Plus cohort movie screening at Orchard Lido - Monsters And Aliens.
Havent mugged GP properly.
Pretty much dead.
Lets hope the topic i studied come out.
I feel guilty for slacking so much.
Ughh.
Back to mugging~
From slacking.
Labels: geepee
Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 10.57PM --> 184th
Gp exam tml.
Plus cohort movie screening at Orchard Lido - Monsters And Aliens.
Havent mugged GP properly.
Pretty much dead.
Lets hope the topic i studied come out.
I feel guilty for slacking so much.
Ughh.
Back to mugging~
From slacking.
Plus cohort movie screening at Orchard Lido - Monsters And Aliens.
Havent mugged GP properly.
Pretty much dead.
Lets hope the topic i studied come out.
I feel guilty for slacking so much.
Ughh.
Back to mugging~
From slacking.
@ 12:00AM--> 183rd
Not the actual video. A mixture of FT island videos put together. Watch it and let it play.
Ultimate emo song.
Ultimate emo song.
Don't Love Me - F.T Island
I should go.
I should hurry up and go… Because my stubbornness will turn to tears.
I should hurry so I won’t see u left behind.
A bit faster, I should hurry and go…
Our departing love, its crying now.
Over overflowing sadness spills out…
It’s hard.. Even just one step forward.
So I just stand crying with my back on you.
Don’t Love. Goodbye will always come.
It hurts so much that you can’t even breathe.
I thought that it’d only hurt as much as I love you, that I’d be ok, that I could forget it…
But no, it hurts a thousand times more.
I’m afraid living with my eyes opened,
Because even if I’m searching, I won’t be able to see you.
Instead of yearning for you…
Living with my eyes closed is probably better.
Don’t Love. Goodbye will always come.
It hurts so much that you can’t even breathe.
I thought that it’d only hurt as much as I love you, that I’d be ok, that I could forget it…
But no, it hurts a thousand times more.
“Again and again…
It can’t, it can’t happen.”
I keep telling to myself, like a fool.
Don’t Love. It hurts so much that you feel like dying.
Tears fall each and everyday.
I thought it would be easy when a new love comes..
But no, my love can’t be that way… For me.
Labels: Don't Love Me
Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 3.31AM --> 182nd
Woa. Its hella late now.
But i tink i juz have to leave this CLASSIC CLASSIC CLASSIC quote here.
Fairul AKA Lady Fai Fai! U're dam sick! I still can't believe u said it.
Or mayb im juz too innocent that i've never heard it before.
But i tink i juz have to leave this CLASSIC CLASSIC CLASSIC quote here.
Fairul AKA Lady Fai Fai! U're dam sick! I still can't believe u said it.
Or mayb im juz too innocent that i've never heard it before.
Fai: "If girls have menses, den wad does guys have?"
Me: "Huh? Wad?"
Fai: "SEmenses."
Me: "OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG."
Labels: WUD???
Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 11.13PM --> 181st
What a day.
So my PW grp decided not to continue with my idea anymore.
And decided to change to emergency of bullying.
My idea reached a dead end :)
So this xtra day of holiday has been officially changed to the GPP day.
I sat in front of the computer from the moment i woke up till now.
And the GPP is still not done yet..
Almost done.
And hopefully Ms Tan approves it.
Speaking about Ms Tan, who's my form teacher, GP, PW and Character Development teacher.
She's leaving MJ for St.Anthony Conossian's Secondary to teach drama there.
Ughhhhh, SAD.
Yes, i admit i once hated her for keep catching my long hair.
But now, i tink i'm gonna miss her.
Her GP lessons are the BEST on earth.
She makes GP so lovable.
And i doubt the new teacher who's gonna come take over her will be that interesting.
She's so drama and teaches well.
Well... PW's gonna be the same.
Cuz all in all, PW SUCKS.
Character development lessons without her will be BORING i tink.
I juz hope another Janki Verma doesnt come.
Thinking of Verma juz makes me have goosebumps.
Her quote is still as classic as ever.
"I'm APPAULED by your behaviour."
But then,
the most unwanted teacher who's teaching me is also leaving the sch.
WHOOOOOO.
She's gonna leave MJ to go to SRJC to be the DEPUTY HEAD of econs.
How in the world can someone lyk that be deputy head of econs??!?
God bless SRJC man.
Their econs results better not drop.
Those in SRJC better PRAY HARD that they won't have her as their tutor.
U wont want to have someone who scratches her _ _ _ _ _ _ _ as ur tutor. HAHA.
So yep,
I hope the new econs tutor will be better.
It was Colosseum ytd in sch.
Ended at 7 plus PM.
Callisto house emerged as 2nd among all the houses.
Not bad.
And Adarrel ran lyk thunder.
Came in 3rd for 400m guys finals. Dam pro as usual :)
You know I'm strong.
But I can't take that.
Before It's too late.
Just Walk Away.
So my PW grp decided not to continue with my idea anymore.
And decided to change to emergency of bullying.
My idea reached a dead end :)
So this xtra day of holiday has been officially changed to the GPP day.
I sat in front of the computer from the moment i woke up till now.
