Can't make this over.

I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan

You look so beautiful today

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away

So I try to find the words that I could say

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie

Every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I want to come back home to see your face

And I

Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today

It's like every time I turn around I see your face

The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you

When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie

But every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I want to come back home to see your face

And I

Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait

I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever

I guess that's just the price I gotta pay

But when I come back home to feel your touch

Makes it better

Till that day

There's nothing else that I can do

And I just can't take it

(I just can't take it)

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever (I can wait forever)

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait (I can wait)

I can wait

I can wait forever

I can wait forever...

Watch it :)

Reali. Dont stop.

U can skip the ending part tho...

Labels: I Can Wait Forever

Sch's been reali reali busy that i havent posted much for the past few days.

Yes. And PW has kicked in which makes it even worst.

And i have to submit the preliminary PI but until now i dont even hv the slightest idea on wad to do.

And dere's math test tml.

Which i havent studied for.

So. I'm quite dead alrdy.

And dere's 2 econs essay to do later. PW. And revision for math.

I plan to slp by 1am lata >.>

Econs test is also coming soon this friday.

Elasticity and demand which i totally dont get a thing about.

Yes, on wednesday the Vice-Principal gave us a talk.

The cliche kinda talk whereby she scares the student bout promos and results etc.

But i've to say...

I reali got scared.

Cuz the promo criteria is dam SUCK.

No Us allowed.

Need pass for GP, 2 pass from at least 2 H2. And 2 sub-passes i tink?

Mayb i rmbered wrongly, its something lyk that.

Thats scary enuf alrdy.

And i swear that whrever i go, the tutorials keeps buggin me to do them.

UGHH.

My life's screwed.

Tml Rachel lim will be in revival round of CSS3!

Rmb to vote for her.

She'll be singing Stefanie Sun's Wo Bu Nan Guo.

VOTE!

1 week has passed.

1st week :)

And Another wk without u.

I can't take it><

Labels: 6 more days

Yes, and finally the holidays are overrr.

And i've yet to complete all my hw.

Actuali, no one completed ALL the hw in my class i guess...

I havent done ANY math tutorial for the year so far.

Cuz i have absolutely NO HOPE in it.

Im starting private math tuition next wk tuesday alrdy.

So i hope it'll all work out fine.

But next wk on monday there's Math test on techiniques of differentiation and Maclaurin's series.

I kinda am a goner in this thingy here.

I CAN PASS MY PROMOSSSSSSSSS!

WHOOOSH.

Turned out that the 1st PE lesson of the term on monday was a lecture.

I changed out of sch U for nothing.

And i ended up in the air-conditioned lecture theatre with PE attire -.-

I feel cheated.

But at least there wasnt PE.

If not i wudnt hv survived until 2.35pm.

Cuz the previous night i stayed up till 2am,

to arrange my file and do online lecture for Maclaurin's and Transformation of Curves.

Oh boy,

I still don't get Maclaurin's series. Not a single clue.

And i rmbered the PE lecturer asked us to measure our heartrate per minute.

Mine was 84.

And the teacher said the normal range was 60-70 for ppl at our age.

My heartrate was relatively unfit i guess, and i was sitting down at that point of time.

UNFIT.

Haha.

My heartrate was higher than normal since primary sch.

Can't do anything about it.

Mite juz die from heart attack anyway :)

That explains my weak 2.4 timing =/

And i juz went down for an injection juz now.

Innoculation in precaution for serving in the cafe.

OMW.

It friggin cost $22.

But lucky its not my $_$.

The jab was super fast.

And quite wierd feeling.

Not exactly pain tho.

And my left arm now is feeling kinda hot and wierd feeling now.

Most prob cuz of the injection.

And after i stepped into the clinic, i started coughin again.

!@#!@$!

So, i still have 2 more geog essays to chiong...

And math tutorials to do.

The graph topic is kinda easy :D (i hope)

And tml's wednesday again.

Sch supposedly starts at 9am evry wednesday.

But since sch started on 2nd of Feb.

The JC1s NEVER once reported at 9am.

They friggin used all the wednesday for programmes.

And tml the principal is gonna speak to us.

Cheat out feelings again.

Grrr.

PW started today with a lecture.

Dam sien.

So, the topics this yr is "EMERGENCY" And "CONSERVATION".

Most probably will choose conservation.

Cuz it seems easier to do so far.

But then again, many ppl will choose conservation, so it gets kinda sien too.

