give my all

You sent Your Son
From heaven to earth
You delivered us all
It's eternally heard
I searched for truth
And all I found was You
My God
I'll only ever give my all

Jesus we're living for Your Name
We'll never be ashamed of You
Our praise and all we are today
Take take take it all
Take take take it all

You sent Your Son
From heaven to earth
You delivered us all
It's eternally heard
I searched for truth
And all I found was You
My God
I'll only ever give my all

Jesus we're living for Your Name
We'll never be ashamed of You
Our praise and all we are today
Take take take it all
Take take take it all (repeat)

Running to the One who heals the blind
Following the shining light
In Your hands
The power to save the world
My life (repeat)

2:17AM --> 190th

2009-06-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

Okay.
I've invented sumthing new.
HML.
Not higher malay or wadeva shyt.
Its Hate.My.Life.
Ugh.
I juz found out my ultimate playlist -.-
The youtube 1.
Imeem sucks shyt now.
And the other "Imeem" fake websites somehow don't cater chinese/korean songs.
So i figured out the youtube playlist way.
Now can hear+watch at the same time at the jukebox area :D
Hope everyone noes how to use it.
I'll remove it occasionally though...

11.55PM --> 189th

2009-06-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

Today had the crazy long course in sch.
Was kinda amazed that i didnt doze off considering the fact that i slept for 4 hrs + only.
And the thing ended earlier at 4.45pm.
Not much of a difference tho.
Learnt a whole chunk of things that i tink i'll forget tml.
But something i learnt today was that there's 3 types of cockroaches.
The American, German and the Oriental cockroaches.
And only the American cockroach can fly >.>
I wonder how they flew from america all the way here?
I tink they have a passport.
Anyway, it doesnt matter.
Cuz all cockroaches are gross.
Like wad kinda course in the world teaches about types of cockroaches!?!
Oh yea, then there was the MCQ test which had around 50 questions.
And the passing mark is RIDONGCULOUS.
Passing mark = 50/50.
Crazy test.
Well, in the end i got 4 wrong.
But the teacher allowed me to change my question on the spot after she marked.
Crazy teacher.

Adam lambert is officially signed to 19 Recordings and licensed to RCA Records.
He's preparin to start work on his debut album which is due for release in autumn 2009.
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Wootz.

Tml gonna go to national library at bugis.
Finally can get my Tori-Q chicken and my takopachi/takoyaki from bugis.
Spunkylicious.

1:54AM --> 188th

2009-06-09T01:54:00.003+08:00

I finally figured out wads FML on the urbandictionary.com yesterday nite.
Who else could be that dumb to search it up there -.-
Not dumb but Innocence rather :)

Later in the morning i gotta wake up at 7.45AM and reach school by 8.45AM
For some food and hygience course.
Dumb shyt.
The worst thing is that its gonna last till 6PM.
That means 10 hrs 15 mins in sch.
I wonder what in the world will those people be teaching us?!
They Actuali got so much crap to teach for 10 hrs 15 mins..

This week's so happening.
Can't wait for this Thurs-Sunday.
Thurs gonna have chalet all the way till monday.
And Thurs gonna sing K-BOX at Kalling leisure mall.
I tink im too shy to sing :/
Friday gonna go for PC show at suntec.
Gonna buy a new printer to replace this cocked up printer i have now.
And buy a laptop :D:D:D
Finally i get to own a laptop for myself after so darn long.
And Sunday's so dam cool.
F.I.R, Vanness Wu and Liu Geng Hong coming to church (CHC) on sunday.
And they're gonna perform for free at expo hall 8 - OPEN to ALL.
2nd time F.I.R is coming.
They rock big big big big time man.

I have been slacking for the past week.
And the rest of this week will be spent slacking too.
So MUCH about talking to study during the holidays...
I need more time to mug for mid yrs!
But im gonna hv fun 1st.
Everyone around me is freaking me out.
They're somehow on the chiong study mode now while im in the slacking mode.
And math's on the topic of INTEGRATION now.
Someone any1 pls kill me now before integration kills me.
Cuz i catch absolutely no balls for integration.
Lucky its not tested for Mid yrs.
Anyway, with or without integration maths will still be a goner.
So i guess im screwed for promos then.