And the GPP is still not done yet..
Almost done.
And hopefully Ms Tan approves it.
Speaking about Ms Tan, who's my form teacher, GP, PW and Character Development teacher.
She's leaving MJ for St.Anthony Conossian's Secondary to teach drama there.
Ughhhhh, SAD.
Yes, i admit i once hated her for keep catching my long hair.
But now, i tink i'm gonna miss her.
Her GP lessons are the BEST on earth.
She makes GP so lovable.
And i doubt the new teacher who's gonna come take over her will be that interesting.
She's so drama and teaches well.
Well... PW's gonna be the same.
Cuz all in all, PW SUCKS.
Character development lessons without her will be BORING i tink.
I juz hope another Janki Verma doesnt come.
Thinking of Verma juz makes me have goosebumps.
Her quote is still as classic as ever.
"I'm APPAULED by your behaviour."
But then,
the most unwanted teacher who's teaching me is also leaving the sch.
WHOOOOOO.
She's gonna leave MJ to go to SRJC to be the DEPUTY HEAD of econs.
How in the world can someone lyk that be deputy head of econs??!?
God bless SRJC man.
Their econs results better not drop.
Those in SRJC better PRAY HARD that they won't have her as their tutor.
U wont want to have someone who scratches her _ _ _ _ _ _ _ as ur tutor. HAHA.
So yep,
I hope the new econs tutor will be better.
It was Colosseum ytd in sch.
Ended at 7 plus PM.
Callisto house emerged as 2nd among all the houses.
Not bad.
And Adarrel ran lyk thunder.
Came in 3rd for 400m guys finals. Dam pro as usual :)
You know I'm strong.
But I can't take that.
Before It's too late.
Just Walk Away.
Labels: flustered
@ 12.30AM --> 180th
Pls.
Help me out here.
Y do some people have no idea as to wad they're actuali speaking?
I don't noe.
They juz actuali spout nonsense and say hurtful words.
Wad for?
Do they actuali consider people's feelings?
They juz say it directly in front of people's face and expect them to take it swallowing down.
When people don't retaliate, it doesnt mean they agree with wadeva u're speaking.
Have some heart here.
Stop being a tyrant and shove ur believes into other's people's face.
Bcuz we all can't take it.
Every single word u speak can juz bring some1 down juz like that.
Do u even noe how much it affects them?
Perhaps they're feeling down and imagine urself saying THAT kinda thing to them.
They mite not show it on the outside,
they may be still happy and laughing at wadeva u said.
But inside they mite have collapsed already.
I understand some people juz like to speak wadeva that comes to their mind.
But at least think it thru before saying such hurtful things.
U ought to feel guilty.
Yes you.
YOU, SHOULD FEEL GUILTY.
Help me out here.
Y do some people have no idea as to wad they're actuali speaking?
I don't noe.
They juz actuali spout nonsense and say hurtful words.
Wad for?
Do they actuali consider people's feelings?
They juz say it directly in front of people's face and expect them to take it swallowing down.
When people don't retaliate, it doesnt mean they agree with wadeva u're speaking.
Have some heart here.
Stop being a tyrant and shove ur believes into other's people's face.
Bcuz we all can't take it.
Every single word u speak can juz bring some1 down juz like that.
Do u even noe how much it affects them?
Perhaps they're feeling down and imagine urself saying THAT kinda thing to them.
They mite not show it on the outside,
they may be still happy and laughing at wadeva u said.
But inside they mite have collapsed already.
I understand some people juz like to speak wadeva that comes to their mind.
But at least think it thru before saying such hurtful things.
U ought to feel guilty.
Yes you.
YOU, SHOULD FEEL GUILTY.
Labels: guilty
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 7:47PM --> 179th
HAH.
The principal declared day off the sch on thurs becuz of our tremendous CCA performance this year!
WHOO.
But then, im not reali that excited.
The only benefit is that i can rest and catch up on my sleep.
The whole day will more or less be spent in front of my com doing PW's GPP.
Its officially the GPP day.
My grp's GPP probably will have a change of plans and that means more research..
And we'll probably hv make up SPA on friday after sch too.
Wow, how exciting.
So, i received my timetable for the 1st wk of holidays.
Well...
It wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.
2 of the 5 days will only have lessons for 50 mins.
1 of the day dunnid to go sch at all.
And 2 of the days will take around 3-4 hours.
I lead a tortured life.
But yay for the xtra day off this thurs :)
Tml's colosseum.
Which means no CCA.
Wonderful.
Hope Callisto will be able to have a decent spot among the 5 houses.
I feel lyk shiat now.
Having a flu.
I hope a fever doesnt come knocking on my body.
Cuz my mum's down with fever and flu.
And i tink i caught her virus.
Got back 3 tests today.
Chem, math, GP.
Got a U for chem and math.
And an E for GP - i didnt expect to pass.
I realized that this GP was the ONLY thing i passed in Term 2.
And its not some glorious pass or sumthing.
Well done. At least i passed something.
If not my term 2 will juz be a SUCKY term.
I juz dont get it.
Y do we put in so much effort into something when we noe the results wont be reaped?