I reali hope i can work well with my PW group mates :(

And yes, i predict PW will inflict to me panda eyes.

Definitely.

And SUCKY SWEE IS DEFINITELY STILL SUCKY.

I love Fairul's nickname of SUCKY SWEE.

Wad a nice name for our econs teacher.

And on other classes, we found out that ppl were vandalising on the tables how sucky she was too.

It said sumthing lyk "Ng S_ _ _ C_ _ SUCKS!"

Dam hilarious.

She's getting hated by the whole sch as a teacher.

NIE AND MOE shld juz FIRE HER.

Oh yea, and during PW they showed this video on the lost generation,

And its kinda cool.

I tink some of u guys has seen it before or sumthing..

Here it is.

Ok, off to do my geog!

Ps: Not seeing u until saturday is juz KILLING ME. GAh :(

Labels: sick cycle carousel, the lost generation

Okay now.

I was supposed to do econs essay from 12 - 3am.

But in the end i didnt.

I was practically slacking on the com.

AHHHH.

Dam guilty.

Wth was i tinkin.

So now im gonna have more hw piling up tml for me.

Anyway, the hw for this holidays are unfinishable.

And i cant even enjoy my last 2 days properly.

Dammmmed.

Im gonna be good and stay away from the com tml.

I can do this!

My blog is terribly screwed up on internet explorer.

I wanna change blogskin.

But hw is eating my time away.

So, i guess i'll still have to continue to stick with this dam skin.

And its hard to find a new nice skin -.-

Anyway, i dont noe wad sunday will bring for us.

Bombardment of stuffs?

I dont noe.

But, i guess we'll face it together den, dying together with embarrassment :)

Labels: guiltyyy

I havent had this warm embrace for ages.

And for the 1st time in a loooong looong time,

I deeply felt it from u just now><

I'd never expect this to ever happen to us.

It mite seem to be against the odds,

But I'll do my very best to make this last.

I know we can.

Labels: we'll pull thru

I love this song.
At least its kinda wad i wanna say to u rite now ><

Cuz u're my everything.

Everything - 王力宏

故事里的起承转合有一些忘记

做了多少错误的选择
原来波折才暗示着该走的方向
指引你我来到这一刻

就算别人都说我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃

Cause You're My Everything
就一个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天
永远从此刻开始算起
你的爱是我的Everything

辽阔天际巧合相遇有多少机率
多少烟火坠落无痕迹
因为幸福没有捷径难免要绕道
不被看好越是要走到

就算别人都说我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃

你就是Everything
就这个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意
所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

Cause You're My Everything
就这个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天
永远从此刻开始算起

你就是Everything
就如这个原因我会永远记住这种感觉
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意
所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

Labels: Everything

E-learning can juz rot and die.

My head hurts lyk crazy now but i still hv to stare and hear the stupid lecturer in front of my com.

Wad in the world did i do to deserve such a disastrous holiday?!

Labels: DIE

Ok.

Rachel's out from CSS alrdy :(

But..

Its still good achievement.

She finished 5th place after all out of 2000 people.

Not bad.

I didnt went down to support her today.

I wud if i hasnt had sumthing on today..

At least i supported her thruout the whole thing!

Rachel's the best.

Well, today i woke up at 8am to pee.

And cuz i had a headache i went back to sleep until 12pm.

Woke up, ate my BRunch.

I was still tired and feeling that well..

So i went back to sleep AGAIN until 2pm.

WIN ALRDY!

It has been ages since i last slept lyk that.

Missed those times.

But den, mayb it was bcuz i was too sick and tired thats y i slept so much.

I was sneezing and sniffing lyk a mad person the whole day today.

I tink i used up almost half the tissue box.

So, back to the point.

Woke up at 2pm and slacked.

Started to do online lectures from 3-6.

And den i went out alrdy.

In the end...

I oni completed 19 pages of chem!

Im so dead.

How in the world am i gonna complete my hw?!

Screw e-learning! ><

I hope i can wake up early tml and not laze around until 2pm again >.>

I gotta chiong my work!!!

Alrite.

I tink im gonna sleep now.

Bloody tired after the whole thing juz now with sum1 =P

And im having a SPLITTING headache now.

Dam pain.

So...

I guess yesterday night wasn't such a bad thing huh?

We broke thru so mani boundaries.

Doesnt seem lyk a rite thing to do.

Or mayb it totally ISNT the right thing to do.

But too bad, im crazy over u.

And hopefully thats the last time ><

Labels: infatuated

Ok. A quick 1.

