Juz woke up not long ago.. Not in the best of moods now. I’m juz reali tryin 2 4get the unhappy stuff for the past year and put everything behind me. I duno how to express how I’m feeling rite now. Juz reali sucky. I reali am sick of all these stuff, But I MUZ tell myself im not. Defying one’s inner feelings juz reali is unbearable. I reali dun wanna show it nor say it. I prefer going thru it alone myself. I HATE crowds. Can’t stand it. I juz wan a simple life. No stress, no worries, be happy. Heh. But I dun tink I’ll ever get that kind of life im this imperfect world. WADS WRONG?? Me? I dunno. Juz want my past to go away. Bein sum1 with no past seems lyk a good idea. I duno wad I want. I have NOO mood to do anything rite now.
My sleep ytd(30th) wasn’t as bad as I thought it will be. My cousin NEARLYYY come and disturb me, Luckily my sis stopped her cuz I wud hv shouted man. I woke up once at 8.50. Another at 10 plus. And 11 plus and 12 plus. How nice. Dats cuz my mum and sister are into the Korean drama craze. Watchin Korean dramas so early in the morning. Woke me up luh.
Went to eastpoint popular ytd to get things for the new sch term. My sch term is in feb, But I kinda got ready for it. I bought around 10 correction tapes, 8 foolscap, 2 cases of leads, around 10 pens, my file folder to put my worksheets and stuff, and a box file. Haven bought new sch bag and shoe yet. Altho I prepare beforehand, I’m NOT looking forward to whrever I may b going. I wan holidays. I met so mani familiar faces dere today.. My geog teacher, another campus superstar contestant, and a distant friend. I shunned my geog teacher and friend. Heh. Duno y.
Sum1 juz told me ytd that I had spelt the little Nonya wrongly all along. Its supposed to be NYONYA. With the Y. How dumb, I thought I was rite all along-.-
I tink I show too much stuffs over here. Mayb I shld juz blog things juz short and sweet or mayb dun blog at all. Revealing too much juz aint good. We’ll see..
I found this from msn.com or sumting. Probably some of u hv read it. Kinda cool stuff here. Do read it. Some are totally ABSURDDDDD. REALI ABSURD…. =/ The words in bracket following on are my random comments. Those in red are reali reali dumb. Juz read all of them. Gee.
A selection of weird and wonderful stories from 2008:
- A British woman is to divorce her husband after discovering he was having a virtual affair within the online game "Second Life". (lame)
- A passionate kiss ruptured a young woman's eardrum in southern China in what has been dubbed the "kiss of deaf". (WAD???? Some mega kiss or sumthing?)
- Republican vice presidential hopeful Sarah Palin was the victim of a prank phone call by a French-Canadian comedian impersonating French President Nicolas Sarkozy days before the presidential election. After Palin realized the call was a hoax, her campaign staff admitted she was "mildly amused". (dun understand.)
- Twin girls who were separated at birth due to a medical error met by chance 28 years later, and one of them is now suing the Spanish hospital involved. (sue for wad?? Bo liao.)
- Russians have long used drink to take the edge off workplace stress: one man's senses were so dulled he failed to notice a knife stuck in his back by a colleague. (how cool is dat? Numb to a knife. I wanna be numb too..)
- An 81-year old man in the small Chilean village of Angol shocked his grieving relatives by waking up in his coffin at his own wake. (I dun mind doing that wen I die)
- New Zealand's oldest immigrant, 102-year-old Briton Eric King-Turner, sailed into Wellington amid a media frenzy sparked by his decision to retire to the other side of the world. (nothing to say..)
- Officials in part of the Chinese city of Shanghai launched a campaign to dissuade residents from walking around outside in their pyjamas. The habit emerged when China's economy began to take off, and people were keen to show that they were rich enough to own such luxuries as sleeping attire. (lyk dat oso wanna flaut. WHO SLEEPS IN PYJAMAS -.- I quit since I was primary 2. Primary 2 is still kinda old for quitting pyjamas..)
- A US funeral business that specialises in launching cremated human remains into Earth's orbit said it had begun taking reservations for also depositing them on the Moon. (Deposit for on moon for wad???)
- An idealistic young British man with good media skills informed the world that he intended to walk all the way to India without once using money in any shape or form. He gave up at the first hurdle, complaining that officials in the French Channel port of Calais didn't understand English. (as if he can walk dat far-.-)
- Welsh-speakers in the town of Swansea were bemused by a road sign which read "I am not in the office at the moment." The text, which should have read "No entry to heavy goods vehicles", had been e-mailed to a translator who was... not in the office at the moment. (errr?... )
- A British woman who celebrated her 105th birthday said the secret to long life was celibacy. Sex was a "lot of hassle," she opined. (TAKE THE VOW OF CELIBACY PPL!!! A GOOD EXAMPLE WILL BE TAO-JIE FROM THE LITTLE NONYA!! SHE TOOK VOW OF CELIBACY AND U SEE SHE SO OLD IN THE PRESENT [IN THE SHOW] NOW OSO NOT DEAD YET!! HAHAHA.)
- A Cambodian couple seeking a divorce were stumped by their country's convoluted legal processes. They sawed their house in half. (walao. These ppl dam bo liao-.-)
- "Cooking with Balls" was the subtitle of what a Serbian chef promoted as the world's first book on testicle recipes. "All testicles can be eaten -- except human, of course," said the (male) author. (wow???? Y did I hv to read this-.-)
- A Swiss adventurer lived out the fantasies of many a young boy, and probably quite a few girls, by soaring into the sky on a jet-powered wing. "I felt like a bird," he said, after zooming from Britain to France. (LAME-.-)
- Bulgaria's campaign against cannabis went literally to the doorstep of power, after marijuana plants were found growing amongst the flowers outside government headquarters in Sofia. (I dun understand this?)
- An 78-year-old woman who misread instructions at Sweden's main airport was whisked down a baggage chute when she placed herself, rather than her luggage, on the conveyor belt. (WAD THE HELL?????? LAUGHING MY ASS OFF now!!)
- Emergency surgery saved an Australian python that had swallowed four golf balls, after mistaking them for eggs. (Save python for wad? They kill humanssssssss)
Alrite dats the end. Going to slp soon. Dorcas said my post is mostly bout sleeping. I agree sumwhat.
I rotted at home ytd again. Hmmm, I realize im beginning to enjoy this slacking rotting process at home. Sometimes keep going out can be dam tiring.
My cousin is here to stay overnite. My slping will be disrupted tml! Im dead. She’s one crazy hyperactive girl. And today later in the afternoon im supposed to test her on her timetable. Kinda reminded of the time I was tested too. Maths is not my cup of tea. And I dun tink its her too according to my aunt.
Tokin bout sleeping. A lot of ppl tink dat I cant change my sleeping habit wen sch starts. Juz wanna clarify in a way. I can sleep at 11pm or anytime if I want to. I juz hv to wake up at 6am or sumthing. Changing slping time no problem. It’s the hours of sleep dat I get which counts! I muz get 10hrs of slp!
