Wordplay.
Saturday, January 31, 2009 @ The Wedding Game
Whoo!
Got into Meridian JC Sci stream.
I’m a happy guy.
But Sci Stream = muz take H2 math.
But I no A math base.
So, I don’t know if they’ll force me go Arts stream or sumthing..
And if I take H2 math,
I tink I’ve gotta stay back for xtra lessons and have xtra tuition.
Math is gonna make my life miserable in JC.
And dere’s still PW!
I foresee myself with panda eyes.
I tink wen sch starts,
I’m gonna blog lesser. I tink its gonna be cut down by A LOT.
I don’t tink I have dat much free time uh.
I shall be a MUGGER!
Urgh, we shall see..

And my Opera Internet Browser is fixed.
I restarted my com after I blogged the previous day and it was fine.
Opera is kinda going crazy with the no sound thing.

And Kelly Clarkson’s newest album is gonna be out soon.
“My life would suck without you” Is kinda nice.

Dam sway.
Previous day, I was kinda being greedy and eat pineapple tarts.
Btw, I cleared 1 and a half container of my mum’s pineapple tarts.
And she had to restock it.
So, it was the last few, and I wanted to go take afternoon nap cuz woke up dam early.
I chewed the pineapple tart dam quickly.
And I accidentally bite my lip, my lip was between the upper and lower teeth.
Bite too hard alrdy and dere was blood.
And now, the wound has evolved into 2 ulcers.
Dam pain.
Eat too much and u’ll face the consequences of being greedy =/
I tink I ate WAYYYY too much this CNY.
Muz control and cut down!

But sumthing good happened too.
My phone recovered!
No need to use my dumb Samsung phone again =]
I meddled with the memory card and den suddenly it was fine.
So, goodbye old Samsung phone.
Hello current Nokia phone~

Ytd went to watch movie.
Been quite a while since I’ve watched a movie.
Went to watch


The Wedding Game.
It was sick+hilarious+abit sad.
Overall, its quite a good movie.
Juz dat while watchin it,
There were some embarrassing moments in the movie.
SOME PPL juz laugh lyk crazy wen ppl in the cinema accidentally make sounds.
Dam loud sumore.
Duno hu’s dat =/
The theme song for this show oso dam nice.
I’ve downloaded it alrdy =]
So dats all I guess.
Tml going shopping + cut hair.
Hopefully everything goes well.

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Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 98th post
I didn’t manage to shop 2day.
I mean I DID shop.
But didn’t manage to buy stuff.
Cuz the ppl I went with today were so irritating.
Spoilt my mood to buy stuff.
Shall go another day this week before sch reopens and before the sales end.
And this certain person juz HAD to take away my $100 from me.
URGH!

Sch is starting soon.
This Monday most probably.
Its 90% confirmed that I’m going to sch on that day.
Unless MOE decides to be kind, which I don’t tink they will.
Posting results are gonna be out on the 30th, tml.
Don’t noe wad time tho.
I’ll receive an sms which tells me which sch I’m posted to.
Hopefully it wont be the 1st msg that I’ll see wen I wake up.
Cuz I may suffer from a heart attack heh.
I’ll continue trusting that I’ll go to Meridian.
I’m juz TOO lazy to travel so far early in the morning.
Every single minute of slp counts wen sch reopens.
And im gonna slp at 11 plus evry night wen sch reopens,
Unless there’s projects and uncompleted hw or nice shows to watch on TV =D
Mark my words.
Its gonna happen, cuz I do dat in secondary sch too =]

And Opera (the internet browser) I’m using at the moment is being an EGG now.
Cuz it doesn’t load music on every single blog.
Previously it could.
It cant load my blog song too now.
Mayb its juz my Opera and com which is going bonkers now.
Mayb I shld juz switch back to internet explorer or even firefox.
But Opera is kinda cool eh.
I wonder wad u guys out dere use heh?
Everything seems wrong at the moment.
Hopefully my swayness doesn’t continue for long..

Alrite.
Sum1 juz asked me to post this link on my blog so this person can easily gain access to it.
Lazy bum =D
Don’t click if it doesn’t apply to u heh.
http://www.wikihow.com/Avoid-Acne

Things to do before sch reopens:
1. Cut hair.
2. Shop.





I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand.

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ Check Yes Juliet
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings

Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.

Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes
Ay Oh Ay Ohhh
Here's how we do

[Chorus]
Run, baby, run, don't ever look back.

They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.

Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be you and me.
[End Chorus]

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting yours for the taking.
Just sneak out and don't tell a soul goodbye.

Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks, don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do

[Chorus]
Run, baby, run, don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.

Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be you and me.
[End Chorus]

[Bridge]
We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with you by my side.
[End Bridge]

[Chorus]
Run, baby, run, don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.

Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be...

Run, baby, run, don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.

Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be
You and me.
You and me
You and me
[End Chorus]

~END~

The MV quite dumb uh, but still watchable.



This song is still catchy.
I downloaded it on the 8th of September and i still lyk it =D
Recently listened thru my 831 songs in my itunes.
I download evry single song cuz i lyked them at 1 point of my life.
Can't belief i actuali downloaded some of those songs i reali hate now.
I still love Check Yes Juliet tho.
I feel my english here is terrible.

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@ Moneyyy
Happy Chinese New Year =D

3 days into CNY.
Can say it was quite fruitful.
Cuz monetary gains were alottttt.
More den was I expected,
but its not that much all in all also.
Ate dam a lot of pineapple tarts and love letters.
I can’t reali stop eating them,
cuz its kinda addictive for me.
So far dere’s only 9 ang baos.
But the total amount is super good for 9 ang baos.

I dun tink dere’s anymore stuffs for me to put up.
CNY is juz visiting and koping food from other ppl’s house.
Something dat evry1 does.
So I’m too lazy to type it all out.

Hopefully i can get all the stuff i want today.

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Monday, January 26, 2009 @ I hate myself
I HATE THIS.
Inconsiderate?
Selfish?
Useless?
Yes, its all me.
ME.
Wads wrong?
Go away.





我不是真正的快乐.

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Sunday, January 25, 2009 @ WALLET LOST!
HOW UNLUCKY CAN I GET?!
I LOST MY WALLET YTDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Can’t blief I so sway.
CNY coming and I lost it.
So, dere’s my I/C, Sec sch EZ link, primary sch EZ link(dam memorable), popular card, at least $30 worth of stuff inside, some other retarded stuffs too.
OMW. Dam pissed.
Not pissed dat I lost my wallet etc.
Pissed dat I have to go redo all these stuff.
Dam lazy luh.
And I’ve gotta pay $100 fine if I lost I/C.
So, now I’ll juz pray hard and cross my fingers dat a good Samaritan will return it back.
Why these days so sway uh???!
WHO HAS BEEN CURSING ME!
Better repent if u’re the one heh!
Jaywalk oso kena caught.
Now wallet oso lost.
And a couple of other stuff dat I lazy to say uh.