Y do we spend so much time perfecting something when others won't appreciate it?
The principal declared day off the sch on thurs becuz of our tremendous CCA performance this year!
WHOO.
But then, im not reali that excited.
The only benefit is that i can rest and catch up on my sleep.
The whole day will more or less be spent in front of my com doing PW's GPP.
Its officially the GPP day.
My grp's GPP probably will have a change of plans and that means more research..
And we'll probably hv make up SPA on friday after sch too.
Wow, how exciting.
So, i received my timetable for the 1st wk of holidays.
Well...
It wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.
2 of the 5 days will only have lessons for 50 mins.
1 of the day dunnid to go sch at all.
And 2 of the days will take around 3-4 hours.
I lead a tortured life.
But yay for the xtra day off this thurs :)
Tml's colosseum.
Which means no CCA.
Wonderful.
Hope Callisto will be able to have a decent spot among the 5 houses.
I feel lyk shiat now.
Having a flu.
I hope a fever doesnt come knocking on my body.
Cuz my mum's down with fever and flu.
And i tink i caught her virus.
Got back 3 tests today.
Chem, math, GP.
Got a U for chem and math.
And an E for GP - i didnt expect to pass.
I realized that this GP was the ONLY thing i passed in Term 2.
And its not some glorious pass or sumthing.
Well done. At least i passed something.
If not my term 2 will juz be a SUCKY term.
I juz dont get it.
Y do we put in so much effort into something when we noe the results wont be reaped?
Y do we spend so much time perfecting something when others won't appreciate it?
Labels: WHY?
Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 7.53PM --> 178th
MJC WON THE SOCCER FINALS AGAINST VJC!!!!!
WHOOO!!
I noe we did win it.
The soccer boys did their best,
and we the supporters screamed our lungs out at the Jalan Besar Stadium.
It was a tough fight and we ALLOWED VJ to win at the LAST 5 mins.
The school song was sung the loudest EVER and the sch was more UNITED than ever.
Altho MJ lost during the LAST 5 mins with a score of 3-2.
All of us were proud of them.
We thought that it'll end up with a penalty kickout.
But somehow, lucky it didnt end that way.
Cuz all of us would have gotten a heart attack.
And this was the 1st time my heart beat so fast during a soccer match..
VJ was a tough contender but we beat them hands down with our cheering IMO.
Well...
A Certain player in VJ was dam INSULTING towards MJ.
I found it super offensive.
After scoring a goal, player number 5 ran past the place whr MJ was seated and did the 'na na ni poo poo' face at us.
WTH?
So many F words were spoken at that moment.
To tink that the person was actuali my CLASSMATE during Sec 2...
DISAPPOINTING!
EDIT:
Oh yea, he actuali won player of the match.
After all he scored the winning goal for VJC.
Wad a shame.
Totally no sportsmanship still can get such an award.
Oh boy, i see pigs flying alrdy. No wonder.
Blah.
Well..
After all MJ won, they fought hard and perservered.
Just that we didnt got the trophy.
It'll belong to us next Yr again.
I juz noe it.
As quoted by Zhihan,
'VJ! WATCH OUT!'
WHOOO!!
I noe we did win it.
The soccer boys did their best,
and we the supporters screamed our lungs out at the Jalan Besar Stadium.
It was a tough fight and we ALLOWED VJ to win at the LAST 5 mins.
The school song was sung the loudest EVER and the sch was more UNITED than ever.
Altho MJ lost during the LAST 5 mins with a score of 3-2.
All of us were proud of them.
We thought that it'll end up with a penalty kickout.
But somehow, lucky it didnt end that way.
Cuz all of us would have gotten a heart attack.
And this was the 1st time my heart beat so fast during a soccer match..
VJ was a tough contender but we beat them hands down with our cheering IMO.
Well...
A Certain player in VJ was dam INSULTING towards MJ.
I found it super offensive.
After scoring a goal, player number 5 ran past the place whr MJ was seated and did the 'na na ni poo poo' face at us.
WTH?
So many F words were spoken at that moment.
To tink that the person was actuali my CLASSMATE during Sec 2...
DISAPPOINTING!
EDIT:
Oh yea, he actuali won player of the match.
After all he scored the winning goal for VJC.
Wad a shame.
Totally no sportsmanship still can get such an award.
Oh boy, i see pigs flying alrdy. No wonder.
Blah.
Well..
After all MJ won, they fought hard and perservered.
Just that we didnt got the trophy.
It'll belong to us next Yr again.
I juz noe it.
As quoted by Zhihan,
'VJ! WATCH OUT!'
Labels: owned
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 11:11PM --> 177th
MY PRINTER DIED ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOW I'LL HAVE TO SEND IT FOR SERVICING.
I DONT WANNA WRITE OUT ECONS ESSAY!
DAMN.
STUPID PRINTER.
NOW I'LL HAVE TO SEND IT FOR SERVICING.
I DONT WANNA WRITE OUT ECONS ESSAY!
DAMN.
STUPID PRINTER.