IM DYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. There’s rumours going on dat O lvl results will be comin out on 12th Jan. Wth. So dam friggin early! Im gonna pray hard dat its gonna be delayed. I dun wanna see my results. Neither do I wanna step back to sch in sch U. I dun look forward to JC life. I wanna enjoy more hols!
To MahMehMoo : CHECK UR EMAIL ASAP!!!
Stop saying things dat’s of ur own opinion. I cant stand it wen u start saying things which only u tink is so. Wen sumthing happens, U change ur opinion. Fickle-minded. Mayb dats y im lyk dat too..
I’m so lazy to blog now. So tired. I’ve gotta go replenish my sleep. Not enuf sLeep for ytd.. Was tinkin if I shld take a break from bloggin or sumthing. Or mayb blog less and tok lesser shyt stuffs. Juz wanna say my tummy still feels bloated although im hungry now.. And im craving for sushi now. Sakae sushi. Can’t wait to eat.
Anyway, I went to hear the twilight soundtrack album. The tracks dere so weird. I juz kinda liked the song from Linkin Park. The only song I felt was reali nice from the album. At first I didn’t lyk it, But the song lyrics jumps out to me and the tune sumhow kept replying in my mind. And now im addicted to it. 1 week later I shall change blog song =D
I miss my morning caller! Lucky I woke up on time today. And dere’s No1 to make me high~~
The box joyfully video is here! Do watch it. Its hilarious and dumb. U can watch it from 1:20 – 3:05. And den continue from 6:50 – 7:30 to watch the funny part. Or u can choose to watch the whole thing.
How idiotic is dat?.
Ytd (27th Dec) I chose to rot at home again for the day. Don’t feel lyk going out these few days. I prefer sleeping at home. So anyway, I did nothing at home. Until night time, Went to Century Square at Tampines. Went to ate SAKAE TEPPANYAKI!!!!!!!! So long didn’t eat alrdy. The last time I ate was during my birthday I tink. I went with my retarded cousin and family. So good chance to save money and hv free food, why not go man? =/ I gorged myself with everything leftover man. Sakae teppanyaki is capable of making me slurp up all the leftovers. Lemme see.. I ate 3 bowls of rice, 1 n half serving of chicken, 1 sushi, 2 bowls of miso ramen, 1 cup of water, 1 and half serving of assorted vege, 1 big clam oyster, 1 and half serving of salmon fish, 3 prawns, 1 chawanmushi (no idea how to spell) and some others I kinda forgotten. Wen typed out seems quite little but den I ate till I almost couldn’t walk. I ate it at 8+ pm and until now im still burping lyk shyt. My stomach almost exploded and I could hardly breathe and feel lyk puking too. But.. WHO IN THIS WORLD CAN RESIST SAKAE TEPPANYAKI??? =D And I tink today im gonna hv a lot of shyt passing out from my intestines. How cool is dat?. I’ve been eating dam a lot this holiday. I’m guilty.
The new year is coming in 4 days!! 1 year juz flew past juz lyk dat. I still rmb last yr how I dreaded 2008 cuz of O levels. Went the countdown to 2008 hit zero. I went: “NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO” O levels will juz take my life away. But now, everything’s over and I’m gonna get back my results in mid jan. Schs opening on 1st Feb too. Its so fast. I kinda dread 2009 too. Cuz its JC, and they say its worst den O levels. So I duno if I shld dread it more den 2008. (its promos) And I realize sumthing too. In sec 1 & 2 sch was over in Mid-Oct. And it opens in Jan. Total 2 and a half month of Holiday. But now after O levels, It ended in Mid-nov, And it opens in Feb. Its ALSO 2 n a half month of Holiday. Its UNFAIR. I want 4 months of holidays! Wad in the world is MOE tinking man?... I can juz die.
My morning caller is away. And there’s no 1 to gimme morning call wen I’ve to wake up early these few days. And later so happens i’ve gotta wake up early. So have to solely depend on my 4 alarm clocks and my mind power to wake up. Means I’ve to Sleep now if not later I’ll hv trouble waking up. Bye ppl.
I’ve gotta rush this post cuz I gotta Slp soon. Erm (ytd 26th Dec) I did nthg. NTHG. So I juz rot at home. Nthg else to elaborate =D
Rmb I said bout the Heidi Klum mad Tv thingy? Here it is~ MUST WATCH!
Friggin lame. Her accent is so dam LMAO. And the way the puts her leg on the runway is shyttified in a hilarious manner~ The lapricorns so dam rock man.
Oh, and I found the complete version for LeeHom’s 心跳.
Nice.
My phone went bonkers. Now dat I’m using an old phone… I feel lyk changing to a new phone! I wanna new phone~ But I can only change it next yr at the end of September. Cuz dats wen my dumb plan will end. I’ve not dat much money to pay fine for changing phones bfore contract xpires..
I juz realize these days during the hols, I’ve been bathing at 11pm+ daily. And also once wen I wake up. Dey say if u bathed late den I’ll get the bones aching kinda sickness wen I get old. I heard of it too. But I guess it’s a routine alrdy.
And also almost evrynite I’ll tok to sum1. Not dat its time consuming, But I Kinda lyk it. Juz now oso tok to sum1 over e phone from 1plus to 3am. 一路顺风 to u~
Ok, I shld go now. And I shld slp earlier from now on… If not there’ll be a terrible disaster happening to me. And I also shld put a stop to eating fast food all the time =.= Shyt.
Juz ended a call with ______. (no name cuz if I write the name here I’ll spoil the plan, sum1 will suspect~) Chatted for 2 hrs I tink. U noe hu u are eh? HAHAHA. I wont spit out my water! U cant make me laugh!
So ytd (25th Dec) X`mas day. I woke up at around 9am. Which was way later den my expected schedule of 7.30am. I seriously couldn’t get out of bed. Sum1 gave me morning call I tink 2 times but still I couldn’t get myself out of bed.. But anyway thx yea?~ Went for service today with cg. And I juz realize I kinda love the innocence of Benny. Dam funny. So anyway after dat, went to makan on top of BK at expo again. I cant exactly rmbered wad happen dere. It was juz lame stuff going on. Oh and I rmbered myself buying the oreo doughnut from munchy doughnut for myself. Cuz I was craving for it. Its my favourite doughnut of all time~~ By that time I was a walking zombie alrdy. Wasn’t even talking much. I tink I dao-ed quite a few ppl. But den after dat wen to Eastpoint to shop for sum stuff with parents. Dam frustrating cuz I was lack of slp. So I juz slept in the car while they shopped. And den wen reached home, I juz knocked out on my bed. Hmm, sum1 gave me night call at 8.50 for reminder of little nonya! If not I wud hv juz slept until midnight man. After dat ordered Canadian pizza for dinner. I finally had my small cheesy sausage!! I ate more den 10 of those I tink. Its addictive. And I cant rmb wad happened after that (o_0)’’’ Lack of slp makes me forget stuffs~ All in all Christmas was spent Sleeping i tink?