So, I alighted the bus, tapped my EZ link.
But wen I walked to the nearby KFC which was less den 5 mins walk,
I wanted to buy food.
Den I realized it was lost.
OMW. Sway.
Wad happen I oso dunno,
Most of the time I’ll put my wallet in my pants pocket or in my bag.
I'm quite sure it didnt get stolen.
Unless its some prefessional pickpocketer.
Besides, i had ppl walking all along around me.
Or mayb I’ll be holding it.
Mayb my finger nerves went crazy and I released my grasp of the wallet by accident? =/
SIENNNNNNNN.
So lazy to redo all the stuff.
I’m not axactly sad.
Juz SIENNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
Gotta make police report and stuffs.
I’m gonna slp my mind off this.

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Friday, January 23, 2009 @ Shopping!

Today woke up at 4pm.
Den choinged out.
Cuz I had to meet a hungry pig for dinner.
I’m happy w dinner!
Ate till dam full.
Almost became a pig too.
So since I went out for dinner,
Didn’t had time 2 pack my dam room.
So, I’m juz gonna do it today.
I swear I can do it less den an hour.
But apparently some ppl don’t blief me -.-
I’m not THAT messy, unlike sum ppl eh?.
After dinner went to get sch bag.
Costed a bomb.
But lucky not my money .

Oh.
I WANTED A MICKEY MOUSE T-SHIRT.
But den too bad don hv my size.
Left M and XS.
No S!
I tried M and its too big.
XS fitted but it’s a wee bit too tight and small and the material was dam THIN.
Den can see R21 stuffs on me =/
So decided not to get!
ARGHHHHHH.
I want the shirt. Heh =/

So, dats pretty much wad happen today.
Can’t tink of any much more.





A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried.

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Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ McKey Junior
Cny is coming.
Neva liked it all along,
except mayb for the ang bao and the delicious food part luh.
Didn’t like visiting ppl and stuffs.
And the CNY songs are KILLING me.
CNY songs are the worst.
Tortures my ears lyk nobody’s business.
I cleared half a container of pineapple tarts alrdy.
CNY goodies dam nice =D
Today gonna go shopping for clothes I tink.

Today was a SADDDDD day.
McKey Junior passed away!!!
McKey Junior is a tortoise my sister bought not long ago.
(I named it McKey Jr cuz the name is cool =D)
Around last year October.
It belongs to my sister.
It passed away today and my sister isn’t even at home!
I dun tink it makes a difference anyway, cuz I don’t tink she’s sad anyway.
Hehe.
Not exactly sad for me,
Juz kinda feel that the tortoise so poor thing =[
Its juz a small tortoise, its not even 1 years old.
Still looks dam small.


Quite small eh?
This is quite up close.
The right 1 died.
Its only 1 quarter of my palm.
It didn’t eat for the past few days. I tink it got sick or sumthing.
Den today finally died.
I touched it so mani times today but didn’t move at all!
So, it was dead.
I didn’t wanna throw it away cuz I thought it MAY be still alive.
But my father threw it away, INTO THE RUBBISH BIN!
Den e rubbish bin bag went into the RUBBISH CHUTE.
With the tortoise inside!
My mum even scolded the tortoise.
“You see lah, don’t eat den die lor!”
And she said,
“Eh, Can cook tortoise soup eh”
Hilarious shyt.
But the tortoise alrdy so poor thing.
No proper burial/funeral and couldn’t rest in peace.
It’s eyes were open. It SI BU MING MU. Poor thing man.
But after all I’m not dat sad. Heh.
My sis went for camp until Friday.
So she didn’t get to see the last time of McKey Junior.
At least dere’s 1 more left. The one dats alive is called McKey.
Hehe. So dumb.
But after all I guess my prediction was right,
Wen my sister went to buy it,
I said not to buy it cuz it will gonna die sooner or later.
I didn’t want it to die in our house or sumthing.
But in the end it did -.-
My curse is pretty powerful.

And now dere’s 1 left.
And its oso not eating.
Seems kinda weak.
Y doesn’t tortoise eat???

Oh, 1 more thing. I kissed McKey Junior/McKey before.
Disgusting.
Its not dat scary =/

My mum scolded e tortoise.
“Don’t eat den die lor, just lyk u”
The u referring to me.
I don’t eat. But I’m not dead yet eh -.-

I used to have tortoise last time too in primary school.
And I named it Hercules!
Cuz I wanted it to be strong -.-
I didn’t die tho. It was with me until primary 4/5.
Den I released it to the wild pond.
It was around half of my palm at that time.
I know tortoise are ugly and they stink wen u don’t change water=/
I oso duno y I keep them uh.

So mani ppl asking me for school choice.
Lemme say it now -.-

1st. Meridian JC Sci stream
2nd.Meridian JC Arts stream
3rd. St Andrews JC Sci stream
4th St Andrews JC Arts Stream
5th Catholic JC Sci Stream
6th Catholic JC Arts Stream
7th Serangoon JC Sci Stream.
8th Serangoon JC Arts Stream
9th Temasek Poly – Psychology
10th Temasek Poly – Gerontological Management Studies (Sumthg lyk Psychology)
11th Temasek Poly – Hospitality And Tourism Management
12th Temasek Poly – Accounting and Finance

Results gonna be out on 30th Jan (tentative)
So don’t ask me whr im going yet.
And don’t bug me bout which course I shld take and why not this why not that.
Cuz its SOOOOOOOOOO irritating.
Dun wanna tink bout it.
We’ll jus see whr I’ll go.

My room’s in a mess.
My O level books/file/papers/notes all haven’t cleared yet from 2 months ago.
On the floor/table evrywhr oso have.
Have been too lazy to clear it.
So I’ve gotta clear it in these few upcoming days cuz CNY is here -.-
Its kinda good so at least now I got motivation to clean up my messy room.
Gotta prepare for school alrdy =[
Schools gonna start soon….
And I still haven’t gotten my sch bag!

