Can't make this over.

Far Awar - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait?

Just one chance Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you,
I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all, I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

So far away Been far away for far too long
So far away Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed I need to hear you say
I love you, I have loved you all along
And I forgive you for being away for far too long
So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing hold on to me, never let me go
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Nickelback is awesome.
Prolly my fav band.

Labels: far away

Sry for the lack of update.
I'm not havin any effin mood to update this alrdy.
I'm alrdy busy as it is.
Sigh..
We'll see how it goes i guess.
March Block Tests just ended and i was screwed left right up down center, all over.
It's only MBTs.
Gotta mug my ASS off during the June hols.
Actually i've gotta start now..
BUGGER.

Uhhhh Whut?
Okay. I wanna get new spects.
Preferrably black. Since i've gotta wear them to NS next yr anyway.
But i'm not getting used to black spects.
I look like an efftard when i wear it.
Prolly too used to having my current spects on me.
2 small bottles of blood to be drawn during NS checkup.
Plus the, oh so many, IQ tests to be done.
I shld just fail it aye?
Put me to some dumb department and let my brain rot for all i care.
Cuz i cant differentiate the red and green traffic lights.
Red = go, green = stop.
Dy/Dx?
Screw maths k.

I'll prolly blog mucchhhh lesser after this post.
Anyway, i'm alrdy bloggin so little.
Wont be much of a diff aye?
3 posts for the whole of March. Pathetic much.

I kinda reflected a little.
And i somehow drifted towards the thought of Chinese.
Rmbering the torturous Sec 3 and 4 lessons with CL teacher.
I cant even speak proper chinese without pausing within the sentences and mixing Singlish into it.
Completely lost touch.
So much for education?
Anyway, copped from SJB's blog:

Education has made people knowledgeable.
But what has education really done to some people's morals and values?
It sometimes results in arrogance and ignorance.

Not gonna elaborate much about it.
Think about it urself.
Has it really made me knowledgeable?
I kinda forgot all that i learnt in Sec sch to be honest.

K enuff of update. I dont know what exactly to write alrdy.
I've gotta do maths & geog.
But screw it, i dun tink i'm gonna do.

Random:
Gemma Ward is uhmazing.

Labels: screwed

School's out, finally.
Thank god there's no school tml.
The amount of workload just isnt giving enuff time to blog, breathe and chill.
I NEED it.
Time to do revision is alrdy so short, and there's still tuition crap going on.
Ugh.
Its realllyyyyy demoralising when u put in effort but dont reap the fruits of ur effort.
Its a cruel world out there.
What has education turn us into?
Makin us so competitive that it becomes a human eat human world out there?
SJB was right.
The expense of education comes with the sacrifice of human values.
God dammit. Even teachers are teaching students to "kill" each other in the exam hall.
Can this world even get any more complicated?
So what now?
I guess i'll be the person to be out there with a vengeance to kill and exterminate huh?
Watch out. I mite just bring a knife to school one day and start wiping the school population out.
Hah. Hilarious shit. I probably wont even have the capability to do it.
Give me a break please! I need an escape from reality, and i think only sleeping helps me to do that.
But screw it. I'm not even given the luxury of sleeping enuff everyday.
The wonderful A level results of the seniors dont scare and pressure me as much.
Its the possibility of being left behind while everyone progress that is freaking me out.

You know, its so funny.
Everytime i blog, its just only about school school and school.
Hah. What else can i say?
Mundane much.
Mite as well not blog anymore.

Labels: holding on

I could go on and on. Forever.
Goddammit whats wrong with this world.
Just having the aweful pukable feelin' right now.
Not in the right state of mind, at all.
So many things going thru my mind recently and im on the brink of exploding.
Joshua, whats wrong with u?
The feeling isn’t rite, everything’s not okay.
And I’ve no friggin reason why im SOOOOOOOOO short tempered these days.
Every single little thing just makes me pissed.
Stress? I'm not even sure what or why it is like that.

Self delusional freak.
My phone's going crazy, losing things here and there.
And losing all of you isnt makin' this any better.
I feel trapped, damn you jealousy.
This yearning isnt gonna disappear any time soon.
Imma just gonna go ahead and do what i want, follow me and be me.
Not gonna care what others may think.
One day, when i've got it right, u'll see.

Oh darling I wish u were here...

Labels: my luv