HAPPY BOXING DAY!! *Box happily* I shld upload the video up here man. I always tot boxing day was the day there was sum international boxing competition going on until my friend told me it was the day to open the presents from Christmas -.- Its ok, I opened my presents long ago~ The slippers has got to be the best Christmas gift this yr =D
Also dere was this Tsunami disaster 4 yrs ago in 2004 on this day. I still rmbered the news was reporting it so much and I enjoyed watching the videos. I noe im a sadist.. I duno y I lyk to watch natural disasters for duno wad reason. I was awed wen the news kept replaying the tsunami disaster =/ Tornados, tsunamis, earthquake and stuff. But of cuz its still kinda sad to see so mani ppl dying =[ Watch the videos if u want to...
Some other random stuffs.. 1. THE LITTLE NONYA SO DAM NICE TO WATCH! 2. I WANNA EAT JAPANESE FOOD NOW!! 3. I wanna play this game! (圣诞老人，圣诞树，圣诞老人份礼物，圣诞老人不许动也不许笑也不许放臭屁!)
Ps: Thx for the slippers and the note. THANK UU. 10 BBQ chickens for u? =D
Hey hey, beautiful the sunshine shines oh oh so bright, alright. Lay back I'll spend the night just staring at you.
For every grain of sand, that you drew me pictures in. There was one for every time that my, my heart dropped again.
Chorus: So baby keep my heart beat b'beat beat beating. And the soul reason I keep believing, That we're gonna die like this you know, oh oh oh. Heart, beat, b'beat, beat, beatin'
Close your eyes, don't say a word. You're way too beautiful you heard. The way, the way my heart keeps beating, beating b'beat beat beating.
For every grain of sand, that you drew me pictures in. There was one for every time did my, my heart dropped again.
Chorus: So baby keep my heart beat b'beat beat beating. And the soul reason I keep believing, That we're gonna die like this you know, oh oh oh.
So baby keep my heart beat b'beat beat beating. And the soul reason I keep believing, That we're gonna die like this you know, oh oh oh.
MERRYCHRISTMASEVRYONE!!! It’s the festive season! WHRS ALL MY PRESENTS?? And 2008’s juz gone in a blink of an eye. Say bye to O levels and Hi to A levels. Life is officially miserable. At least dere’s still christmas~~
I’m all crashed out and burned. I reali wanna stay at home and SLEEP my butt off for the rest of the day. But sadly I’ve gotta wake up at 7.30am to prepare to go out. My lack of slp is KILLING me so badly. My Christmas shall be survived on juz a few hours of slp.
Anyway, ytd (24th Dec) Christmas Eve, Woke up at 11am and prepared to train to AMK to cut hair. From tampines to AMK juz to cut hair is absolutely absurd. But yea, I’m went dere cuz I decided to try out at Arthur’s father’s shop. Went dere with Erwin, Ivan and Arthur. Mars joined in later. I wanted to cut my hair thin. But I saw a hairstyle that I lyk in a magazine. So I decided to try it out. In the end oso not much of a diff. I liked it at the start. But im beginning to hate it… Cuz e Fringe is a goner. Ivan’s haircut is dam funny. Lyk sum primary 1 sch kid. But its still kinda cool. I took a picture of him, wanting to post it up here, but I shall be kind. Sum1’s irritated by me keep tokin bout my hair. But dun care. After dat had lunch at Sumo house. Den bus-ed from AMK Hub to Expo for service. It was amazing man. Packed lyk sardine.
MY PHONE IS CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYY. So I’ve to change back to my old phone AGAIN… I fixed it the previous time but now I duno how to fix alrdy. So the problem is that it keeps saying that the memory of the phone is full wen it isn’t! Which results in me not being able to receive msges. #^&$^*&^(&*(%# Irritating the hell outta me!!! So I’ve to use a dumb old phone. At least its still a phone which I liked (in the past~) PISSED.
Alrite.. Mervyn ask me to blog sumthing bout him. So here it is. HE’S NOISY AND BUGGY!! =/ ARGH><
Yup, I JUZ GOT _ _ _ _ _ _ _ !! =D Goodnite. 25th Dec I’ll rmb.
Juz ended a SUPER LONG conf call with __ & __. SShh. I tink talked since 1+ to 4am. I learnt quite some insights altho it was SUUPPPERR cheem. Heh~
Ytd (23rd Dec) went to wrap presents at ray’s house. 1st thing I gotta say is.. My cousins didn’t come my house today! My sleeping hours were saved! I duno y they didn’t come.. But im thankful that they didn’t come disrupt my sleep.
So tday woke up at 12pm. Got rdy and left for bedok. Sum1 actuali tricked me into arriving early knowing I was always late. Bleh. So went to buy goodies to wrap, Whilst we were at sheng siong (cheaponess again.. -.-) I got this craving for cup noodle, the japan brand. And so I bought it and ate it at ray’s house. When we were at sheng siong, we saw mediacorp artiste filming dere too~ So Me, my sis, ray, ryan ee, ash and mel came to wrap the stuffs. Began wrapping. And I came up with this lame thing bout Rapping instead of WRapping. Sounds the same luh. All in all wrapped close to 20 goody bags? And I was the one who was cutting the scotch tapes And pasting them on my foot for free usage to wrap the goodies. I didn’t wrap cuz I got 0 knowledge on how to wrap goody bags. The others came up with different sorta shapes and sizes. Some of which were seriously retarded. And of cuz wrapping cant make do with no music. So we blasted music dam loudly from handphones, coms and hi-fi sets. Blasting Britney’s songs! Womanizer, Circus, Toxic, Break The Ice, Piece of Me and duno wad else man. Watched MadTV on Utube too after wrapping. Seriously dam lame. Watched the one bout Project runway and Deal or no deal etc etc. I lyk the girl who acted as Heidi Klum. Hilarious shytness. I shld put it up here one day~
Played audi for awhile. Dere were at least 5 coms in the house and so happen I used the lousy 1. Graphics sucked lyk shiattt. Even my PROO bubp oso can lose sia. PISSED. After dat we played n slacked at the house until 7+ and went for dinner at LJS. (Sum1 was DAMMMM desperate for dinner dat he/she disrupted our slaking process) I’m so sick of fast food dat I feel lyk PUKING. Hawker centre foods are so much more cheaper and tastier. Wads more im broke mainly oso cause of constant fast food purchase. So anyway, i ate until 9+ and den trained and bused home.
I MISSED THE LITTLE NONYA YET AGAIN!! Tudou faster upload man! I wanna watch.
Later in the aftnoon gonna cut hair at AMK (i tink?) Still in dilemma shld i cut my hair or not. Cant bear to cut it. But its soo thick lyk wild grass laidat. After dat going ray's house again i tink?