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ Just A Dream
Just A Dream – Carrie Underwood

It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
All dressed in white, Going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Six pence in her shoe, something borrowed, something blue

And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down, trying to hide the tears
Oh, she just couldn't believe it
She heard the trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand

[Chorus]
Baby why'd you leave me, Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe

It's like I'm looking from a distance, Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
[End Chorus]


The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt
Then the congregation all stood up and sang
The saddest song that she ever heard

Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have been
And then the gun's rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

[Chorus]
Baby why'd you leave me, Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe

It's like I'm looking from a distance, Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh
Baby why'd you leave me, Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, I'll never know

It's like I'm looking from a distance, Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh, this is just a dream
Just a dream
Yeah, Yeah
[End Chorus]

~END~

Do pls watch the Music Video of this Song.



The song chronicles an 18 year-old woman walking to church in her wedding dress, with the listener believing she's going to her wedding. However, it is revealed that she's going to her fiancé's funeral, who was a soldier killed in action. During the funeral, she wishes that everything going on at the moment is all "just a dream".

The music video begins with Underwood sitting with her military love in an Chevy Nova Convertible, both listening to Eddy Arnold's "Make the World Go Away", and trying not to talk about the inevitability of him leaving for war. As she imagines what it would be like to walk down the aisle to marry her sweetheart, Underwood’s smile and white dress transform into a black mourning dress and tears as she walks down the aisle to her fiancé’s coffin. The video is made to look like around the time of the Vietnam War.

Underwood convincingly sells the story of a young widow of a soldier killed in combat, using shades of her emotive vocal to convey anger and despair. While the subject matter is sensitive in this day and time—particularly for flag-waving country pundits—it is rooted in reality.

Best song yet from Carrie.

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@ Ngionya quiz
Koped this from Ngionya.
I was requested to do this -.-
Ridongculously dumb.

Rules!
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends(forget bout this)

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Addicted - Kelly Clarkson
[I cant find any link at all here-.-]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Don’t Wanna Fall In Love – Tonya Mitchell
[Oh well, I guess I can’t help it. I don’t wanna fall in love atm, so this question is redundant~]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
街头霸王 – Tank
[Finally I’m a 霸王! Hail to Joshua the evil KING!]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
晴天 – Jay 周杰伦
[So I guess my purpose is to try to be happy lyk a 晴天 eh? Not bad for a purpose]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I Can’t Break It To My Heart – Delta Goodrem
[I can’t break my motto to my heart! I’m mottoless.]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Piece Of Me – Britney Spears
[OMWWWWWWWW. Hell yea. I bet they want a piece of me! Rite guys? =DDD]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Pushin' Me Away – Jonas Brothers
[Er… Kind of. Or mayb not =/]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
With You – Chris Brown
[Yea! I wanna be With YOU.]

WHAT IS 2+2?
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams – Green Day
[Yes! Maths is a boulevard of broken dreams for me. HATE MATH!]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Because You Live – Jesse McCartney
[Bacause You Live and breathe because you make me believe in myself wen nobody else can help! Because you Live I Live! Rite.. Too best I don’t have a best friend.]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Always Be My Baby – David Cook
[I’ve nothing to say~]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
下雨天 – Lara (南拳妈妈)
[Its juz raining hella sadness. Rain rain go away~]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Just A Dream – Carrie Underwood ( I Love this song!)
[Yep. The thing I wanna be is Just A Dream! Unless a miracle happen =D]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
When You Look Me In The Eyes – Jonas Brothers
[When u look me in the eyes and tell me that you love me~~ -.- Lame]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Just So You Know – Jesse McCartney
[Wad do I know?]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
唯舞独尊 – Jolin Tsai
[Crazy. Jolin dancing diva eh. Or mayb juz dat I got no talent to dance =/ Dance on wedding will lao pui.]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
When I’m Gone – Simple Plan
[Awww sad =( ]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
王子面 - Mayday 五月天 & Stefanie 孙燕姿
[Er.. Wow. My hobby is to have a prince’s face?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Stranger – Hilary Duff
[I DON’T KNOW MY FRIENDS CUZ U ALL ARE STRANGERS! Rite…]

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
第三者 - Fish 梁静茹
[I tink havin a third party isnt that bad uh..]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
沿海公路的出口 – S.H.E
[I’ll die on highway that leads the to the sea? =/ Neva.]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Bye Bye – Mariah Carey
[Dunt say buh bye to me.]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
U – Super Junior-M
[U doesn’t make me laugh…]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
很想你 - 张智成
[I guess很想你doesn’t make me cry. It makes me laugh rather.]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Forever Love - 王力宏
[I guess I will then =/]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Dear Maria, Count Me In – All Time Low
[Hell yes. Maria scares me =/]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Who Knows – Avril Lavigne
[Yea. Who knows?~]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
No Love – Simple Plan
[…]

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Bleeding Love – Leona Lewis
[Yup it does hurt.]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Love Story – Taylor Swift
[Wad a wonderful love story this post is =D]

Alrite so I guess that’s about it.
Most of the answers seem logical.
But some answers are juz plain….
Weird.
I guess its supposed to be that way huh?.
This post is kinda long =/

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Monday, January 19, 2009 @ Shame
If shame had a face
Would it look lyk mine?
If shame had a home
Would it be my eyes?
Would you believe me if I said I’m tired of this?

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Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ Ash's bdae!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY LITTLE ASHLEEN NGIONYA KUEH!


Kuai gao zhang da.
Heehee. Stay happy and smiley always!
Don’t go crazy in HC because of the guys uh.
Remain calm!
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to NGIONYA,
Happy birthday to U!
*Boxes joyfully*

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Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ Don't go
Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone...

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Friday, January 16, 2009 @ sakae sushiiii
Rush post for today.
Alrite,
I have yet to choose a campus yet.
So I’ll have to do it today before 4pm.
Ppl pls remind me.
And thx for all the tag advices =D
I tink im gonna wake up at 11am and deal with the choosing issue.
Argh, dam frustrated.

So today was sleeping peacefully but sum1 called me up luh.
And woke me up from my perfect slumber.
I’m prone to afternoon wake up calls these few days..
And I’ve gotta feeling dat it’ll continue till duno wen!!
So, I woke up today and received a call from a hungry dinosaur.
In the end, decided to go to parkway sakae for sakae buffet.
FINALLY!! I get to eat it again.
Heh.
I was late, and the one of the 2 ppl wanted to start off without me.
But luckily they had liang xin to wait for me heh.
So immediately started to gorge ourselves with food!
I ate until my stomach almost exploded.
And I tink my intestines now got a lot of shyt inside.
How nice.
The meal was seriously dam good.
Havent enjoyed myself so much with such good food for quite some time alrdy.
Wanted to stay till 6pm wen the buffet end.
But we cud oni tahan till 5 plus.
If we stayed on, we’d die from food indigestion
I wanted to walk around parkway after the meal.
But apparently sum1 didn’t want to.
This person dam despo to show off the COW umbrella!
The umbrella kinda cool.
Can open and close itself by a button.
But the design was blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Lyk u using cows to block u from the wind, sun and rain.
Den this sum1 did a retarded pose wen the bus was stopping,
And almost evry1 in the bus stared back.
I oso dam paiseh!!
Craziness.
In the end, decided to go to D’s house to slack or do wadeva.
Played with MOMO the dog again.
Super cute.
But today went dere, main thing was to fix the itunes.
In the end, I did it!
Windows vista seriously hard to handle.
XP so much more user friendly.
Played the sadistic shooting arrow suicide game again with D’s bro.
Dumbness.
Watched BOX JOYFULLY video and some other retarded videos!
*Boxes joyfully*
Went home at 9 plus.
Came home and watched American Idol.
Some contestants reali dam BHB and bu yao lian sia.
Cant take it.
I feel so embarrassed for them.
But I admire their courage heh.
I shall go wake sum1 up now.
Bye~



I can’t wait forever.
Wake up and respond.