I ABSOLUTELY HATE PROJECT WORK GPP.
Have to dig out time on wednesday to go to the national library juz to find books on the topic!
Hate it lyk crazy.
But i can foresee that i'll hate WR n OP the most tho.
So in conclusion this whole week is BURNED - no time to study :/
Ugh, and there goes my crazy neighbour baking cookies late in the night again.
The smell of it makes me so darn friggin hungry!
I only got around 5 hrs plus to slp now -.-

12.10AM --> 187th

2009-06-05T00:10:00.003+08:00

____________________________________________________________________________________

Around him were shouts.
He wasnt aware of it until he stepped up to freedom.
He hollered back.
No one heard him.

Who were these people?
Do they even noe he existed?
No they dont.
Until she came by.
He gave up in everything he knew he was obligated to do.
Flawless, that was the ONLY word that was able to describe her.
Deep down he fell into the well of love.

Veils thrown high,
She was a lie.
Never could he believe this.
Tears.
What were tears?
The black tears that poured out only stole his breathe from him.

Lies lies lies and more lies.
Trust?
It wasnt existing.
Its already gone.
Life, its a lie.
Fiery orange, now black as ice, cold as death.
A beating heart soon stands still.

11:48PM --> 186th

2009-06-02T20:24:00.011+08:00

Shyt man.
I'm slacking lyk there's no tml.
Slacking lyk there's not gonna be any mid yrs after June hols.
I wanna mug,
but there juz ain't any motivation.
I don't wanna screw my mid yrs,
but yet im slacking.
And i dun tink i can quit slacking during the hols.
Help!!

Erm...
Do u miss hot summers?
Do u love the feeling of sweat trickling down ur face?
Do u desire weathers like this?

Or this?

Or perhaps, u're too white and wanna suntan...
Or mayb, u've a secret fetish to sweat all the time, including late at night...
Den this IS the place for u.
Presenting to u....

SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!

Thats rite! :)

Its the small black dot on the world map u see above.

Thats the right place for u if u wanna be HOT.

And not forgetting.

There's Durian to accompany u during the hot seasons.

And of cuz!

Not forgetting the 'BEAUTIFUL' merlion to that's situated not far from the Durian as u can see below.

The merlion is so 'friendly'.

It's totally your friend cuz when u tok to it,

It will only juz spit water out from its mouth, and hack care u.

As u can see,

Singapore is such a WONDERFUL place to live in.

Its so HOT.

I believe that all Singaporeans will stand by me and promote their HOT country :)

Their small but hot country :)

A: SINGAPORE HOT ANOT?
B: HOT!
A: SINGAPORE HOT ANOT??
B: HOT!!
A: SINGAPORE HOT ANOT?????????
B: HOT SIAAAAAAAAA!!!!%*^(@#$@#*

2:19AM --> 185th

2009-06-02T02:19:00.004+08:00

Yesterday 1st of June was hella fun but yet hella shyt.
GP paper was crap.
I wrote 3 and 1/4 pages for my essay.
I did on "The world of fiction is good for children. Discuss in reference to books."
The whole world noes i don't ever read books except for my lit texts in Sec sch.
So i did juz dat.
I referenced my arguments to my lit texts.
I dun even noe if i actuali wrote out of point for it.
Paper 2 the compre + summary + vocab + AQ was crappy.
The summary was so dam difficult that i spent 40-45 mins on it.
Half the time of the paper.
And i had 15 mins to do AQ.
In the end managed to write out only 1 SV - incomplete.

Crappy GP exam aside,
the whole J1s had 'learning journey' at their respective places that they want.
Main motive was to learn about the HISTORY of Sg. --> Boring.
In the end, the lesson i learnt was never to go to marina barrage from Marina Bay MRT in the afternoon.
My class wanted to take the shuttle bus from the MRT 2 Marina Barrage.
But in the end, the bus was so dam small - barely could fit 20-30 passengers.
And there was 2-3 classes waiting for the bus.
The shelter shade was juz a small area and the sun was BLAZING.
So i juz shared umbrella with Adarrel under Mingyang's RED umbrella.
Bloody hot.
After waiting for half an hour, managed to squeeze up the small retarded bus.
To add on, the frequency was 10-15mins.
So much for promoting tourism in Singapore...
Others werent so lucky tho - they had to walk for at least half an hour i tink.
Some had to hitch hike from construction workers car.
While others pretty much 'walked' there - which took ages, close to half an hour.
We had Ms Tan's farewell party there.
And our class did this for her - Special brownies ordered online.