1 more day to CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! 1 more day to changing blog song! Teehee~ Good morning evry1! I shall go slp.
HELLO~ Im bored. Dere’s nthg to do now and I cant sleep. Any1 got any idea wad to do with the com late at night?
I was trying to learn some html stuff juz now. Saw videos and read up bout it. I caught some info. But overall, Its still dam CHEEEMMMM. Sumtimes I dun even get wad they’re tokin. I’ve gotta brush up my html skills for duno wad reason.
Ytd (22nd Dec) was boring. Dats the main conclusion. Nthg more. I tink tml im gonna hv hell. Cuz I tink my cousins are comin to my house early in the morning. And they’re bound to wake me up from dreamland with all those screams and shouts. I still rmbered I scolded them for waking me up and stealing my bolster away. And they said they weren’t gonna friend me cuz I scolded them. I was tinking : Dun friend den dun friend luh… Anything… Wadeva.. =D I made 1 of them cry in the end :O But now we’re cool. Little kids juz are juz a little crazy in their head sumtimes yea? I hope nthg of dat sort is gonna happen later in the morning >.> Mayb I’ll end up killing them?
Bfore going to Slp, I’ll make a quick post. I did the color quiz alrdy. Thx to summmm1 hu helped me get the html code. I couldn’t get access to it cuz my com went crazy.. Anyway, here it is ~
Blue fonts means itsdam true. Red fonts means its totally false! Uncolored means its neutral.
Joshua 's Existing Situation Non-realization of hopes and the inability to decide on necessary remedial action has resulted in considerable stress.
Joshua 's Stress Sources Feels in an invidious position: that trust, affection, and understanding are being withheld and that he is being treated with a humiliating lack of consideration. Considers he is being denied the appreciation essential to his self-esteem and that there is nothing he can do about it.Disheartened by the lone struggle against difficulties with no encouragement. Feels he is getting nowhere; that, instead of the admiration he needs, he is consistently misunderstood. Wants to escape from the situation but cannot find the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.
And he keeps a strict and watchful control on his emotional relationships as he needs to know precisely where he stands.
Joshua 's Restrained Characteristics Believes that he is not receiving his share--that he is neither properly understood nor adequately appreciated. Feels that he is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave him without any sense of emotional involvement.
Wants to broaden his fields of activity and insists that his hopes and ideas are realistic. Distressed by the fear that he may be prevented from doing what he wants; needs both peaceful conditions and quiet reassurance to restore his confidence.
Feels cut off and unhappy because of the difficulty in achieving the essential degree of cooperation and harmony which he desires.
Feels trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way of gaining relief. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity but restless and inclined to be emotionally withdrawn, which prevents him from becoming deeply involved. (SUPER NOT TRUE!)
Joshua 's Desired Objective Feels the situation is hopeless. Strongly resists things which he finds disagreeable. Tries to shield himself from anything which might irritate him or make him feel more depressed.
Joshua 's Actual Problem His natural ability to examine everything with critical discrimination has been distorted into an attitude of harsh disapproval, which opposes and denigrates without regard to the real facts.
Joshua 's Actual Problem #2 The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond his capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. His inability to enforce his will causes him to over-react in stubborn defiance and by assigning to others all the blame for his own failures.
This colorquiz is kinda accurate… Except for the sexual pleasure part which is extremely retarded. I didn’t noe colors can actuali show personality in such specific details. I shall stay committed to my fav colour black. I tink this quiz reveals too much bout me. But nvm~ Evry1 can go try doing~
Oh man. My current status is dat im dying in front of the com. Tired! Had 3 hrs + of slp in the end ytd nite.. In the afternoon went over to grandma’s house. Had dinner dere. Dats cuz my grandaunt striked TOTO. So lucky. And my mum told me she’s gonna gif me $50 if I go! But in the end oso nthg except for the delicious food. But $$ definitely not the main thing y I went dere too. I knocked out for 1 hr at dat place. And I ate a lot of the round sweet syrup ball ball stuffs. TANG YUAN. Its tang yuan day today izzit? I duno =/ I rmbered I choke on 1 wen I was young So I chewed it until it was liquid den I swallowed. Erm.. Practically juz slacked the whole day. I wanna slp now but my hair is still wet >.>
I juz HATE IT for IMMEDIATE JUDGEMENT to take place wen we see a person. But apparently, dats wad evry1 is doing….
My 50th post! Isnt much to say in this post. Nthg much happened today. So I shall talk less.
Firstly,
The finale runway of season 4 project runway. Christian’s design are SOOO COOLLLL. Dats cuz they’re all black and I love it. But I hv to say the black ones are kinda similar.. At least Christian won.. FIERCEEEEE. He's GHEY :O
Next,
The finale runway of season 5 project runway. I generally lyk all 3 designers. I haven’t watched this season yet…
I actuali got the good progress award!!! LOL. How dumb. I guess I’m not the cleverest after all! My mum opens the letter box once a week I tink? Which explains y I got the late info -.- Anyway, its still muhney so I dun mind $_$
Oh, and my mum nagged at me cuz I bombed my phone bill=/ It’s the hols and dere’s so much callin and smsing goin on. So im innocent man. My original bill without bombing is $14.00. But its $58 for the past month. Bombed by $44 >.> At least I wont be deducted in anyway.
Today I gotta wake up early again.. Mayb around 5 hrs more I gotta wake? For the past 3 days including today I hadn’t had more den 8 hr of slp per day. HORRIBLEEEEEE. I wanna be a pig again! So I shall sLp early today. If not tml I’ll die and not talk at all……
I’m about to die. Dam friggin tired. I’ll make this a fast 1. Had 1 hr+ of slp ytd nite. Horrible.
Ytd ( 19th Dec) Woke up at 7am prepare till 8am. Den met ash at 8.15. Bought breakfast and den trained to lakeside. The ride took 53 mins from tampines. During the ride, was listening to my phone’s music. And den the phone went crazy and blasted the music out loud. Even with the earphone connection intacted. My phone gg bonkers. Even the memory of the phone went crazy too. Have to restart the phone juz to receive msges. So I guess I’ll reply rather slowly from now on -.- Met Ivan and Jian Kai at Lakeside with Mel’s sis. After dat bus-ed to Jurong with the kids. The children dam CUTEEE.
~fast forward~
After dat went to erwin’s house for “my hope”. The games was crazy. I almost got saboed for Indian Poker -.- And for the Wild Wild West Game, I injured my buttocks. Dats cuz my butt bone hit against the TV console. All thx to sum1 hu was trying to sabo me but to no avail =D Left dere and took 88 PasirRIs.
~fast forward~
Met Wei Xiang, Shili And Shimin. Went to catch a movie.