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Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ Siennn
I have nth to blog about these days.
Nthg.
Boring life.
But neither do I want sch to kickstart.
U all won’t have any idea how I’m gonna miss slacking.

Anyway,
I sent sum1 my shytting pic wen I was young!
OMW.
Can’t blief I did.
And its uncensored in 1 small part.
OMW.
Hope I don’t get exposed =DD
To the person : DONT BE A PERVERT UHHHHHH!

I’m gonna choose which sch to go to today.
Probably later in the night or evening.
I duno which course and which sch to choose.
My forever number 1 course I wanna go to is H2 Chem, Econs and Geog and H1 Math.
But tons of sch don’t offer it!
Only Serangoon and Pioneer JC does.
But both JCs are so far away.
Located in Donkey land uh.
And even if I wanted to go to either of those schs,
Its gonna be a waste.
I have 10 points after bonus deduction for L1R5
And SR’s cut of point is 18 and 20 for Sci and Arts Stream repectively.
Pioneer’s COP is 16 for both Sci and Arts Stream.
Get 10 and go to sch with so low COP.
Dats pure wastage.
But those are the only 2 sch which has my reali desired combi =[
On the other hand,
I’m oso planning to go to better JCs lyk Meridian and St Andrews.
Merdian COP is 10 for both Sci and Arts Stream.
St Andrews COP is 9 for both.
But my L1R5 is only 10.
Most likely I’ll qualify for Meridian if the COP dere don’t decrease this year.
But I also wanna go St Andrews But im short of 1 point.
Hope St Andrew COP can increase to 10 this year.
But St Andrews is FARRR too.
I hate waking up early in the morning juz to travel.
Merdian is in Pasir Ris tho.
And lotsa ppl say St Andrews has better environment.
Meridian’s environment is juz tensed up and stressed.
And a thing to add on is that I can’t take H2 math in most JCs.
Only Serangoon JC offers that.
The other JCs requires to have a Pass in A math which I obviously dropped alrdy..
So I cant take H2 math.
Which means I can’t possibly enter Sci stream.
So if I want to take H2 math, I muz appeal to get in.
Work my ass off and mug lyk a siow gao (mad dog).
I checked out the uni courses alrdy,
TONSSSSSSSSSSSSS of them requires H2 math.
Grrr.
Did I make a rite choice dropping A math last year?...
But it seriously allowed me to concentrate better on other subjects.
Wads the problem with MATHHHHHHHHHHHH?!?!?!?!?
I HATE IT TO THE COREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Wad am I supposed to do??!
Deceive myself that I LOVEEEEE IT?
I swear I won’t EVERRRRRRRRRR touch Math after I graduate from JC.
Unless I become accountant or sumthing.
Math is driving me crazy!
I can’t choose not to take it in JC.
If not my future will be corrupted alrdy.
ARGH!

Of course,
There’s poly too.
My one and only considered course which is Psychology!
The L1R4 COP is 9.
And its ONLY offered in Temasek Poly.
And I have 9 after deduction.
Juz afraid the COP may decrease this year.
Psychology is a dam popular course and mani ppl wanna enroll into it.
It is oso the course with the lowest COP among all the Polys.
Temasek Poly is in the East tho…
Wad shld I do now??!
Temasek Poly?
Go in to a sch with my desired course which is dam far? Pioneer and Serangoon JC?
Or go to a more deserving sch for my L1R5? Meridian and St Andrews?
Which shld I put as my 1st choice?
Wad stream shld I go to?
Shld I appeal for H2 math?
Which sch will accept me?
I don’t wanna go to a sch I will regret..

Can any1 help me if u noe any good/bad news about the JCs/Poly?
Any info to feed me with?
Tell me if u noe =/
U can tell me ur suggestions too..

Probably most of u out dere wont noe wad im tokin about.
Its kinda cheem heh.
Sch is gonna start in almost 2 weeks time.
Gotta soak up the hols as much as possible.
Have yet to buy sch bag.
Gotta cut hair too >.<
Juz hate going to a new campus.
HATE IT.





A rush of sweetness fills my soul.
A warmth in my heart.
A smile on my face.
And its all because of u.

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ trapped =[
Cos’ I’m hanging here.
U've got me dangling here.
I don’t get it, I really don’t get it.
I try to walk away from u, but my feet won’t let me.

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ I Don't Care
I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy

Say my name, and his in the same breath,
I dare you to say they taste the same,

Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames (in flames)

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

[Chorus]
I don't care what you think
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery
[End Chorus]

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[Chorus]
I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery
[End Chorus]

[Bridge]
Said-a, I don't care just a-what you think,
As long as it's about me,
You said-a I don't care just what you think,

As long as it's about me,
You said-a I don't care (I don't care)

You said I don't care (I don't care)
Said I don't care,
I don't care

I don't care (I don't care),
I said-a I don't care

[End Bridge]

[Chorus]
I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery
[End Chorus]

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This song kinda BHB uh..
Esp the "I don't care what you think As long as it's about me part."
And the "I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants"
Heh.
Currently one of the most played songs =D
Love it.
I DONT CARE!
Here's the video...
Its kinda sick n perverted.
But its kinda interesting.
The mask part.
Everyone's wearing a mask dats for sure. Or mayb not?.
Watch it at ur own risk =/

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@ Results!
Omw!.
Os results are out!
I got 13 points for L1R5.
And got 10 points after deducting bonus points, 2 from HCL and 1 from CCA.
I got 10 points for L1R4.
9 points after deducting CCA. (Cannot deduct 2 from HCL for L1R4 for those hu dunno).
So now,
I’ve gotta choose a campus.
Most likely will b going 2 meridian JC.
So I hope the cut off points this year wont decrease anymore if not I duno wad will happen =/
Now choosing of schools and waiting for posting results are oso killin me.
But I guessed the Os results killed me more.