Labels: 11:11
@ 2:30AM --> 176th
I Can't Break It To My Heart - Delta Goodrem
If it's okay i'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if alright i'll lie awake at night
Pretending i'm curled up at your side
See i'm circling these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me
But if i still believe you love me maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright i'll still be loving you
'Cause i can't break it to my heart
Is it just me, did i commit a crime?
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time or was it in my head
I'm reading into things that you never said
'Cause i still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around
But if i still believe you love me maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright i'll still be loving you
'Cause i can't break it to my heart
And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in every single way
As long as i can keep the truth away from my heart
Oh 'cause i can't break it to my heart, oh
'cause i still don't have all the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around
But if i still believe you love me maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright i'll still be loving you
But if i still believe you love me maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright i'll still be loving you
And if it's so right i'll still be loving you
'Cause i can't break it to my heart
I can't break it to my heart, oh
I love this song.
The lyrics are so...
Labels: i can't break it to my heart
@ 12.41AM --> 175th
Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 12.12AM --> 174th
Wootz! Kris Allen won American Idol.
Truely a dark horse.
Adam dint get past the last barrier.
Below are the studio version of both their singles.
I tot Kris had a better version of it as compared to Adam cuz Adam was screaming/shouting towards the end of the song.
Adam was better at the starting tho.
Kris's:
Adam's:
Recently, i've been reali temperamental.
I dunno y.
Mayb the stress from sch is takin its toll on me.
I'll get frustrated and pissed at every single small thing.
And i'll end up cursing so much inside.
Yea. So better not piss me off.
But then, since wen did i EVER get angry?
Apparently neva.
I'm always not pissed with people on the outside.
But i'll be cursing inside.
And my curse is dam power.
Zhiyin, Dionne, Rayner, Ryan can vouch for this.
Sch holidays shld come now!
1 or 2 weeks more to proper holidays.
Dammit.
Ughh, my stupid printer is out of ink.
Its only left the red ink which is working.
I replaced the cartridge, and the ink ain't coming out.
I cleaned the nozzle everytime but den so much of ink is being consumed everytime i clean it.
And i'll have to spend and money and buy all the cartridge -.-
Its irritating the hell outta me!
Last time it didnt wanna print out the red colour.
Now it prints out the red colour,
but all the rest of the colour including black also dun wanna print.
Frustration!
And thx Shiqi for enlightening me wads BBF!
Turned out to be Best Boy Friend.
Hack.
I feel dumb indeed.
No1 else bothered telling me!
I was opening the can of condensed milk juz now with the can opener to make milo.
In the end the metal lid slit my fingers wen i was lifting it up.
Bleed lyk mad.
Den the upper layer of the condensed milk was a little red.
But hack man.
I juz add it into my milo.
So in actual fact i was drinking iced 'blood' milo.
Have i said before that i lyk to taste my own blood?
Wenever my gums bleeds wen im brushing my teeth,
i'll go taste the blood 1st with my tongue and play with it.
Den afterwards i'll gargle with water :)
Lastly, to end off.
A retarded video from VJC, MJC's sports rival.
Can't believe the math lecturer let us see this during lecture.
Its reali funny.
DIE DIE muz watch, must click on this no matter what!
And the clapping beat is dam addictive!
Lady Fai Fai and me were doing a little bit of it during PE.
HAHA.
"I want Nobody Nobody but you! *clap clap, clap*"
Labels: memories
Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 12.19AM --> 173rd
For my sake?
For my future?
Oh pls.
Stop this shyt now.
Cuz we've all got lifes to live.
The thread sown unto us,
With life we give.
And its all drowning.
Its back to the start.
So,
Tell me.
Why do we care?
Huh?
For my future?
Oh pls.
Stop this shyt now.
Cuz we've all got lifes to live.
The thread sown unto us,
With life we give.
And its all drowning.
Its back to the start.
So,
Tell me.
Why do we care?
Huh?
Labels: leber
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 10:37PM --> 172nd
Oh wad on earth....
Today was kinda fun.
Didnt hv CCA.
My whole house (callisto) had to go down to Chua Chu Kang 'stadium' to support the floorball team!
Both the guys and girls facing VJC in the national finals.
I tot floorball was supposed to be indoors so there shld be aircon at least.
And walla!!
Reached there and realized there wasnt aircon.
Ughhh.
Sweat lyk a mad pig.
And cheered lyk a mad lunatic.
I havent experience such school spirit for a long while.
Sry to say this but TMS school spirit sucked.
MJ was so much better!
Wen i reached there i saw Vino!
Its been ages since the last time seeing her in Jan.
Mr Chua the CCA head ytd spoke to the J1s and said sumthg lyk.
'MJ is already the champion, just that VJ happens to be in our way'.
Woa. Win alrdy man.
We're facing against them for soccer guys finals, floorball guys and girls finals also.
And i tink a couple more which i've forgotten.
MJ floorball girls won VJ 4-3! Whooooo!
The girls captain was dam pro btw.
I tot i'll be the dead person sitting down and not cheering at all - (it was like that in Temasek)
But den i was screaming/shouting almost thruout :)
However, MJ floorball guys couldnt win rough VJ =/
They couldnt defend the champion title.