YES MAN! Its one of the worst show EVER I’ve seen. Yes its funny. But dere’s no storyline. And it kinda bored me…… Almost slept inside the cinema. And it costed me $8! Left with $2 in my wallet now. NEVER EVERRRR WATCH THIS SHOWWW. Waste of time =/ I rather rewatch twilight man. Mayb dats cuz im abit slow in my brain uhs. Dats y I don’t catch the cheemer jokes =.= After the show, Wondered around lyk some lost ghosts with them. Stoned at so mani places. Hanged around E-Hub and apparently saw many of sl and sm’s friends. Practically walked and slack for more den 1 hr >.> After dat trained back to Tampines and bought Macs for dinner.. Poor Wx had to train all by himself to Jurong East from pasir ris at 11 plus pm =/
I missed The Little Nonya today! AGAIN!! Tudou better hurry up upload it.
And dere’s a retarded problem with the colorquiz. I wanted to do. But the colour combi I choose had some problem. I redo the quiz with other combination of colours and the results could be displayed. But the color combi i’m doing now juz isn’t working. I shall figure out a way to solve it. Hopefully…
Quote taken home from Yes man: “You say no to life, therefore you’re not living.” SAY YES!
Today (19thDec) went crazy. Woke up at 2+ today. In the end got last minute going out to supermarket. Crazy. Went with ___. In the end I bought a seaweed snack and a HL chocolate milk. The things dere so dam cheap. Suits cheapos lyk me and ppl hu lack $_$ Den after that went to Bedok Hawker to eat my fav BBQ CHICKEN! Makes me crave for sum now.. Den in the end went to bedok library. For random library tour. Picked up some book from the shelves. Baby names etc etc. Baby signaling books which was super absurd. Baby’s signals are so alienated. Cuz babies are kinda alien. But I lyk them! Esp their cheeks. Dats pretty much a summary for today. Lazy to elaborate.
Tml is gonna be a super busy day. Morning out to lakeside. Afternoon to jurong. Evening to Hougang. Night to sumwhr. Dats crazy. And I’ve gotta wake up at 7am to reach lakeside by 9.45am. So little slp. Tml I’ll be a zombie man >.>
Sumthing to let evry1 noe here. I take 1 friggin hour to prepare to go out. Its dam long. So if u wanna book me to go out last minute. Better inform me 2 hrs earlier. This includes the travelling time>.> Last minute most of the time I wont go. So inform me at least 1 day bfore. Best 3 days bfore or more..
Ok.. I realized im super hyper today. Keep jumping around for no reason.. Gotta wake up early tml. Slping early tonite. Nitez.
Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ Crawling Back To You
Crawling Back To You - Backstreet Boys
Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you Baby I was wrong Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone It was time that we moved on I know I broke your heart I didn't mean to break your heart
Chorus: But baby here I am Banging on your front door My pride spilled on the floor My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you Begging for a second chance Are you gonna let me in? I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you
I know you're in there and you can make me wait But I'm not gonna wait It's the least that I can do, just to tell you face to face I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell Girl I know you're mad I can't blame you for being mad
Chorus: But baby here I am Banging on your front door My pride spilled on the floor My hands and knees are bruised and now I'm crawling back to you Begging for a second chance Are you gonna let me in? I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you
Bridge: If you could see these tears I'm crying Touch these hands that can't stop shaking Hear my heart that's barely beating You will see a different man
Chorus: But baby here I am Banging on your front door My pride spilled on the floor My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you (come on) Begging for a second chance Are you gonna let me in? (let me in) I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you
Banging on your front door (darling) My pride spilled on the floor I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you, yeah Now I'm crawling back to you Crawling back to you Crawling back to you Crawling back to you
~END~
I noe this song is rather old. But still.. I'm addicted to it.
“Dying in the place of someone I love seems like a good way to go” Quoted from the movie Twilight.
I don’t mind dying. Take me away sum1. I hate it wen ppl come and intercede into my problem. DON’T even TALK about it. I noe sum ppl reali care. But I wanna say. It reali doesn’t help. Makes me hate the problem or person im having a problem with even more. I’ll get pissed with myself even more. It juz makes me feel lyk killing myself. Breathless. But sadly, I don’t show it. I could be dying on the inside. ARGH! My stuffs to me are personal. I don’t ever wanna share them. Juz let me deal with it myself. MYSELF.
Missed a day of blogging. Mood went haywire dats y I didn’t wanna blog. Seriously thought a lot for the pass 2 days. Dunno y.
Anyway, Monday on the 15th of Dec afternoon. Went to Plaza Sing (AGAIN-.-) to watch movie. I was 1 hr late and got whacked by so many ppl >.> Watched…
TWILIGHT! Caught the sneak preview of it. Costed me $10 on a weekday with no student price. But the cinema was still packed. Went to watched it with Ashleen, Ivan, Jian Kai, Dorcas and my sis. It was rather nice. Juz dat I felt dere wasn’t much of a climax in the show until the last 45mins..
And it was darn pissing. Dats cuz my bladder was full all of a sudden. Juz 45 mins into the show den my bladder was full. I didn’t wanna go pee So I tahan until the end of the show. I almost peed in my pants. Den during the exciting part I couldn’t reali folo the mood.. Cuz I had to control my bladder. Controlling it lyk a vampire controlling himself from blood =D I tink its cuz I drank bubble tea bfore I stepped into the cinema without emptying my bladder >.> Never drink bfore going into the cinema!!
Also, So many girls complaining that the guy in the movie not cute enuf? But a vampire isn’t supposed to be cute. I lyk those sinister dark looming eyes. And I tink dats wad matters the most. Did the book say the guy’s cute even though it said perfect? Perfect isn’t cute =/ The girl wasn’t overly pretty for the movie too. Suited the theme. And I suddenly got the urge to read the whole series of this story.
ANYBODY CAN LEND ME ALL 4 BOOKS TO READ?
Also note dat i'll take forever to read a book.. And i Saw from Wikipedia dat new moon movie is coming out next yr..
In the night went to Tan Tock Seng hospital to visit fren’s mum. I can’t blief it happened to my friend’s mum. Car accident happened. The operation took 5hrs + I tink. And she had to be hospitalized for 2 weeks. I reali dunno wad will happen if its my mum in dere. I wouldn’t mind if I was lying on that hospital bed. It wud be better off.
On Tues 16th Dec, Meet cg at Toa Payoh. Den bused down to mediacorp. Reached at 1+ to support Rachel for the Campus Superstar 3 concert. 1st time the CSS3 contestants are revealed. And dere were 8 girls and 4 guys to make the top 12. And dere were 3 rachels. Muz support Rachel LIM 林瑞敏! The recording took agessssssssssssssssssssssss… From 1.30 start and until 6+pm it haven’t end. In the end had to go off cuz I got sumthing on. They had to record clapping and cheering and stuffs. Wasted time dere. Other than the fact that I could see so mani celebs including YOGA. He was kinda dead in the expression. But I guessed its normal alrdy. Olivia was dere too to sing The Little Nonya song. My fav drama now. Anyway, Rachel Lim sang with Benjamin for CSS2. It was reali good =D Muz vote for her. And I tink this concert will air on 5th of Jan 9pm? Not reali sure. Anyway after dat, left to makan. In the end ended up in Tan tock seng hospital to makan (of all places-.-) Ate with Ash, Ivan and Dorcas. After dat went for the chalet. Don’t wanna tok bout it. It Sucked. I guess dats wad practically happened for these 2 days..