Early in the morning,
My mum actuali offed my phone wen I was sleeping!
Walao.
She said dats cuz my phone kept having the sms sound.
(I put the sound on repeat, so it repeats the tone every 2 minutes wen I receive a msg)
Most probably cuz she wanted me to sleep more?
But why off my phone man?!
Dats my friggin privacy, and u have no right to do dat >.>
And I set alarm at 11.30am today.
In the end my mum woke me up at 12.30pm cuz I had to collect my results.
I wasn’t even awake at that time..
Wonder wen will I wake up if she didn’t wake me up.
I was quite pissed, but not reali dat pissed at my mum,
Cuz I got O levels to worry for.
And I cant get myself to be in the angry mood wen I juz woke up-.-
So I switched on my phone and I got a major spam luh.
From calleralert and a few more others wishing me luck and etc.
Around 10 or mayb more I guess.
So I changed a get rdy and all asap.
But wen I was getting rdy,
I was literally shaking. From nervousness I guess.
My hands were shaking and my mind was all about results -.-
I cud even feel my heart beat dam hard ><
Its as if having a heart attack heh.
I woke up dat late dat I was almost late for collecting results -.-
Rushed wen I was preparing for it man.
Seriously scary feeling.
*Fast forward*
So I got to school and collected results.
It turned out not bad luh.
I couldn’t even count my L1R5 wen I got my results cuz I was too nervous.
I couldn’t even speak properly to my teacher wen I received results =X
I spent I tink almost a hundred sms today.
So mani ppl rushing me to tell them results!
I didn’t noe hu to start with.
In the end msg here msg dere until phone memory oso full -.-
Had to dlt msg..

So anyway,
Temasek declared day off today cuz of my BATCH’s good results.
(I spelt BATCH correctly this time heh? To u noe hu u are).
There were so much briefing going on dat I only received results at 3pm.
The other ppl from other sch alrdy received it at dat time -.-
And I can’t blief dat the discipline master still catches the graduated students for long hair!!!
Wad kinda logic is this.
At first I was asked to see the DM by a teacher.
So I walked to see the DM, but I decided not to.
So I sneaked up to the hall by the other staircase.
Hehe =D
Clever.
But wen I stepped into the hall, another teacher asked me.
“Your hair pass anot?”
I said yea. In a unconfident tone……
And that teacher believed me -.-
How dumb.
I wanted to say “My hair failed Os, cuz it didn’t even take Os.” =D
So those with long hair weren’t allowed up to the hall to collect results.
Cuz I tink it wud affect the PERFEECCCTTTTT image temasek had yea? -.-
The guys with long hair had to slick back their hair with water/wax.
But I managed to sneak up =///
Luckily didn’t get caught for anything.
Wad kinda logic is this.
The school even asked the graduates to pay up things that hasnt been paid yet.
ACT POOR ONLY!
And if they didnt pay up,
they wont have back their results-.-
Nice threatening uhs-.-
WE’RE GRADUATED FROM THIS DUMB SCHOOL ALRDY EH!

Oh yea, some ppl oso asked me if I cried…
Cuz my eyes were dam red.
As if I wud cry over such stuff.
Im emotionless =D
Its not getting any better after 1 week plus.
Tokin bout eyesight,
I tink my eyesight worsened =/
The degrees increased again after 2 years of stagnating.
I tink it increased by A LOT.
Mayb cuz of my eye thingy. Infection I tink …
With my spects, I cant see the opposite block number alrdy.
I could see it clearly before my eye was red.
Hope its juz permanent.
And even now as im staring into the com screen typing this,
My eyes feel streinous and tired.
Mayb its all because of contacts that’s causing this =/
I hope my eyesight doesn’t get any worse.
Cuz its quite bad alrdy =/
And esp at night, it gets even terrible.
Cant see clearly at all.
Wads happening to my eye eh?...

Alrite,
Today after collecting results I juz rushed home.
Didn’t bother to stay with classmates more cuz I gotta rush.
Wen I got back home, I changed and went out.
Headed to mediacorp for Campus superstar recording.
Supported C3 Rachel Lim!
Heh.
It was WAYYYYYYYYYYYY better den the last time.
Cuz this was “Live” on TV.
The last recording took more den 6 hours ><
Rachel sang reali well.
But she only had 26/40 =/
I thought She shld have gotten WAYYYY higher marks.
At least a 30?..
Her vocals are dam good luh.
Watch TV and u’ll noe.
So she was ranked 3rd out of the 6 contestants. (The other 6 competing next wk).
At least she was in the upper half.
The small boy Jarod had highest of 31.5/40.
A judge gave him 9.5.
RIDONGCULOUS.
And I don’t tink he spoke that much on TV cuz he was CRYING all the way.
Trying to gain pity?
Duno.
Another girl from Hwa chong international cried during the results show after elimination.
But no tears was coming out from her eyes.
SOOO FAKE!
A lot of contestants cried too =/
But during the results show,
It was another heart attack.
Rachel was the 4th out of the 6 ppl to get into the next round. (Its random choosing).
The last 2 ppl remaining had to have a PK on stage.
And the one with the mic being cut off while singing is the one bein eliminated.
Mental torture sia!
I wouldn’t want Rachel to stand up dere…
Muz vote!

Another thing happened!
During the “live” recording during the break for advertisements,
Felicia chin the host came up to whr I was sitting!!!
Friggin scary!
I tot she was gonna come interview the ppl around here or sumthing.
But she came to look for ppl to say rachel’s cheer.
Which turned out to be rachel’s mum. (The one with the sunflower hat yellow thingy).
I was sitting 1 seat away from the aisle =//
So mani ppl in the studio screaming for Felicia chin.
Esp the guys.
Hahahaha.
Didn’t thought I wud be so close to Felicia chin before.
Haha.
William who was sitting beside the aisle said nose gonna bleed ah!
Dam funny. Lol.
She was around 1 metre away from me (1 arm’s length).
So cool heh.
Btw, the studio dam small luh!
Looks huge on TV.
Its all a FAÇADE.
Secretly snapped a pic. (Which ppl weren’t allowed to) =/


Ppl screaming lyk FANATICS.
But we’re FANS after all.
We blow wind lyk the FAN! (Blow whistle). WHOOOOSHH.
Lame =/
Other ppl blow the whistle thingy blow until I almost went deaf.

Alrite, other stuffs.
So mani ppl obsessed with PONYO song! I hate that song!
I tink this post has gotta be my longest post ever.
Hehe.