We got 'thrashed' 6-4.
But not bad alrdy luh.
Championship everybody share share.
Each win 1, everybody happy.
Monday's its gonna be half day for me i tink.
Cuz the whole sch will go down to Jalan Besar stadium to support the soccer guys.
Hopefully we'll own VJ.
MJ is well-known for soccer.
National champion for a few yrs alrdy, juz dat VJ took the title away for some of the years i tink.
Almost all our major competitions are head on with VJC -.-
We had buses to transport us there.
But we had to make out way back ourselves.
So took MRT from Yew Tee to woodlands and took 168 back to tampines.
So dam long -.-
And i finally saw Innova JC.
Their PE uniform looks lyk callisto house Tee =/
Ughhhhhhh.
Lets see.
I have Chem Practical Project, PW's GPP due on Friday.
GP presentation tml.
ANOTHER GP presentation next wk.
And GP EXAM on 1st week of hols.
How can life be any more screwed than this?
Ok, i'm off to do GPP and GP presentation -.-
I'll end with this MJ cheer that i learnt today. I kinda lyk it.
'WHY ARE WE SO PRO? WE ALSO DUNNO!'
Today was kinda fun.
Didnt hv CCA.
My whole house (callisto) had to go down to Chua Chu Kang 'stadium' to support the floorball team!
Both the guys and girls facing VJC in the national finals.
I tot floorball was supposed to be indoors so there shld be aircon at least.
And walla!!
Reached there and realized there wasnt aircon.
Ughhh.
Sweat lyk a mad pig.
And cheered lyk a mad lunatic.
I havent experience such school spirit for a long while.
Sry to say this but TMS school spirit sucked.
MJ was so much better!
Wen i reached there i saw Vino!
Its been ages since the last time seeing her in Jan.
Mr Chua the CCA head ytd spoke to the J1s and said sumthg lyk.
'MJ is already the champion, just that VJ happens to be in our way'.
Woa. Win alrdy man.
We're facing against them for soccer guys finals, floorball guys and girls finals also.
And i tink a couple more which i've forgotten.
MJ floorball girls won VJ 4-3! Whooooo!
The girls captain was dam pro btw.
I tot i'll be the dead person sitting down and not cheering at all - (it was like that in Temasek)
But den i was screaming/shouting almost thruout :)
However, MJ floorball guys couldnt win rough VJ =/
They couldnt defend the champion title.
We got 'thrashed' 6-4.
But not bad alrdy luh.
Championship everybody share share.
Each win 1, everybody happy.
Monday's its gonna be half day for me i tink.
Cuz the whole sch will go down to Jalan Besar stadium to support the soccer guys.
Hopefully we'll own VJ.
MJ is well-known for soccer.
National champion for a few yrs alrdy, juz dat VJ took the title away for some of the years i tink.
Almost all our major competitions are head on with VJC -.-
We had buses to transport us there.
But we had to make out way back ourselves.
So took MRT from Yew Tee to woodlands and took 168 back to tampines.
So dam long -.-
And i finally saw Innova JC.
Their PE uniform looks lyk callisto house Tee =/
Ughhhhhhh.
Lets see.
I have Chem Practical Project, PW's GPP due on Friday.
GP presentation tml.
ANOTHER GP presentation next wk.
And GP EXAM on 1st week of hols.
How can life be any more screwed than this?
Ok, i'm off to do GPP and GP presentation -.-
I'll end with this MJ cheer that i learnt today. I kinda lyk it.
'WHY ARE WE SO PRO? WE ALSO DUNNO!'
Labels: strangers
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 11:11PM --> 171st
Hack.
Tests today were so screwed.
I was stoning during the maths test.
I did about a quarter of the paper only.
I didnt study for it at all cuz i was spending all my time on chem.
N chem was equally screwed.
Didnt do a few marks.
My mind went blank wen i saw the questions.
But at least it was better den maths.
Today's PE was the 1st time ever they let us play games.
All i can say is that i suck in tennis. Haha.
But in term 3 it'll start with fitness n conditioning alrdy.
Hack.
Got back econs test today.
7/20.
Expected again...
I tink only 5 people failed.
N im 1 of them. Sienn.
Tml dere's GP test.
English is so not my forte.
So probably i'll stone a whole lot tml tinking of wads the meanin of the words.
Life sucks.
I miss the chicken rice in school.
Feel lyk eating it now.
N my printer's being such a biatch.
It still doesnt wanna print the rite colours out.
Dammmnnn.
Heartless.
Tests today were so screwed.
I was stoning during the maths test.
I did about a quarter of the paper only.
I didnt study for it at all cuz i was spending all my time on chem.
N chem was equally screwed.
Didnt do a few marks.
My mind went blank wen i saw the questions.
But at least it was better den maths.
Today's PE was the 1st time ever they let us play games.
All i can say is that i suck in tennis. Haha.
But in term 3 it'll start with fitness n conditioning alrdy.
Hack.
Got back econs test today.
7/20.
Expected again...
I tink only 5 people failed.
N im 1 of them. Sienn.
Tml dere's GP test.
English is so not my forte.