Oh, Super angry and jealous. So mani ppl around me are getting the government Good Progress Award... But I Don’t hv! Ashleen said cuz Os haven out yet. Gotta wait till Os are out den they’ll decide for me. We’ll see =D I tink im the CLEVEREST if I don’t get it =/
This world is juz unfair. Sumtimes I’m reali sick of being who I am. Seeing others being so rich. I’m juz stuck with being the person here. I wud also wanna go for a holiday. But juz so this family I live in juz cant afford it. Sumtimes I reali find it unfair y doesn life treat evry person differently. Y are sum ppl living their life in luxury. But why some ppl juz don’t even hv a Friggin place to live in?I wud also wanna hv branded goods all over my room.. But this surrounding happens that I cant afford them all. Some ppl are juz so spoilt. They get wad they want. They eat wad they want. And some juz have so much money they can juz throw them outside their house. And y do sum ppl hv so much confidence to carry themselves well? Why do sum ppl juz tend to be so expressive? I wouldn’t even dare to be..
ARGH! I’m juz lazy to elaborate. And I tink evry1 kinda get wad I mean. WHY IS THIS WORLD SO UNFAIR??? I’M SICK OF IT. WHY IS THERE SUCH A THING CALLED ENVY AND JEALOUSY?
Show, 罗志祥’s new MV 个中强手. Nice. Been waiting for this album. And the thing I lyk in this MV is the dark makeup he has around his eyes. The dance move doesnt reali interest me, neither is the person. But the dark eye makeup. Kinda cool. I lyk it~
Oh ya, and leehom’s new album is gonna be out soon. I’m such a sucker cuz I downloaded his new songs bfore album is out. Hahaha. I don’t buy albums cuz i’m a poor freak.
Went for Emerge with cg juz now. It was dam good. Anyway Rachel told me I HAD to be in sch U if I wanna go for the mediacorp concert. So I juz agreed to go support. I’m not gonna wear sec 4 long pants. But the sec 2 short pants. I juz hate wearing the temasek long pants. So Rayner, Me and Dorcas most probably gonna wear our dumb temasek sch U To go down support Rachel on the 16th. Oh, and I noe who she’s singing with =D It slipped off her tongue. I can’t believe I’m gonna wear my sec 2 pants. But sumhow now I cant find it. Hope mum didn’t throw it away =/ 2nd time going for mediacorp recording! Can’t wait.
The moon is dam big and round tonite. Don believe me? Go the ur rooftop now and check. I bet no1 will go check -.- But juz make sure u don’t fall off the roof yea? I’m not responsible if u fall Ad im not goin for ur funeral if u die.. Dats if u’re splattered dead at the void deck~
I juz realized this blog is 1 month old alrdy~ Whoo. Christmas is coming soon!! 12 more days! I shall go watch project runway now.
OMG! Friggin funny. I had a conv on the phone with MaMehMoo for 3 hrs! 1.30am-4.30am! Dam long! So friggin funny.. MaMehMoo was the new nickname that i gave ____. And its OFFICIAL! So it goes that wenever MaMehMoo and I chat over the phone, At the end of the chat, We have to say: Bye MaMehMoo! Bye MooMaMeh! And together we’ll say: MEHMAMOO! And then put down. This is retard. But it’s a joy talking to MaMehMoo over the phone. Super funny. And I had some free dating tips apparently =/ And if u dunno wads MaMehMoo and it sounds so familiar, It’s the retarded Tv programme that screens on Kid Central wen ppl same as my age were in primary sch. Rmb the cow and stuff? If u still duno, here’s the pic
MAMEHMOO! Rmb alrdy? =D
Anyway, I juz learnt that Ashleen said my hair was red. And my hair looks lyk Ah-Beng wen I cycle.. My hair’s brown! (which is well liked) =/ And I don’t look lyk Ah Beng =] Neither do I lyk Ah Bengs~
I’m in a dilemma, cuz I duno if I shld join Rachel’s FC. I’m schless now. And I can’t possibly wear stupid Temasek Uniform to Mediacorp for recording -.- I’ll look stupid. And if im not wrong, A Temasek guy got into top 12 of Campus Superstar 3 I tink.. Of if not at least to the 3rd audition round. Rachel got into Campus Superstar 3 top 12! Muz vote for her!! I actuali noe a CSS contestant finalist! SO cool. She’s so pro so we Muz vote. Dere’s a recording on the 16th Dec. And Yoga Lin, Milubing & Olivia Ong coming! But I didn’t wanna go cuz I’m schless with dyed hair. Dun wanna wear stupid temasek Sch U again. Hope next time can go n support~ And Rachel called me nuts as stated by her FC-Incharge >.>
So I have a new Nickname too. Its called LouzyBrother (LB) as named by Dorcas. Dats cuz I treat my sis dam bad. Ok, I dun mind that nick, Cuz I am a bad brother, But on the other hand it sounds lyk I torture my sis a lot. I don’t! =D
So, its late now. Shall go Slp. Actuali wanted to use the nite to re-watch Project runway from Season 1-5. But in the end chatted with MaMehMoo. But its definitely worth it. Bye~
TIRED! Ytd (10th Dec) went to cycle at East Coast. Was with Dorcas and ____. Went out with Dorcas on her actual birthday. Cool. We cycled almost the whole East Coast for 2 hours. But I didn’t noe there was the rent 1 hr + 1 hr thing. And its only $6 for 2 hrs~ But my butt was hurting towards the end. And it was tiring. I’m gonna black out soon too. Played with sand, sea water and ate ice-cream while cycling. The wind was the most irritating. Messed up evry1’s hair. Looks lyk sum crazy siow lang cycling with hair flying in crazy directions >.> So, after cycling went to Mac to rest + makan abit. I had dinner at sum1’s ah-ma’s house. So paiseh! But the food very nice~
Nthg much reali happened today. Juz had fun. I’m so tired I’m juz lazy to elaborate on everything..
Today! I tink I’m gonna stay at home and rest. Been going out for the past 1 week consecutively. Save $ tml and slp lyk a pig tml! No disturbing bfore 4pm at least? =/ SSHHH.