Its killing me.
Im in a dilemma.
Wad am I supposed to do about it?.
Its getting real.

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Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 80th
I feel horribly down now.
The whole world of emotions is caving down.
I duno wad to expect.
At the same time so full of fear,
Hoping for sumthing dat I can look forward to.
This feeling sucks,
Juz lyk all my vigour and life has juz been sucked out of me.
So restless.
And all my thoughts are juz in a whirl.
I feel lyk giving up, but I don’t tink I can.
Its juz how the world is.
I’ve juz gotta use all my might and soul to step it up,
no matter how terrible the feeling may be.
I juz hope I can continue holding on…
If not I duno wad will happen.

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@ Sunday
Omw.
Dam tired rite now.
Shall go slp soon.
My eyes suddenly turn from bad to worst.
It became dam red again.
I tink contacts are the cause of red eyes.
How cool can it get huh?.

Went to D’s house today.
The house dam grand luh.
And the lift was juz outside the doorstep of the house.
I always wanted this kinda lift to my doorstep of my house =D
So, ate 2 doughtnuts dere which I juz rmbered I haven’t paid up..
Played with Luke. Chinese chess and shooting computer arrows?.
And dere was MOMO! D’s dog.
Which is dam cute.
I want dat dog!
Had a good time dere.
Those who were supposed to do hw didn’t reali do it at all >.>

So, I was on the bus back trying to get sum slp.
Cuz I was friggin tired due to the fact I slept for 2 hours plus only.
I tink I kinda had a few minutes of slp.
Until this dumb family boarded the bus.
They had a daughter who looks around 4 years old.
And she was screaming and singing and mumbling and shouting duno wad shyt.
She even sang Twinkle Twinkle little star aloud.
The whole bus could hear her.
And I was soooooooo frustrated by her.
I wanted to go up to dat toddler and juz smack her face.
And juz push the family off the bus.
The parents of that girl didn’t even care wen their daughter was making such fuss.
They were stoning.
Didn’t even bother tokin to her.
So the little girl was down dere talking to air/herself lyk a retard.
Can’t they juz tone her down so I can get some slp here?.

Results are today!
Gonna see them in 13 hours time!
I duno wad else to type alrdy.
Its all mixed emotions.
Hate this feeling.

Anyway, do rmb to vote for Rachel Lim tonite.
More details in the previous post.
Muz rmb! =D

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Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ Shoes
My hair is officially BLACK =D
Well done.
Looks lyk charcoal.
It seems blacker den my normal hair.
Too black to be true.

Monday is tml.
Which means im getting results tml.
Juz hope it doesn’t kill my day.
How nice.
And I have to wear dumb temasek uniform. I hate wearing it to the core.
Hope everything turns out well,
So dat I can go to mediacorp at nite to support Rachel.
Lemmi kop the things I type before.


Rachel Lim 林瑞敏 is gonna perform in the 1st round of competition on 12th of Jan.
Which is tml.
I cant blog tml in time so I shall type it out today.
Voting is from 8-9.30pm tml.So dont forget to PICK UP THE PHONE and VOTE.
Call 19001125003 or sms c3 to 71199.
Support her!! =D
Don’t vote for wrong Rachel.
Dere’s 3 rachels in top 12.
Rachel will be singing I BELIEVE by 石欣卉.
More info pls go to www.theracway.blogspot.com.
Dats her official fan blog.
The performance show will be from 8-9pm. (Live)
Results show tml nite from 11-11.45pm?
Do tune in.

I finally bought my sch shoe ytd (10th).
But I’m not dat happy with it.
Nvm.
Er I tink nothing else happened ytd,
Except that I was DAM irritated by my cousin.
Kinda hollered at her.

Im currently addicted to I Don’t Care by Fall Out Boy.
I DON’T CARE!
Im hungry.
But im gonna slp to kill this hunger.

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Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ Forced emoness
Say my name and his in the same breath.
I DARE U to say they taste the same.

Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow with flames.

They’re all juz putting up fronts.
Let it go.

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@ Ponyo?!
Let this be a rush post.
I gotta zao and go slp before sum1 wakes up.
Heh.

I can’t blief I watched porn today!
Heh.
No luh,


I can’t blief I watched Ponyo on the sea by the cliff today!
Its so dam lame.
$10 juz fly lyk dat.
But sumhow I still feels its better den Yes Man.
Yes Man = worst show EVER.
Ok anyway,
I dun recommend ANY1 to watch this show!
Unless they’re dam lame.
This movie is juz RIDONGCULOUS.

Went to Singapore Poly today in the late afternoon with Ash and D.
Took dam a lot of brochures and stuff.
I hate projects and research.
Thats one of the reason I rule out goin to poly.
But JC in the end still hv PW also.
Sien.
But today, juz went dere cuz D wanted to go dere heh.
Ash was the one asking most of the stuff.
But she alrdy going HWA CHONG!
Hahaha.
Saw quite a lot of EX-Temasekians dere.
But I duno them =/
Oh yea, I sat on this fake house with “fake earthquake”.
Its some try out for the poly course to see if we’re interested in duno wad.
But I’m interested in natural disasters =D
Sadistic.
But then again, I’ll neva go to poly.
Wen that “fake house” was having tremors, I spilled some water.
And SUM1 wanted to hide under the table. HOW LAME!

After SP,
Went to bugis juz to makan.
Lunch was BADDD.
I ate some not nice food.
Herbal chicken with rice I tink.
Worst I’ve ever tasted.
Dam pissed wen I don’t eat good food.
But made up for it with Tori-Q.
I’m addicted to it alrdy~!
We juz went bugis to eat >.>

After dat went to Raffles City to get D’s crumpler.
I had the money to buy and I wanted to get some sch bag for me.
But I couldn’t bare to part with the money =/
Spent alrdy sure heart pain.
After dat D went off,
And Sara and Jiankai came.
After dat went to catch PONYO -.-
Nthg else to elaborate.
Sneaked fries in to eat.
Sara had to go after dat,
So the 3 of us left went to eat supper.
I had chendol + Tom yam soup.
I sense diarhhoea comin up =/ Mayb not.
Went to see night scenery after dat at Esplanade dere,
Very beautiful~
And after dat homed.
Reached home at 12.30am =D
This is super summarized details =/

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Thursday, January 8, 2009 @ oh my wurrrrrrrrr
OH MY WURRRRRRRRR.
O level results are gonna b out on 12th Jan.
Im gonna explode from stress.
Suddenly it dawned on me that dere’s so much to do in so little time left.
Wen results are released,
I’ve gotta choose schools and it may take up to daysss.
And I dun even noe wad results im gonna get?..
Worried :X
I’ve gotta dye my hair black by Monday.
Buy new sch shoes,
Buy new sch bag,
Choose a sch,
Choose subjects,
Buy uniform and books,
Make new friends (which is dam tiring).
And tons more to do.
I wan time to juz slow down nowwwwwww…
I dun wanna dye my hair back!! I dun wanna go back to sch!!
Wad in the world is wrong with MOE.
Cant they let students lyk us off.
Get good results for wad?
Y they so kiasu 1 eh?.
Evrything oso number 1.
Number 2 got problem?
Is being the last so embarrassing??
Wads wrong with them?!?!
We need a friggin life to live on with happiness man.
Study until suicide luh.