So probably i'll stone a whole lot tml tinking of wads the meanin of the words.
Life sucks.
I miss the chicken rice in school.
Feel lyk eating it now.
N my printer's being such a biatch.
It still doesnt wanna print the rite colours out.
Dammmnnn.
Heartless.
Labels: 11:11
Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 2.04AM --> 170th
Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3
Shan't paste the lyrics here.
Bad lyrics.
The beat and rhythm is addictive.
Shan't paste the lyrics here.
Bad lyrics.
The beat and rhythm is addictive.
Labels: don't trust me
Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 1.46AM - 169th
The popups from msn in annoying me now.
I duno y so many people in my contact list is infected with the virus.
And wen they come online, a chat window screen will automatic popup.
Lucky im not infected with the msn virus yet.
One day im going to go full time appearing offline if this goes on.
Not that its their fault, but to prevent myself from clicking the links -.-
Wadddddd is bbf????
Many people are using this term everywhr eh.
Note that its not BFF.
I noe wads bff.
But BBF??
Can any1 can educate me?
I think the ans will make me feel stupid somehow.
I miss sec sch.
Not the sch.
But the life.
I was practically slacking my life off in sec sch.
And i miss slacking time.
JC = everything bad bad bad.
Other than friends, everything else is BAD.
I guess i have to face my decision of going to JC.
Ughh.
Monday dere's 2 MAJOR lecture tests.
Chem and Math.
Both of which are KILLER tests, with difficult topics.
Every topic of math is killer to me,
And dere's applications of differentiation, equations and inequalities, functions and graphing techniques up on monday's test.
Chem 2 major topics - chem bonding and atomic structure.
And im super blur for these 2 topics.
So much to memorize and i dont understand so much stuffs.
Considering that i havent even TOUCHED a single thing.
I tink im gonna die on monday, with both tests back to back during the 1st 2 periods -.-
MONDAY BLUES!
I havent started studying yet!
Shld i juz give up?
I studied for past tests but i still failed terribly in the end.
So much to study and do in 1 day.
I havent even started my tutorials and hw that are dued on monday.
Don't tink im gonna all these at all,
Cuz mugging for tests is alrdy time-consuming enuf.
And friday's econs test was crap. Didnt noe wad i was writing at all.
Feeling extremely STRESSSSSSSSSSSS rite now.
So much that i feel lyk giving up.
But i noe i cant.
And i guess im gonna be fine after the tests....
Cuz this feeling of giving up normally comes when im stressed.
Ughhhh.
I need motivation and discipline.
I feel bloody tired now, but still gotta chiong econs tutorialsssssssss -.-
THE PROVE OF MY DESIRE IS IN MY PURSUIT!
I'm gonna do this even if its tough!
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
I duno y so many people in my contact list is infected with the virus.
And wen they come online, a chat window screen will automatic popup.
Lucky im not infected with the msn virus yet.
One day im going to go full time appearing offline if this goes on.
Not that its their fault, but to prevent myself from clicking the links -.-
Wadddddd is bbf????
Many people are using this term everywhr eh.
Note that its not BFF.
I noe wads bff.
But BBF??
Can any1 can educate me?
I think the ans will make me feel stupid somehow.
I miss sec sch.
Not the sch.
But the life.
I was practically slacking my life off in sec sch.
And i miss slacking time.
JC = everything bad bad bad.
Other than friends, everything else is BAD.
I guess i have to face my decision of going to JC.
Ughh.
Monday dere's 2 MAJOR lecture tests.
Chem and Math.
Both of which are KILLER tests, with difficult topics.
Every topic of math is killer to me,
And dere's applications of differentiation, equations and inequalities, functions and graphing techniques up on monday's test.
Chem 2 major topics - chem bonding and atomic structure.
And im super blur for these 2 topics.
So much to memorize and i dont understand so much stuffs.
Considering that i havent even TOUCHED a single thing.
I tink im gonna die on monday, with both tests back to back during the 1st 2 periods -.-
MONDAY BLUES!
I havent started studying yet!
Shld i juz give up?
I studied for past tests but i still failed terribly in the end.
So much to study and do in 1 day.
I havent even started my tutorials and hw that are dued on monday.
Don't tink im gonna all these at all,
Cuz mugging for tests is alrdy time-consuming enuf.
And friday's econs test was crap. Didnt noe wad i was writing at all.
Feeling extremely STRESSSSSSSSSSSS rite now.
So much that i feel lyk giving up.
But i noe i cant.
And i guess im gonna be fine after the tests....
Cuz this feeling of giving up normally comes when im stressed.
Ughhhh.
I need motivation and discipline.
I feel bloody tired now, but still gotta chiong econs tutorialsssssssss -.-
THE PROVE OF MY DESIRE IS IN MY PURSUIT!
I'm gonna do this even if its tough!
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 11.27PM--> 168th
Freak.
Tml dere's econs test on e whole of market failure.
And im not even half done.
Not reali gonna care tho.
This coming monday there'll be Math and Chem test.
It'll be a miracle if i own all of these tests.
Today got back my previous econs test.
2/25.
Thats 8% in total. Wonderful.