I juz woke up to off my com now...

Its close to 12 am.

And im bloody tired.

And my voice is dam sexy now - according to sum1.

HAHa.

All thx to sore throat.

I ate fries juz now=/

And my nose is still an auto leaking tap now.

And im sneezing lyk a mad cow.

Feel lyk stuffing tissue paper up into my nose.

OK!!

I've gotta go now.

I told sum1 i'd ate medicine and slp ><

So i shall.

Bye~

Labels: sexeh

Okay!

I juz reached home after 14 hours going out -.-

Went out at 12pm today to have cg at ray's house.

And den in the evening rushed down to airport to celebrate Geraldine's birthday.

Happy belated 17th birthday! :)

Ate Swensen's Chicken Cutlet.

My throat is so dead.

I ate 2 prata yesterday and the day before yesterday. Making it 4 pratas.

And ate lotsa curry and now to chicken cutlet + fries.

But i dont mind losing my voice.

I wanted to lose it long agooo.

But i tink my voice is kinda strong, so it hasnt lost itself yet.

I find it reali cool to lose ur voice.

HAha.

Alrite.

Den after the dinner rushed down to Newton and went to watch Talentime concert at some campus....

Its rather entertaining :D

After that left the place at 11pm.

And headed to some unknown place and stayed there for quite some time

And then i took a cab home.

And now here i am :)

So i guess 2nite's the last time huh?

No more of this thingies anymore =/

Its gonna be hard from now on =/

I duno wen im gonna start mugging..

Im juz too lazy to start.

Tutorials are killing me.

And Super Junior's New album/single is out!

Sorry, Sorry.

As usual. Their MV is super visual and cool.

Dance moves dam nice.

Die die muz watch. Don pause it :)

Labels: Sorry

HOH.
It’s the holidays, finally.
I can say halo and relive my night life and say bye to early mornings.
But oni for a week -.-
1 extra day of holiday on Friday, today, doesn’t reali make much of a diff.
And this holidays juz SUCK.
I have a gazillion ton of hw to complete.
JC sucks my life away.
Including my hols.
I’ve a set of H2 math questions to do.
More den 50 questions (with mani parts to each questions-.-)
And its all DIFFERENTIATION.
I’m a gone case for this hw alrdy.
And there’s chem and geog and econs and GP.
I’m dead.
I don’t tink I can even ENJOY this holiday without HW and tutorials bugging me.
I’m so sick of this.
And the thought of retaining juz kills me.
I mite juz go to POLY!

Y did I even enter JC ><
It So collides with my personal VALUES in life.
It friggin clashes with it!
Simplicity – JC is by no means simple at all.
Freedom – I NEED MY PERSONAL SPACE! Even my personality confirms I need And JC is taking at all away, FAR FAR away from me.
I can hardly breathe with everything.
Evryday doesn’t past without me thinking of giving up and dropping out to poly.
Yes. I noe I don’t hv a very strong perserverance.
But this Is wad I can’t stand.
Why cant life juz be simple.
I always picture myself overseas, by the countryside, enjoying life without stress and anything with my loved ones, staying happy.
Ahhh. I noe some of u guys may tink its so dam dumb.
But that’s wad I reali reali wanna achieve ><
Facing stress isn’t wad life is all about.
I juz hate it.
Y can’t this world be juz pure simple.

And I seriously don’t noe wads wrong with the teachers in school.
2 of them are picking on me.
And I super cant tahan one of them.
She’s super naggy and spastic and aunty.
And she doesn’t even shave her friggin armpit still dare to wear sleeveless to sch!
Ok, it wasn’t me who noticed that.
It was my friend. Haha.
But yea.
She calls out students name and say HI.
Her tone and voice and juz EVRY SINGLE THING of her is irritating the hell outta me.
I did something reali reali bad behind her back today.
Cuz I reali buei tahan her alrdy.
I was kinda pissed with her that I laughed.
I wanted to kill her but couldn’t and felt kinda helpless dats y I laughed.
I wonder how I am gonna pass econs lyk that.
She makes econs BORING @_@
She called me on Tuesday to ans a question and I answered it sitting down.
And she said “Stand up pls and tell it to the class. U’re a big boy alrdy.”
I swear my blood pressure SHOT UP.
If there’s a penknife there I directly aim at her eyes and throw alrdy.