Ok, I’m so tired now.. So I shall make it a short post. Tokin to sum1 over the phone seriously can make sum1 feel dam tired.. Anyway, went to Plaza Sing (again-.-) ytd (9th Dec) To watch movie with Ashleen, William, Ivan, Yishi, Dorcas. It was to mainly celebrate Dorcas’s birthday which is on the 10th. Happy 15th Birthday Dorcas~ Yep, was as usual, late for meeting the grp of ppl. I duno y I wake up so early den in the end still late for 2 meet others >.> Yep, had lunch at Yoshinoya. I didn’t eat that, but I ate TAKOYAKI!!! I treated ashleen 1 ball of takoyaki. And I didn’t let her eat the wrong 1 this time~~ Yum yum. After that went to catch the 4.10pm show. I watched…
BOLT!! I noe its lame. It reali is. The storyline isn’t that amazing and kinda predictable. But the show is dam funny. And im in love with with the Hamster!
Its called Rhino in the show. Its dam cute. Feel lyk pinching the hamster’s cheek. But actuali at the end of the show, It was quite touching and I learnt that “U neva leave a fren in times of needs” – as quoted from Rhino the hamster! And I learnt a new word from Rhino the hamster too. RIDONGCULOUS! Cool yea? This show is ridongculous! It makes me wanna buy a hamster for myself.
Ok, after watching the movie, went to foodcourt to makan. We also gave Dorcas a surprise birthday celebration at e foodcourt. I guess it went alrite. Juz dat its kinda obvious. Trying dam hard to delay time while the rest try to light on the candle and stuff =/
After that went to Paya Lebar to meet up with family to celebrate mum’s birthday. Yes, again. So there was this “The Little Nonya” craze going on in the family, So we went to this nonya restaurant at Joo Chiat area. The Beef rendang was heavenly. Its making me hungry now ><
I wake up every evening With a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place. And you're still probably working At a 9 to 5 pace I wonder how bad that tastes
Chorus: When you see my face Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell
Now where's your picket fence love And where's that shiny car and did it ever get you far? You never seemed so tense, love Never seen you fall so hard Do you know where you are?
Truth be told I miss you Truth be told I'm lying
Chorus: When you see my face Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool you're just as well Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself Where did it all go wrong? But the list goes on and on Truth be told I miss you Truth be told I'm lying
Chorus: When you see my face Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Bridge: Now you'll never see What you've done to me You can take back your memories They're no good to me And here's all your lies You can look me in the eyes With the sad, sad look That you wear so well
Chorus: When you see my face Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
When you see my face Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell) When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell) When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell And you're the fool I'm just as well I hope it gives you hell When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell You can sing along I hope it puts you through hell
~end~
The lyrics owns! And the beat is kinda catchy. And if u all dunno, the green highlights on the lyrics means those are wad i like/applies to me? I actuali wanted to put up Britney's womanizer & circus utube vid. But its kinda sick. I love those 2 songs tho~~
Weather was hella cold for the past 24 hrs. It still is now.. Slept at 4+am ytd and woke at 4+pm today-.- It was raining last nite and it actuali lasted until late at nite today. I was freezing, But I dun wanna wear the jacket cuz I find it dumb. Even wen I bathed I had to on to the heater to e max. Neva did that bfore.. And the water was still cold..
Ytd (8thdec) was a public holiday. So went to celebrate mum’s birthday which is on 9th. Went all the way to balestier to makan. Went out at 6+ and I was worried I coulnt get back on time to catch my little nonya =/ But I still made it back at 8.50. I haven’t decided wad to get for her. Headache man. But I tink she’s still happy.
I forgot to mention sumthing.. On Sunday.. Was gonna train back home with ashleen, ryan and my sis. And wen we were leaving Clarke quay, We were given some new product from starbucks to sample. I neva liked starbucks coffee bfore, Cuz I don’t drink coffee at all. But I thought the coffee that they offer me was kinda good. I liked it. Next time muz go starbucks alrdy. It ws given in a small plastic cup. So I was the last 1 to finish among the 4. So I was paiseh to let them wait. I thought dere was gonna b dustbin in the mrt station to dump the plastic cup wen I finish. Ashleen said there wasn’t gonna be dustbin, I didn’t blief her. (How can a mrt don’t have dustbin?!) So I bet with her 10 cents that there’ll be a dustbin. So in the end.. THERE WASN’T ANY! Ash said it was to prevent bombs to be hidden in the bin -.- So I had to pay her 10 cents. I still owe her 5 cents now -.- DUMBNESS! And wen we alighted at dhouby ghaut to change line, s She wanted to race me up the stairs, Who won had to give 20 cents to e one who lost. Its so obvious im gonna win! But she pulled my bag, which slowed me down. In the end we reached the top at the same time. I would hv won her hands down if she hadn’t cheated! But she said she would hv won me if she hadn’t wore the wrong footwear. She was wearing some slipper sandals thingy (this is not wrong..) I could hv still won if she wore proper footwear=D
And tml gonna go out to Plaza Sing (again-.-) To catch movies. Celebrating dorcas’s birthday tml! Its 4+ now. And I cant sleep. So there’s nthg to do now. HOW???
Slacked after PM at clark quay ytd(7th Dec). Walked round the shopping centre And finally slacked at the kopitiam. Ashleen vandalized my hand without permission.. And I vandalized my other hand. Cows, Donkeys, Giraffes were all around my hand. In the end had to rub them off To prevent ppl from staring at them in the mrt on the way back -.- Retarded captions on my hands.. Wrote Seowli’s and Dorcas’s birthday card while slacking.
After that went to Ikea with parents. Walked around in the end I bought a new red rubbish bin for my room And a large mirror to hang in my room =D Total costed around less den $15. Dam cheap, esp the mirror ~
Today (8th Dec) is a public holiday! And was planning to go out either on tues or wed to watch quarantine. But I actuali forgotten my mum’s bdae is on 9th >.> Shyt. Mayb later in the day will go celebrate cuz today’s a public holiday. Den i'll be able to go out on tues, wed and thurs. I tink I’m gonna get banned from going out soon.. Muz be guai kia. Once parents flare up, my life's over. Thurs hopefully can go out..
WHY DO I HAVE SUCH COMMUNICATION PROBLEM?! I noe I cant talk n xpress well. Mite as well be a mute…… WHY???
Today(6th dec) was out whole day, yet again. Went for cg at ashleen’s house. Farewell Isaac! I’ll miss u after u’re gone. The viddy shown was hilarious esp the bloopers. Laugh until buei tahan. Well after that went to Seow Li’s chalet at downtown in the evening. There was soooo many ppl dere~ We had to stand outside in the “pastures” all along. Its good actuali cuz inside rather stuffy. The food was nice. Seow li’s 21 yrs old alrdy! So old. Can go watch R21 shows alrdy =/ I smsed and wished her at 6+am, I was still awake at that time ytd... Yea it was fun, played Indian poker. And I was the 1st 1 to get promoted to lvl 1 among 10+ ppl. &_& So pissed, and then nobody cud talk to me.. Only Erwin so good sabo himself so that I wont be so poor thing to get Dao-ed by evry1..