And i tot i was alrdy the worst in class such that sucky-swee was aiming me lyk crazy.
Turned out that Xinyi only had 1/25.
We owned the test man!
For this wk,
tml's timetable is replaced by monday's timetable.
So i get to go home slightly earlier.
Unless i got to stay back to discuss GP proj or GPP-.-
And my group chose to do my PI.
Ughhhhh.
Happy but yet sien in a way.
Happy cuz of obvious reasons -.-
Sien cuz gotta discuss bout the whole thing again.
After all i spent so much damned time on my PI.
It ought to pay off. Haha.
Monday's timetable tml means i'll hv PE tml.
And PE on friday again.
Double PE days is boring -.-
Off to do econs.
I LOVE SCHOOL!
I have to love it.
I got to love it.
I'm lovin it.
I reali do.
Help me.
Some1.
Any1.
No1?
...
I’ve practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I’ve got it all down
Cause I’m not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin’ this up
Shouldn’t have to give a reason why.
Why?
Tml dere's econs test on e whole of market failure.
And im not even half done.
Not reali gonna care tho.
This coming monday there'll be Math and Chem test.
It'll be a miracle if i own all of these tests.
Today got back my previous econs test.
2/25.
Thats 8% in total. Wonderful.
And i tot i was alrdy the worst in class such that sucky-swee was aiming me lyk crazy.
Turned out that Xinyi only had 1/25.
We owned the test man!
For this wk,
tml's timetable is replaced by monday's timetable.
So i get to go home slightly earlier.
Unless i got to stay back to discuss GP proj or GPP-.-
And my group chose to do my PI.
Ughhhhh.
Happy but yet sien in a way.
Happy cuz of obvious reasons -.-
Sien cuz gotta discuss bout the whole thing again.
After all i spent so much damned time on my PI.
It ought to pay off. Haha.
Monday's timetable tml means i'll hv PE tml.
And PE on friday again.
Double PE days is boring -.-
Off to do econs.
I LOVE SCHOOL!
I have to love it.
I got to love it.
I'm lovin it.
I reali do.
Help me.
Some1.
Any1.
No1?
...
I’ve practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I’ve got it all down
Cause I’m not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin’ this up
Shouldn’t have to give a reason why.
Why?
Labels: no surprise
Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 10:55PM --> 167th post
Stayed home the whole day.
Did work practically the whole day.
I'm dam guai :)
And i'm looking forward to going to school.
Never thought i'll ever say this huh?
But yep,
school's gonna drive me on from where i am now.
Its gonna be tough,
but i can do this!
Mugger all the way it shall be!
The tiredness from all of this would be just great.
And all these stuffs i typed seriously ain't sarcasm.
It doesn’t matter where we take this road.
So i'm already gone.
Its all haunted now.
And i'm gonna use all that's left of this to push me on.
Did work practically the whole day.
I'm dam guai :)
And i'm looking forward to going to school.
Never thought i'll ever say this huh?
But yep,
school's gonna drive me on from where i am now.
Its gonna be tough,
but i can do this!
Mugger all the way it shall be!
The tiredness from all of this would be just great.
And all these stuffs i typed seriously ain't sarcasm.
It doesn’t matter where we take this road.
So i'm already gone.
Its all haunted now.
And i'm gonna use all that's left of this to push me on.
Labels: So i'm already gone
Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 10.24PM--> 166th
说好的幸福呢? - 周杰伦
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢??
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢??
Labels: 说好的幸福呢?
@ 2.13AM --> 165th
I regret.
I reali do.
Perhaps..
If only..
What if?..
I hate the nights.
Helpless.
I reali do.
Perhaps..
If only..
What if?..
I hate the nights.
Helpless.
Sunday, May 3, 2009 @ 1.57AM --> 164th
Its raining ><
Hate this feeling.
Hate this feeling.
Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 2.55AM --> 163rd
I did no work today even tho it was a holiday.
Pretty much catching up with family and her :)
Well, i was happy today.
PI still haunting me as usual.
Next friday is the deadline.
A little more polishing to go.
To catch up with my missed out entertainment on TV.
To catch up with my missed out entertainment on TV.
Went online to search for American Idol 8 contestants songs.
And somehow i got hooked by 2 of the contestant's songs.
And i downloaded the recorded version of their songs - addicted to them now.
Do listen to the 2 videos.
The 1st being Allison Iraheta's rendition of I Don't Want To Miss A Thing.
I love her rendition better den David Cook's and Aerosmith's one.
Call me crazy, but yea, i reali do.
I want her in the top 3 :)
And of course the 2nd video being Adam Lambert's rendition of Mad World.
His voice juz pulls my soul into this song man.
He's got a unique voice, this guy can sing man.
Somehow he mite juz win this competition,
Even tho he's opened to everyone about him being gay.
The "emo" gay kind with the dark eyeliner type.
He looks retardedly crazy in the 2nd photo.
Its only unless there's too many homophobic people in America then he mite not win =/
I don't mind him winning tho.
Either him or Kris.
Danny's a little irritating. Go Home! :)
Haha. Its so late alrdy i don't know why the hell i'm bloggin about TV stuffs.