As for the other teacher.
I supposedly tinks she keeps calling my name cuz Im always blur in class.
But im not! Mayb I juz have this blur look on my face that’s it -.-
And my hair HAS TO BE CUT again by the time sch reopens.
My hair is gonna be screwed straight for 2 yrs in MJ.
Its alrdy so dam short and it has to be shorter.
Wads wrong with the world man.

Its Friday the 13th today.
The 2nd month in a row since Feb.
2 Sway months in MJ.
Uhggg. I wanna get out of campus ground ASAP.
Oh yea.
And I received back my fantastic Chem lecture test results back!
I did amazingly well with 6/25 which is a 24%, a U grade (The worst grade in JC-.-)
*CLAPS*
Woaa. And out of 24 ppl in my class, oni 3 passed -.-
I’m alrdy considered quite avrg in class alrdy.
AHHHHH.
I so knew I was gonna screw the test.
Im gonna get back Geog, econs and GP test wen sch reopens.
Im definitely praying and hoping that I wont fail EVRYTHING ><
And there’s math test on the 2nd week of term 2.
Topics tested : DIFFERENTIATION + McLaurin’s Series ( sub topic of Differentiation)
My worst nightmare.

Its quite late alrdy.
And my throat is feeling super dry and tight now.
Sore throat is here and coming soon.

Labels: DIE

Let the video play :) SHREKKKKKKK.

Accidentally In Love - Counting Crows

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

Haha. The rhythm of this song is super addictive after i hear it a few times.
Its my sch's orientation couple dance song.
Dam retarded.
I still rmbered the dance steps.. Somehow.
But dam paiseh to dance.
And im kinda highlighting evry single line of lyrics here. HAHAHA.
Accidentally in love~~

Labels: Accidentally In Love

Alrite. Tagged by Shili to do quizzzz.

1. The person who tagged you is?
Tan Shili!

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Friends!

3. Your 5 impression of him/her?
- BIMBOTIC
- Hyper
- Happy
- Hates bitches
- Demanding? Haha.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
GETTING A COUPLE SEAT FOR ME with sum1 im not meant to be with.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
Himbo?

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
Die.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she will have to improve on will be?
Tone down? Haha.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Die.

10. What is the thing you want to tell him/her now?
Don so bimbo alrdy! And jiayou for SYF.

11. Your overall impression of her?
BIMBOTIC! :)

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Quiet. I confirm about this!

13. The characters you love about yourself are?
Being observant and being such a thinker.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself?
Fickle-mindedness.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Loving and expressive.

16. For the people who care and likes you, say something to them.
Hi!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
(Okay. I bet more than half of them wont do this quiz -.- I can’t tink of that much ppl who has a blog. So I cut down to 5.)
1. Weiting
2. Wei Xiang
3. Dorcas
4. Ashleen
5. Ivan

Alrite. And I’ll skip the rest of the quiz! Haha.
Happy now shili?
I DID ur quizzzzzz.
Siended =/

Labels: quizzzzzz

It wasn’t me who lost the bet! XD
Not me this time round.
But I have to say it was SOOOOOOOO tough.
I had to continuously do things so that I can get rid of it from my mind.
I did things so much that I studied for 1hr+ straight in the library.
Trying to absorb info for my geog test in the afternoon ><
I reali reali tried hard to concentrate :)
I died after 5 mins of studying last nite.
So I had to chiong today in sch..
I hate the fear of the unknown..

And some programme stuffs in the holiday juz makes me feel SOOOOOO sien!
Sometimes I juz wanna stay at home/go out hv fun and not doing these stuffs ><
At least there's extra 1 day holiday on friday due to the good A level results.
Its the starting of holidays after tml.
And im starting to feel sick.
2 absentees today.
And a few others down with cough and flu.
I tink im gonna be down with it sooner or lata.
My throat kinda hurt now.
Wad a way to start holidays man! -.-
An an ulcer on my upper lip is also forming =/

So far, there's a ton of tutorials waiting for me to complete during the holidays.
My mood is so spoilt!

Labels: arghhhhhh

Today it was me who lost control.
Ahhh.
Wads happening to me ><
Mayb im juz too eager.
But since u said it,
I’ll try my best to strive for it.

I'm super tired now.

But i'll hang on and mug!
And im willing to wait.

2 days more.
Its hard.
But I noe I can do this! :)

Labels: Ace

Hopefully i can tahan the following week without seeing u.

No doubt its gonna be hard.

I guess i can't help it anymore~~

Labels: wad can i do about this? Apparently nothing~

I forgot to say that on thurs my pants splitted in sch.

Its friggin paiseh.