I noe I can do it.
I shall do it.
I will do it.
I can do it.


I gotta cool down now…
Heh.
Ytd (7th Jan) I didn’t slp for even 8 hours.
Oni 6 I tink.
Cuz some1 woke me up, and is not even apologetic about it =/
How come uhs?... Muz b bcuz the pride dam high =D
Yea anyway, went out to makan Pepper lunch express according to sum1…
Went out with 2 ppl.
They’re called apple and banana.
The things which happened lateron I kinda forgotten.
But We saw sum1 fall into the “long gang”.
Dam funny. Almost puked bubble tea out.
Oh, and apple is dam scared of cockroaches dat apple runs awayyyyyyy.

I CANT BLIEF SUM1 ACTUALI COULD CRACK MY PHONE’S PASSWORD!!!
OH MY WURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
HOW CAN IT BE?!?!
And that password is random, its not linked to anything.
But this person could crack my pass!!!
Oh my wurrr, I cant blief it.
I shall change it =/

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Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ vortex
My eyes are getting little better.
Im so bored staying at home alrdy.
I’ve gotta start going out after so mani days of slacking at home.
But evry1 all start sch alrdy.
The only enjoyment of it is waking up at the time wen students end sch,
Which is around 3pm.
I dun wan sch to start EVER.
Results are comin out.
And I shall dye my hair back to black soon to prevent stares.
Staring into old pictures with black hair feels very weird now.
Dun wanna dye back black!!
But I have to.
And I dun wanna cut my hair short wen sch reopens!!!
Dam weird with short hair.
I hate short hair.
And I juz realized i posted same time as ytd nite heh.



I dun want to be the one bein left behind in this vortex.
Hold on.

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Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ Pissed
This is my first night pm post.
And im bloggin now cuz im goin crazy!!
Cuz firstly,
No little nyonya is dam borin man.

But main thing is.
I cant take this anymore!
I juz feel lyk leaving u dere to rot.
I cant send u msg evry single time to juz make u dam happy.
U make such a big fuzz even over a friggin small thing.
Are u Trying to catch attention?.
Urgh.
Cant take all ur crap anymore.
Sumtimes I feel lyk not caring bout ur stuff anymore!
I cant possibly help evry1 man.
Shall not reply u anymore.
!@#!$#^$%&%&%*&^(


Ps. This person doesn’t read this blog so its not u even if u tink it is.

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@ Xiao niang re end
My eyes are still dam blardy red.
It got a wee bit better.
A tiny bit better only.
Its kinda strenuous.

Nothing happened today.
Juz dat,
FROM TML ONWARDS IM GONNA BE DAM SAD.
Cuz dere’s no more xiao niang re.
Dere’s not gonna be looking forward to night time
Cuz there isn’t gonna be any nice show left.
The new 9pm show doesn’t look appealing at all.
I cant belief xiao niang re is over.
Anyway,
Im kinda disappointed by the ending of xiao niang re.
I expected it to be a disappointment.
Cuz there’s so much things not being resolved yet.
And dey rushed and packed it all up into a 2hour episode.
Not up to my amazing standard man.
But overall, in the later part of the show its dam nice.
Best show in a while from mediacorp =D
Dere’s gonna be an emptiness cuz no more xiao niang re to watch alrdy.




I NEVER EVER thought this kinda things happen to me.
Only 1 shall prevail.

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Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 背影
Emo-est song of 2008.

背影 – YOGA 林宥嘉

三公分阳光 三公分空气

堵在眼前 像一面玻璃

挡住了妳表情 剩下只有脚印


一直向前走 走不完距离

一直向后 退不出回忆

很高兴有心事 帮我困住自己


妳头发上淡淡青草香气

变成了风才能和我相遇

妳的目光 蒸发成云

再下成雨我才能够靠近


[Chorus]

感谢我不可以 住进妳的眼睛

所以才能 拥抱妳的背影

有再多的遗憾 用来牢牢记住

不完美的所有美丽


感谢我不可以 拥抱妳的背影

所以才能 变成妳的背影

躲在安静角落 不用妳回头看

不用珍惜

[End Chorus]


我怀里所有温暖的空气

变成风也不敢和妳相遇

我的心事 蒸发成云

再下成雨却舍不得淋湿妳


[Chorus]

感谢我不可以 住进妳的眼睛

所以才能 拥抱妳的背影

有再多的遗憾 用来牢牢记住

不完美的所有美丽


感谢我不可以 拥抱妳的背影

所以才能 变成妳的背影

躲在安静角落 不用妳回头看

不用珍惜


感谢我不可以 拥抱妳的背影

所以才能 变成妳的背影

躲在安静角落




如果妳回头看 不用在意

~END~

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I’m dying.
Im having sum kinda of a cough.
And my eyes are dam bloody red.
Its so bloodshot I cant wear contacts till it gets better.
How nice -.-?
I tink my eyeball got bruised up.
It kinda stings wen I blink eyes.
My vision is kinda blurred a little by a small white patch.
I couldn’t open my eyes after I woke up juz now..
I mite juz go blind for all u noe.
Den I can be blind to the world.
And live in my own world of pitch black darkness heh?.





BUT,
I dun wanna be blind.
Cuz.
If I never see YOUR face again, I wont live...

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Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ Cold

The weather is so cold now.
My body’s freezing.
Shivering.


So is my heart too…
Its so cold till I duno wad to do bout it now…

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Saturday, January 3, 2009 @ FINE
Ytd (2nd) was a HELLA SHYTTIFIED and also a HELLA GOOD day.
Y cant it juz be perfect?!
Dammit.
I shall start with the bad part.