I met sum FUNNY ppl dere~ Made my laugh lyk crap. I hope I meet that funny guy sumwhr again, Or any1 funny/joker, I love jokers. Den I can laugh more~ Laugh my mind off. So that I wont think so much. So that I can be happier. So that I Won’t think bout out of the world stuffs.
Anyway, I forgot to post this pic ytd…
It was taken Ytd at Plaza Sing wen ash, ryan, ivan and I were at spotlight. We came across these wooden block letters And then I started to lay this word out on the floor. Heehee. It actuali matched the theme of the movie I watched Ytd Which was Wildchild. So bitchy =/ We weren’t bitching bout any1, We were juz referring to the little (butterfly?) at the side =D
I’m a SUPER addicted to “GIVES YOU HELL” by All American Rejects. I lyk the lyrics. I guess I’m gonna change blog song soon =] Muz go hear.
Wad if the air suddenly becomes silent? Wad if my friends suddenly cared? Wad if my whole life I’ve been judged alrdy? Wad if I hear from u when u were gone long ago?
Whr r u? The past happiness and struggles. Suddenly, The past seems to blur my vision.
Friday was out whole day~~ To cineleisure again.. This time I was the latest to arrive. Arrived at 1.50pm and was 20 mins late. Went to catch a movie dere with Ivan, Jiankai, Ashleen and Ryan. Jiankai is so funny! He has e innocence of a small kid. We catched the 3.10 show. And we watched..
WILDCHILD! The BIMBO BITCHY movie. The movie dam funny. Those girls are so hateful. And I realized that SHILI can go watch this movie~~ She can act lyk them.
After the show went to play arcade. I got thrashed by ivan in the drum thingy. I see the screen I stoned -.- Ashleen and Ryan played para para. They pro man. They wanted me to try but I tink I’ll embarrass myself. I see the screen I tink I’ll stone immediately. Yea, stayed dere for a while only Jiankai left after that. Den went to some food court near Plaza Sing and ate dinner.
Went to Daiso after that and then saw a lot of cheapo stuff But dere were retarded ones too. Lamed with the stuffs in daiso. In the end didn’t reali buy anything. Went to spotlight instead And I realize got so mani things dere~~ Never ever shopped dere bfore.. OH! And I managed to buy my TAKOYAKI today at Plaza Sing But ashleen ate my prawn takoyaki =[ Haha. I wanna eat more. It wud b nice if sum1 can treat me dat.. And I realize these few days I keep going to Plaza Sing area. @_@ After that I chionged home to catch my “THE LITTLE NONYA” Addicted to it =/
I realize im bad influence to ppl around me. So evry1 pls dun go out with me~ GO AWAY EVRY1! Next time I shld refrain from goin out with ppl And psychoing ppl. GO AWAY GO AWAY~~
Went to K-Box cineleisure ytd(4th dec). I overslept, was late for half an hour. Actuali…. Was supposedly going with Ryan, Yishi and Weiting But Ryan couldn’t make it! So oni e 3 of us went. Orchard was full of Christmas decos. But this yr I don’t reali feel the Christmas atmosphere. Christmas is sucky. CUZ IT MEANS SCH GONNA OPEN SOON!
Anway, it was pourin kittens and puppies on my way dere. Weiting got partially drenched in the rain =/ Erm.. Weiting was late for 1 hr 5 mins! Can die man. Supposedly meet at 2 den she came at 3.05!! But at least she came. Sang dam a lot of songs. Weiting wanted to camwhore so much using my phone So I had to hide it from her~ If not mayb my phone memory full alrdy =/
4th Dec was also Yishi's birthday~
Happy belated birthday 17th birthday yishi!
Sry im late to post here~
K-Box is super ex. It kinda suck Cuz they’ll force u to take their so called “package” Which comes with 6 glasses of drinks and 2 bowls of tidbits. And we sang from 3-6+ And it costed 3 of us $65.40. So 1 person had to pay $21.80. OK! IM BROKE!! I’ll most probably NEVER ever go to K-box again. Cuz it causes a hole in my wallet. Mayb go to other cheapo KTV stuffs. I’m sure there’re better deals..
Tml! Still gonna go watch movie at cineleisure. I tink im gonna get sick of that place. And im gonna b even broker after tml. Shoot man.
Ps: I’m officially addicted to THE LITTLE NONYA on channel 8 9pm ~
She is running A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction She is trying But the canyon's ever widening In the depths of her cold heart So she sets out on another misadventure just to find She's another two years older And she's three more steps behind
Chorus: Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she's going down today Under the shadow of our steeple With all the lost and lonely people Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
She is yearning For shelter and affection That she never found at home She is searching For a hero to ride in To ride in and save the day And in walks her prince charming And he knows just what to say Momentary lapse of reason And she gives herself away
Chorus: Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she's going down today Under the shadow of our steeple With all the lost and lonely people Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Bridge: If judgment looms under every steeple If lofty glances from lofty people Can't see past her scarlet letter And we've never even met her
If judgment looms under every steeple If lofty glances from lofty people Can't see past her scarlet letter And we've never even met her
Never even met her (Never Even Met her)
Chorus: (OHHHHH) Does anybody hear her? Does anybody see? Or does anybody even know she's going down today Under the shadow of our steeple With all the lost and lonely people Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? (Does anybody hear her?) Does anybody see? (Does anybody See?) Does anybody even know she's going down today? Under the shadow of our steeple (shadow of her steeple) With all the lost and lonely people (Lost and Lonely people) Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me Does anybody hear her? Does anybody see?
He is running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
~END~
Meaningful song. Love it after hearing it. Save the world! You could just be lyk the girl in the lyrics.
I rotted at home for the whole day. I woke up at 4pm. Super late. Neva wake up so late ever in my life. Its 4 + am now. And im still not Sleeping. But i wont wake up in the afternoon. Cuz its out to K-box~~ Its barely 12 hrs since I wake up in the afternoon, But I’m alrdy feeling sleepy. Lyk some pig laidat eh? The super slacker is gonna slp soon.
Wow. U actuali called him out heh? Yes yes yes, I ain’t some super hyper person to be with. I’m dull. I’m boring. Happy? So dat means u can go out with him supposedly alone Without even telling me. Well done. And nice try with neglecting me. I noe I’m not some pro joker Sum1 hu can always make u laugh. I’m 1 of the quietest ppl on Earth if I’m alone. But wad u’ve done, Totally juz makes me feel disgusted. Disgusted with U, and also… With myself.
The lights are shining My heart is dimming Where can i find hope? Forget the past Forget the future I try to remember the present Whr am i now? What is this now? Do i even have a present? Its Over
Juz finish chatted on the phone. E chat was funny but emo.. Nvm.
I slept until 3+ pm today. 14 friggin hours. Dats cuz I got a headache. Oh well, gotta wake up at 9+ tml. SO EARLY!! Hopefully not another headache tml.
We shld be happy with out lives Cuz not that much ppl are as fortunate as us. Live ur life with a purpose And find joy in it..