Esp wen the whole class noes about it.

But its not reali that big of a hole.

And the hole wasnt at my butt.

So it wasnt that bad.

It splitted from the from.

Near the sensitive place.

The hole was getting bigger as time passed on thurs.

So i had no choice but to friggin staple my pants.

Stapled more than 10 staples on the split hole.

So i have to find a duno wad to fix it tml.

If not im sure i wont hv anymore pants to wear soon =/

I can't believe that i actuali did say those stuffs today ><

But it reali was a relieve off my chest.

I didnt noe how long more was i gonna keep it in.

I finally let it out today.

I can finally breathe properly.

Sucking it in is juz reali.... life-draining =/

And It came reali sudden><

Ai Lao Hu You!

Labels: Love tiger ni

DON'T stop this video.

Try watchin/hearing it.

Its a nice simple song :)

不会分离 - 光良

明天我们要暂时分离
电话中你不舍的语气
你说可不可以
放你的心在行李
跟着我飞行
我们就可以永远不分离

每天要听一次我爱你
你说这样会感觉贴心
如果说我离去
你的心会下起雨
满天是乌云
整个世界少了空气

把你抱在怀里
我们没有言语
感觉离别前两颗心在一起
我们抱在怀里
我们不想言语
今天以后留下回忆
我们可以温习
我爱你不言语
这一刻天在哭泣

离别那天你为我伤心
说好我们不难过伤心
你说可不可以
一路握你的手心
放在我怀里
这样才能感觉你的呼吸

站在离境门前看着你
脸上你舍不得的表情
如果说我可以
用全宇宙的魔力
让时间暂停
让我们可以不分离

把你抱在怀里
我们没有言语
感觉离别前两颗心在一起
我们抱在怀里
我们不想言语
今天以后留下回忆
我们可以温习
我爱你不言语
这一刻天在哭泣

把你抱在怀里
我们没有言语
感觉离别前两颗心在一起
我们抱在怀里
我们不想言语
今天以后留下回忆
我们可以温习
我爱你不言语
这一刻天在哭泣

把你抱在怀里

我们没有言语
感觉离别前两颗心在一起
我们抱在怀里

我们不想言语
今天以后留下回忆

我们一起温习
我爱你不言语

这一刻天在哭泣
我爱你不放弃

这一刻不想分离

不会分离

Labels: 不会分离

Internet explorer is such a retarded browser.
I have absolutely no idea y internet explorer can’t load this blog,
Can only view this blog thru the archives in IE -.-
And I’m too lazy to fix the error.
Forget it man.
I used my mum’s laptop and it cud load.
On the desktop it can’t load.
Wth is the prob man.

CCA is so time consuming.
I’m kinda in a slack cca.
And then there’s some video making thingy next wk.
And gonna go to SPH to see stuffs too.
Not sure if I shld go for the Ex-Co of the CCA.
But even if so,
I’m doing it for obligations.
Cuz I have absolutely ZERO interest in leading.
Dats to make my portfolio nice only in a way..

I’m so sick and tired of JC life.
Its dam sien.
Had 2 tests the past week.
Econs and chem.
It was both killer test with a rush for time.
Both of which were terribly screwed up.
Even if I can pass, it shld be only borderline.
Unless a miracle happens..
So im hoping for good results =//
The whole cohort had absolutely not enuf time to complete the test.
25 marks for 40 mins still not enuf.
The questions are so alienated.
And they look as if they can’t even be solved.
I left 6 marks blank for the paper.
And I tikamed 4 out of 5 MCQ questions.
Econs was much better.
At least I kinda noe wad to write.
But due to time constrain,
I didn’t do a 4 mark question.
And I didn’t reali use much of economics terms in the test.
Hopefully I’ll be able to pass it.
Unless I misread the question or sumthing..
And there’s geog test on Wednesday next wk.
More memorizing to go..
Altho they haven’t said anything yet,
I suspect math test is also coming up next.
I hope there wont be math test.
If not im bloody screwed.
When The guy who doesn’t take A math in sec sch takes on H2 math test,
Sure totally kena thrashed by the test -.-
And so far chem and math are the most stressful..
Math is the worser and more stressful tho.
At least now I kinda understand the topic now for math and how to sketch the cheem graph for the current topic of math.
Chem is juz SLIGHTLY better than math.
Its still equally cheem on the topic.
The data based questions which gives a whole chunk of numbers,
Its a total stunner for evry1 man.
Wadeva it is.
I gotta start tuition for both subjects now.
Any recommendations pls intro ty~~