MS TAN our DRAMA QUEEN!

She gave everyone in the class a small note and a nametag to represent people.

And she gave me this:

I AM A SNAG.

Reali? I'm a sensitive new aged guy?!?!

Wthack?

But im the only person who got this - uniqueness.

And look at Lady Fai Fai below.

As BIMBOTIC as EVER.

Thats wad he does during his free time - be a BIMBO.

I still tink that the Lady GaGa/FaiFai joke is dumb.

Q: How to u make Lady GaGa/FaiFai angry?
A: POKE her face. (Pokerface)

Stupid joke-.-

Back to main point,

I'm gonna miss Ms Tan for sure.

The 'farewell party' was juz for a short while cuz we had to rush off for cohort movie screening at Orchard Lido.

Well, the other 2 classes got to the waiting area for the shuttle bus that transports them back to Marina Bay MRT.

The class didnt wanna wait for the shuttle bus, cuz it'd take forever.

So we walked to the public bus bus-stop.

And the next bus that was coming was gonna take quite long.

So we decided to act lyk poor little earthlings from Meridian JC and flag for vehicle that pass by for hitchhiking.

We flagged for 10mins but to no avail.

BUT A TRUCK ACTUALI STOPPED FOR US.

WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

So the whole class juz got onto the EXTREMELY SMALL truck.

It looked as if half the class was gonna be leaved behind.

But we squeezed lyk CRAZY.

The truck was dam friggin small.

(Only a few people)

20 people on the truck at the back.

I was right at the back, with my legs being cramp. (the head which the arrow is pointing at).

It was so squeezy i could have got pushed off the truck.

And everybody stared at us.

I felt for the very first time in my life that i was some sorta illegal immigrant.

The principal would come looking for us if anyone complained.

But it was FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

Bloody FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

But im glad i didnt take the taxi from marina barrage which 4 people did,

If not i'd not have this chance of a lifetime to squeeze with 09s417.

FaiFai was juz being jealous that he didnt get to squeeze cuz he took the taxi.

He kept saying 'Lucky u didnt get kidnapped to Johor'.

The class was safe in the end.

We reached Marina Bay MRT after a short but exhilarating ride.

Headed to Orchard Shaw to watch Monsters VS Aliens.

DUMB SHOW.

But it was kinda hilarious.

I tot it was gonna be a 3-D screening with the red glasses on.

Turned out to be a disappointment -.-

All in all today was still fun :)

I loved the hitch hiking part -> FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN x100000

Dam tired now.

GONE.

Goodbye with just the same old song.

But this time I will not surrender!

10.57PM --> 184th

2009-05-31T22:57:00.000+08:00

Gp exam tml.
Plus cohort movie screening at Orchard Lido - Monsters And Aliens.
Havent mugged GP properly.
Pretty much dead.
Lets hope the topic i studied come out.
I feel guilty for slacking so much.
Ughh.

Back to mugging~
From slacking.

12:00AM--> 183rd

2009-05-31T00:00:00.002+08:00

Not the actual video. A mixture of FT island videos put together. Watch it and let it play.
Ultimate emo song.

Don't Love Me - F.T Island

I should go.
I should hurry up and go… Because my stubbornness will turn to tears.
I should hurry so I won’t see u left behind.
A bit faster, I should hurry and go…
Our departing love, its crying now.
Over overflowing sadness spills out…
It’s hard.. Even just one step forward.
So I just stand crying with my back on you.

Don’t Love. Goodbye will always come.
It hurts so much that you can’t even breathe.
I thought that it’d only hurt as much as I love you, that I’d be ok, that I could forget it…
But no, it hurts a thousand times more.

I’m afraid living with my eyes opened,
Because even if I’m searching, I won’t be able to see you.
Instead of yearning for you…
Living with my eyes closed is probably better.

Don’t Love. Goodbye will always come.
It hurts so much that you can’t even breathe.
I thought that it’d only hurt as much as I love you, that I’d be ok, that I could forget it…
But no, it hurts a thousand times more.

“Again and again…
It can’t, it can’t happen.”
I keep telling to myself, like a fool.

Don’t Love. It hurts so much that you feel like dying.
Tears fall each and everyday.
I thought it would be easy when a new love comes..
But no, my love can’t be that way… For me.