Can't make this over.

!!!!
Have been wanting to blog since thursday.
But was either too lazy or watching shows.
Just had to squeeze in this remaining time that i have to post.
Heh.

My aunt's dog came over since thursday,
Effing cute!
Sometimes just feel like hugging it till its bones break or sumthing.
Makes me want a dog badly,
But i guess i'll be probably be too lazy to take care of it.
And mum who has been really anti-fur animals managed to get along well.
Never though that day would come seriously.
Mayb i'll get a dog someday soon. Yes, no? No. :)

YES.
Its the holidays officially.
But no, i cant slack.
Wonderful!
But i'll be leaving for taiwan on monday.
8am flight.
Let's just hope that the plane dun crash.
I've had MAJOR phobia of plane crashing,
The phobia was so bad that i just REFUSEDDD to get on a plane until i was Sec 2.
So it Explains the fact that i've only taken the plane once in my entire life.
Oh, Twice considering the trip back and forth.
So i'll be getting on the plane soon again.
Even if it crashes i dun think thats a bad thing heh?
I'll be in heaven,
And i'll be seeing my classmates suffer for A levels.
WONDERFUL, i like :)

4 more episodes to watch tml!
I have to watch finish before leaving! MUST!
Oh And guess what?
Mum, Dad and Sister all have not packed their stuff, including me.
So, i guess i wont be posting till i get back next sunday night.
Heh, Byee.

Labels: without words

Wedding Dress - Taeyang (Big Bang)
[Eng translations]

Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come
__________________________________________________

The piano part of this song is perfect. Addiction.
Its my sms ringtone now :)

Labels: wedding dress

Frustrated with myself.
I cant sit down and start doing tutorials!!!!
Just can't get the momentum going.
And the tutorials are kinda... unmanageable.
How am i suppose to do well for As next yr.
Maths tutorial is still UNDONE.
And the deadline is TODAY, monday.
I'm just screwing myself over.

And talking about TODAY,
I'll be meeting the Vice Principal later in the afternoon.
What for?
Results results results. What else do i hv to see him for?
At least i'm not going alone, some awesome classmates are also going.
Not sure how it'll turn out,
But hopefully everything will be okay.
He better not ask some question that'll make me stone.
I'll hv to plan out my answers as to what to say to him during lecture time.
The perfect speech of how i'll study DAMN HARD during the hols etc.
What shit man.
But i still need my holidays!
I need some life before my life is officially over next yr.
Hack man.

Went ice skating in the afternoon on Sunday at Kallang leisure mall.
Pretty damn proud that i didnt fall considering i havent ice skated since Primary 1.
Spent some awesome time over there :D
When i just learnt how to skate kinda properly, it was time to go.
Sianz ttm.

Jealousy can really kill.
Beware.

Labels: wedding dress

Argh.
Extra lectures have started this week on Tuesday.
Maths it just.................... !@#$@#^%$*^%%#
Someone has to help me sit for maths A levels..
And it SUCKS to be sitting in the 2nd row, just right in front from the lecturer for econs.
Can't even slp one bit.
There aint gonna be sch today, so i can blog my crap stuff now.
I've been wanting to blog this but it keeps slippin off my mind.
SJB got her suju 3rd album from ebay.
Jealousy overload.
It's okay, i have my illegal downloading sites <3
I'm still jealous ._.

I saw an article on channelnewsasia which stated something like: "Insistence on bilingualism in early years of education policy was wrong."
I totally 2nd that one.
I used to really HATEE chinese in primary one.
I had difficulty speaking it, (actually now also)
but chinese teachers were so insistent on us speaking chinese to them, if not they'll not reply.
I once wanted to shit real bad during chinese lesson then, but i didnt know how to tell the teacher in chinese,
So i just asked my friend to seek permission from teacher for me.
EMBARRASSING ttm.
Damn retard, even when wanting to shit, i have problems asking for permission.
Well, at least now i can kinda overcome Chinese.
How the hell it improved so much, i'll never know.

Jarren's being gay these days.
End of story.
AND YES, NICOLE WON CYCLE 13.
Whoop!
10 more days to Taiwan!