Release of A level results was today.
2 years from now im gonna do wad the seniors are doing now.
Most of the guys are alrdy BOTAH wen they came to collect results.
Some even came in army uniform clothings.
While some still hasn’t went into army yet.
I guess I’ll choose the later badge for army.
I need a brk -.-
Ended sch today at 10.25.
And stayed in sch until 1.45.
Thereafter, went to do CIP at ChongZheng primary sch.
Had to tutor kids there.
And they were so called the “EM3” kids.
The teacher said they are not reali keen on learning and are abit slower.
They were reali reali rough and jumpy too.
Haha.
But I had a quiet buddy.
He’s seriously quiet.
At first I had difficulty coaching him.
But it started to get smooth.
And I wud say its rather enjoyable to teach kids.
I don’t even noe if I will even turn to being a teacher in the future -.-
I guess not..
But I enjoy helping these kids even tho it might be a little tough.
Other kids were reali crappy and noisy.
But they were fun to crap with too.
They had so called sheer innocence, that most of us don’t have.
Reality gets to u wen u grow up huh?..
Can’t blief I actuali signed up for long term CIP programme like this.
CIP stuff isn’t for me.
But im glad I did sign up.
I have so called some thingy towards kids.
I reali enjoy spending time with kids and animals.
Its one of my fav past times.
But some kids there are alrdy sayin the F word so mani times.
Grow up = spam F word in evry sentence alrdy man.

To you :
I miss you!
Can’t wait to see u :D
Love you!

Labels: M.U

I don't mean to break ur heart.

I wish'd everything was lyk the past.

I noe its my fault.

Dont take it to ur side.

And u Broke down ONCE AGAIN in front of me.

I reali don't now how to react.

I only could bite my own tongue and

Act as if i don't care with that angry attitude.

I guess u may tink that i don't even gif a dam about anything.

But i don't tink u noe how much it hurts on the inside wen u said all those stuff.

I don't noe if i can ever salvage this r/s.

How cud i possibly not care?

I value love and r/s ALOT.

I'm disgusted.

Disgusted at myself.

Cuz i noe its all my fault.

I HATE THIS!

I bet everyone wud blame me if they knew about this.

Im so helpless that i don't noe wad to say anymore..

I can't contain this any longer.

And to everyone out there.

This ain't some FRIGGIN BGR thing.

So juz SHUT ur mouth from BGR comments.

Labels: the pain is juz indescribable

I don’t noe wad to do.
I desperately _ _ _ _ you.
Y do u keep appearing up in there?
Y do u keep poisoning my mind?..
Is it me or is it that I can’t control it anymore?..
I can’t hold it in any longer.
But for this,
I juz hv to keep it in and hold on.
Or am i juz afraid of the unknown and afraid of wad will happen after that?..

I juz need to u say it 1 more time.
Say it seriously.
And I’ll let it go and out.
It seems reali impossible,
But wadeva it may b,
Or however small it may seem,
I'm still holding on to the smallest _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

U always use that wen u mention of me.
Is that a sign?.
Perhaps i’m tinkin too much.

For u, i'll try my very best to stop it.
I have to stop it.

But even if I eventually let it go…

I don’t noe wad will happen.
I don’t wanna spoil this.
I don’t want us to end up with nothing after it all.
I don’t noe wad to do.
I DON’T.
I’d wish u noe.
Or mayb u alrdy do..

W.Z.D.H.A.N

Labels: helpless

Alright.

The previous post was reali reali lengthy.

I bet half of the people who came here didnt read it=/

Oh yea, the personality test teacher said on thursday

that opposites attract.

So which means i'll be attracted to ENTJ?

Super wierd.

But i guess it kinda makes sense..

Oh, and some random thing.

These few days i keep farting man.

Duno y.

And it stinks lyk hell.

HAHA.

At least no1 smelt it?

I'm kinda ruining my own image here.

But who cares.

Not as if i wanna get attached or sumthing.

And i found something reali retarded...

Thx to dionne, who was boring enuf to go search for such stuffss...

Retarded.

U noe the teacher with the green shirt and black cap.

He's the DM.

He's the one who make me cut my hair 3 times!

Wth.

Dammit.

Such a retard video!

My math tutor is the blue shirt teacher at the top left hand corner.

He's reali funny doing this rap.

Meridians shld see this video=/

And den dere's this funny video also.

She's reali funny =/

Labels: don't stop press on, let's go let's rock, yes yes y'all