And probably no one will even know who or what i'm tokin about.
I should be going.
I'm not gonna lie that i was a little affected today><
But yep i can do this!
I'll neva let u go. Never.
Labels: no more running
Friday, May 1, 2009 @ 12:58AM --> 162nd
Nice piece of Art - FM Static
I've tried not to let anyone in until now
I guess conversations never allow
And I've been feeling like I'm on some sort of merry-go-round
And I know, I know, yeah I know, I know
And I've tried not to let anyone in until now
It took time for me to figure it out
And when I feel like I'm complacent with my head in the clouds
I know, I know, yeah I know, I know
And every time I wonder what's real you make me feel...
You make me feel like a lavender sweater
When I'm caught in bad weather
In my Volkswagen Jetta
You make me feel like a complete work of art
When I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art
Dear God (art, art, art...)
I hope you hear me (art, art, art...)
And I've tried not to let anyone in until now
Misunderstandings are an easy way out
And I've been feeling all this pressure just to figure it out
And I know, don't know, yeah I know, don't know
And I know that if I just stay strong I can make it
And try harder when I just can't take it (can't take it)
And when everything around me feels so broken and jaded (broken and jaded)
I know, I know, yeah I know, I know
And every time I wonder what's real you make me feel...
You make me feel like a lavender sweater
When I'm caught in bad weather
In my Volkswagen Jetta
You make me feel like a complete work of art
When I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art
(art, art, art...)
It's kinda warped, but it's picking up slowly
I don't know, but I can if you'll show me
I guess sometimes it takes more than just fake conversations to feel like I know that
It's kinda hard when I'm planning for something
To get across this hole without jumping
I guess sometimes it takes more than just false information to find out who we are
You make me feel like a lavender sweater
When I'm caught in bad weather
In my Volkswagen Jetta
You make me feel like a complete work of art
When I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art
I've tried not to let anyone in until now
I guess conversations never allow
And I've been feeling like I'm on some sort of merry-go-round
And I know, I know, yeah I know, I know
And I've tried not to let anyone in until now
It took time for me to figure it out
And when I feel like I'm complacent with my head in the clouds
I know, I know, yeah I know, I know
And every time I wonder what's real you make me feel...
You make me feel like a lavender sweater
When I'm caught in bad weather
In my Volkswagen Jetta
You make me feel like a complete work of art
When I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art
Dear God (art, art, art...)
I hope you hear me (art, art, art...)
And I've tried not to let anyone in until now
Misunderstandings are an easy way out
And I've been feeling all this pressure just to figure it out
And I know, don't know, yeah I know, don't know
And I know that if I just stay strong I can make it
And try harder when I just can't take it (can't take it)
And when everything around me feels so broken and jaded (broken and jaded)
I know, I know, yeah I know, I know
And every time I wonder what's real you make me feel...
You make me feel like a lavender sweater
When I'm caught in bad weather
In my Volkswagen Jetta
You make me feel like a complete work of art
When I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art
(art, art, art...)
It's kinda warped, but it's picking up slowly
I don't know, but I can if you'll show me
I guess sometimes it takes more than just fake conversations to feel like I know that
It's kinda hard when I'm planning for something
To get across this hole without jumping
I guess sometimes it takes more than just false information to find out who we are
You make me feel like a lavender sweater
When I'm caught in bad weather
In my Volkswagen Jetta
You make me feel like a complete work of art
When I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art
Labels: nice piece of art
@ 12:45AM --> 161st
Today the sch was making a big hoo-hah out of the swine flu.
Yea yea, so thermometers muz be brought everyday.
Frustrating.
Lets juz hope the dumb flu doesnt hit SG.
If not MOE will suspend all lessons or sumthing.
Not that i wont enjoy the "holidays".
Juz dat i tink i'll be receiving homeworks thru my mail box and doing online lectures all day long.
Dats so much worst den going to sch.
Imagine staring at a deranged looking lecturer in front of ur com.
Totally turned off alrdy. How to do lecture?
Yea.
Seems lyk im alrdy tinkin so far down the road.
Even before the dumb flu strikes.
Today's a holiday!
Whootz.
Tons of hw to be done.
Much discipline is needed.
But i tink tml im juz gonna slack lyk crazy.
Morning alrdy going out alrdy i tink.
I feel super sleepy now.
Yea yea, so thermometers muz be brought everyday.
Frustrating.
Lets juz hope the dumb flu doesnt hit SG.
If not MOE will suspend all lessons or sumthing.
Not that i wont enjoy the "holidays".
Juz dat i tink i'll be receiving homeworks thru my mail box and doing online lectures all day long.
Dats so much worst den going to sch.
Imagine staring at a deranged looking lecturer in front of ur com.
Totally turned off alrdy. How to do lecture?
Yea.
Seems lyk im alrdy tinkin so far down the road.
Even before the dumb flu strikes.
Today's a holiday!
Whootz.
Tons of hw to be done.
Much discipline is needed.
But i tink tml im juz gonna slack lyk crazy.
Morning alrdy going out alrdy i tink.
I feel super sleepy now.
Labels: mug my ass off