Labels: even i'm jealously in love

WHOOOOOOOOOOOO.
PW's OVER OVER OVER OVER.
Oral Presentation went quite well.
Stumbled a few times when talking,
But managed to continue.
Q&A was the shiatz.
Screwed up the first question, the examiners were giving me the wth u talking face.
But managed to redeem myself back with the second and third question.
I friggin LIED MY WAY THROUGH the 2nd and 3rd question.
And there wasnt any loopholes in it.
The audience were shocked when they knew i lied.
Apparently im an experienced lier heh?
I'm just glad that its over.
I'm not gonna think what stupid grade i'll be getting.
PW is fried.
School term is OVER.
But extra lectures are seriously damn EXTRA.
I dun get the school's purpose of RUSHING THRU the syllabus and then start revision early for A levels.
Whats the retarded purpose of it?!
Rushing thru and everyone dont understand it.
Not askin for a slow pace or any sort of that,
Students just hope they go at a pace whr students can still absorb.
They're forcing us to EAT SHIT.
GAH.

2012 is effing wonderful.
Natural disasters = ultimate winner.
I was laughing my way through when the floods and everything happened.
Sadistic man.
Not bad for a movie, just abit unrealistic.

I feel like eating sushi!!!!!
Its been ages since eating it.
Hope someone calls me out for sushi.
I really miss eating it.
Hungry ghost.

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Roma-roma-mamaa
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la

Labels: i hope the world ends tml

Finally.
It's tml..
I'm gonna own oral presentation!!
Definitely, after webcaming and looking at how stupid i was presenting for 6 times!
Can't believe i did that..
So, 2 more days till the end of PW journey!
Whr is the firecrackers?!
Post-PW celebration is definitely a must.
Well, at least tml after OP i will watch 2012.
Disaster movie = my favs. I'll watch how the world ends, pathetic..
Oh shoot, Walao eh.
It just suddenly striked me that today is the last day for O level students...
Those lucky people can party like mad alrdy.
Jealous jealous jealous!!!

Anyway, SJB!!! Yes, YOU!
I've finally made the GIFS..
Wanted to post it last nite but the gif website was attituding me like hell.
But anyway, here it is..
May not be the best view of ur Darling, but i tried :)

Dun think so much about it alrdy uh.
Must cheer up.
I'm sure the problem will eventually clear up.
Dun listen to lie anymore :/
Hankyung's waiting for u at korea!
Stay happy!
We'll own OP tml!

Hmm.. Off to do Q&A now.

Labels: let's all watch the downfall of PW

Hey,
I'm Feeling unusually down tonight.
It just happened that tonight is the night whereby i overwhelming emoness just takes control.
And there's no reason to it.

I've Been reflecting alot lately.
Come to think of it,
I've tasted regret, guilt, hatred, sadness, happiness, love.
Dripping, flowing, flying, drifting.
I've learnt..
This emotion runs deep.
Deeper than words can speak.
Life is a dark, depressing abyss of nothingness.

我没有说谎,
是爱情说谎

Labels: u lied

Hello.
I'm feelin Ultimate happiness now,
And thats cause i downloaded a whole new chunk of songs.

Countdown 21 more days, which means exactly 3 more weeks.
What for the countdown?
Cuz i'm going to TAIWANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!
Whoop whoop!
Can't wait alrdy.
Just a pity it wont be THAT cold in Taiwan, it would still be 10+ degrees. Boo.
Getting to eat my fav oyster+eggs there is awesomeness to the max.

Rite, i shouldnt get too excited now.
There's still 5 MORE DAYS of PW to go!!
Come on Joshua u can do this.
5 more days and u can bid goodbye to PW FOREVER.
The grade doesnt matter, cuz its a piece of shit. (rite.)
Self motivation does help to a certain extend.
I'm getting so overwhelmed from the nerves whenever i present.
I should consider eating panic pills before the actual presentation.

It really sucks to see the rest of the people having holidays,
they can dye hair and do random shiatz.
And what am i stuck with here?
PW. And 17 more days till sch is officially out.
And knowing the amount of HOLIDAY HOMEWORK i have to face during the hols isnt helping much either.
I'll have to force myself to face my greatest enemy, Mr.Mathematics.
I bet he doesnt hv any idea how much i hate him.
Hating him but yet having to force myself to GAY with him.
Grossed out ttm.

Oh yea, i made some iced milo just now again, yes i'm rather addicted to it.
I kinda forgotten,
But i think my mind was drifting off to something or mayb someone,
And i accidentally added cold water to the milo powder,
The cold water was supposed to be added later after the powder dissolved in hot water.
And i just had to add cold water.
The main thing isnt the cold water part.
The main thing is...
I duno what shit happened,
it smelt like as though some chemical reaction happened.
Well, it obviously had some kinda chemical reaction,
but it actually STINKED, LIKE HELL.
Since when did milo ever stink??!!?!?
I'm so turned off, i may not ever drink milo ever again, although i dont think so.
Hmm.... At least not for the next few days :)

Shooties.
I'm hungry.
Feed me blood now.
It's all sadistically perfected.
Goodnite.

Labels: i love you PW

Therapy - All Time Low

My ship went down in a sea of sound
When I woke up alone I had everything
A hand full of moments I wish I could change
And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade

In a city of fools I was careful and cool
But they tore me apart like a hurricane
A handful of moments I wish I could change
But I was carried away

Give me therapy, I’m a walking travesty
But I’m smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
And you can keep all your misery

My lungs gave out as I face the crowd
I think that keeping this up could be dangerous
I’m flesh and bone, I’m a rolling stone
And the experts say I’m delirious

Give me therapy, I’m a walking travesty
But I’m smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery

Arrogant boy, love yourself so no one has to
They’re better off without you
They’re better off without you
Arrogant boy, cause a scene like you’re supposed to
They’ll fall asleep without you
You’re lucky if your memory remains

Give me therapy, I’m a walking travesty
But I’m smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery

Therapy, I’m a walking travesty
But I’m smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
And you can choke on your misery

_______________________________________________________

I shld just dedicate this song to myself.
End of story.

Labels: give me therapy

So many things happened over the past few days.
Can't really recall.
But i can only rmb that i had an awesome time on sunday rollerblading.
Its been AGES since i last bladed.
Fall once flat on my butt.
I fell in front on an ang moh couple.
And they were laughin away, ultimate paisehness.

I duno why.
The feeling of me wanting to blog suddenly is just gone.
Grrr.
Whats wrong with my mood?!!?!?
Getting so restless theses few days.
Mayb its cuz i banned myself from watching you're beautiful.
DAMNNNN.

Labels: neorago no doubt

Holey shiatz.
Suju's EHB series is so friggin funny.
Just finished watching the laughter episode.
Made me laugh like crap.
If there's unlimitied supply of nitrous oxide,
i'd totally smell it everyday and hv a good laugh.
Currently hooked onto a drama.
But i'm trying my best to curb this addiction,
i wanna wait till the whole series is out before watching.
So many people in my class are watching that show uh.
And its a korean show.
Goes to show how Koreanish 09S417 is.
And now i know Fairul has a fetish over Shinwoo :D
Oh yea, btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIRUL!!
Enjoy ur birthday today.
And tml you'll go into the A level malay exam and whack it flat out. Nice.

To ESJSB: CHAO TA JI CHAO TA JI DE NU HAI :D

WHY DO U ALWAYS HV TO APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME??!?!?!
My mood just goes DOWN when you're around.
It makes me soooo vexed and pissed.
I just dun wanna see ur face.
I know i can't control u from being whr u wanna be,
BUT IF UR HEART IS NOT EVEN THERE WHAT FOR U WANNA COME?!?!?
Arghhh.
I hate you, i really do.
You've changed, TOTALLY changed.
You made this decision of quitting on us ON YOUR OWN.
And now u wanna be accepted back here??
I tink the others can accept u back,
BUT I CANT AFTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME!!!!
U werent like this before.
But i guess you're right that people do change.
I told you before i was VERY SURE that i wasnt gonna be the one who change,
I guess i was proven right after all.
There'll just be this invisible wall between us then.
Just go.. The sight of you just.....

Labels: get lost