Was on my way to century square with sis.
As usual I took a bus to the interchange
And I’ve to cross over the road with a traffic light to get over the other side.
So,
I was getting late to meet the others at Tampines mrt.
So, the traffic light was red man.
Normally, I juz cross it wen the road was clear wen its red man.
Thousands of ppl do dat too normally.
So, I alighted the bus and crossed the traffic light wen it was red man.
At that moment I didn’t reali tink dat much,
But den I realized y aren’t so mani ppl crossing the road.
Only a few did.
Even pai kia secondary sch kids didn’t cross the road.
But I thought mayb the world changed or sumthing.
All become good citizens? -.-
But wen I reached the other side.
WA PIANG EH.
LIGHTNING STRIKED ME LUH!
Ok, not.
But.. Me and my sis were stopped by a policeman.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
I WAS FRIGGIN FINED FOR JAYWALKING.
WA PIANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
I FELT LYK KILLING THE POLICE LUH!!!
I FOLDED MY ARMS IN FRONT OF HIM.
So he asked for I/C.
I gave mine , my sis gave her EZ link.
THE DUMB POLICEMAN TOOK DOWN OUR NAMES LUH.
AND HE SAID “U’RE FINED $20 EACH FOR JAYWALKING, FINE WILL BE SENT BY POST”.
WA SHYT MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
I FEEL LYK CURSING AND SWEARING NOWWWW.
UNTIL NOW MY BLOOD STILL BOILING WEN I TOK BOUT IT.
I DIDN’T NOE THE GOVERNMENT WAS SO IN NEED OF CITIZENS MONEY??
STEP UP ALL THE FINES AND WADEVA BLAH SHYT.
NOW I NOE Y THE NEWS KEEP REPORTING THAT ALL THE LITTERBUGS AND JAYWALKERS ALL INCREASE!
CUZ THEY STATION EXCESS POLICEMEN TO FINE CITIZENS.
I NOE ECONOMY BAD LUH BUT OSO DUNNID RESORT TO THIS TO EARN MORE MONEY RITE.
WALAU, TOTALLY DAM SWAY TO MEET THIS KIND OF PPL LUH.
NO WONDER SO MANI PPL DIDN’T CROSS THE ROAD.
WA LAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
WA PIANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
WA SHYTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
WA LANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

Yea, so dat was the bad part.
I’ve gotta cool down man.
WALAO.
Ok enuf.
My mum laughed wen I told her.
But anyway, its not my money.
She said sumthing lyk “U 2 havent even drive car yet oso can get fine. Walking oso can get fined…”
=.=
SG SUX.

Ok next, the good part.
So I continued walking to the mrt with my black black face.
I could have juz boomed at any1 man.
So met up with Mel, Von, Yishi, Mars, Ash, Ray, Ryan, Seow li for SAKAE SUSHIIII.
It was kinda appreciation from mel.
Ate tons of sushi plate.
Jap food again!! <3
So ate dam a lot,
And den after that I got sumwhat lyk a jacket, cardigan frm mel.
THXXX.
I’ll try to wear it =/
After dat, went to Tampines Mall and Century Square to buy stuffs for my mortal.
I was getting kinda late for XIAO NIANG RE.
So I rushed home =/
In the end I was late by 5 mins =[ So exciting.
Monday last episode alrdy.
Den my life will be having sumthng missing =/
On the way I oso got my wax and deodorant =D.
Ok, so dats the good part. SAKAE SUSHI!!
I prefer ranting on the SHYTTY part.
Got tons of shyt comments to add on the the fine thing.
But shall not..
No mood.

Anyway, be sure to catch Rachel Lim 林瑞敏 On Channel U This Sunday at 9-10.50pm.
新生报到.


She’s gonna perform in the 1st round of competition on 12th of Jan.
So call 19001125003 or sms c3 to 71199.
Support her!! =D
Rachel will be singing I BELIEVE by 石欣卉.
More info pls go to www.theracway.blogspot.com.
Dats her official fan blog.

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@ Chinese videos



武装的蔷薇 by 神木与瞳 Y2J.
Vocals here are powerhouse. Rock it. I Love it.



国王皇后 by 大嘴巴.
This song kinda cool. The beat is kinda addictive.
MV quite cool oso.



爱太痛 by Kenji 吴克群.
One of the best emo songs so far.
Muz hear and watch eh. MUST.

吃不能吃 睡不能睡

没有了你 全都不对

我都学不会 把爱敷衍

用笑容来把眼泪催眠



笑不能笑 哭不敢哭

人不像人 鬼不像鬼


朋友都说这 不过失恋

但我却连呼吸都胆怯

[Chorus]

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了

我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了

能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了

我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍

我不能睡

[End Chorus]

吃不能吃 睡不能睡

没有了你 全都不对

我都学不会 把爱敷衍

用笑容来把眼泪催眠

[Chorus]

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了

我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了

能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了

我不能够 不能够不爱了

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了

我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了

能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了

我不能够 不能够不爱了

[End Chorus]

吃不能吃 睡不能睡

~END~

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Thursday, January 1, 2009 @ Leave Out All The Rest
Time to change song!
Its been a week.
So here it is.
One of my fav song ATM.

Leave Out All The Rest – Linkin Park

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I’m me

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

[Bridge]
Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

[Bridge]
Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

~END~

Heh.
This song sounds suitable for the arrival of 2009.
Leave out all the rest (2008).
Forgetting and remembering.
LOVE the lyrics. Especially the green large ones.
I keep blasting this song so much i tink it may even beat my itunes record.
Highest played was Leona Lewis’s Bleeding Love played 213 times.
I also change my jukebox thingy to a playlist havin all my past songs up.

I juz realized i can stay up even later today!
Father not working.
He isnt gonna wake up now.
I still thought he was gonna work today.
And i realized its 2009! Public Holiday :)
No nagging.

LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST.

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@ 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!


Say hi to 2009 and bye to 2008!
Say hi to JC and bye to Secondary sch.
Say hi to the future and bye to the past.
HI HI BYE BYE.
Wad will 2009 bring to me?
We’ll see.

Went to catch movie again ytd evening on the last day of 2008. (31st)
At Plaza Sing AGAIN (-.-)
Went with Ivan, William, Yishi, Lynn tan, Vivian, vivian’s bf, dorcas and dorcas’s younger bro who is only 11 in 2008 last yr =/
Her bro is so funny.
I wanna kidnap him. Hahhaaha.

Anyway,
Watched..



BEDTIME STORIES~~
This show is veryyyyy funny. Its so much more laugh-able den Yes Man.
Yes man is juz understandably lameness.
If u’re stressed out with sch reopening soon u can go watch bedtime stories.
Can laugh ur mind off.
I took off a few quotes from the show.
Let me list them down.
1. Donkey Cake!
2. Goofy is the now handsome.
3. Germs can reproduce 80% faster in bright light
4. THER GERMS ARE CONFUSED!
5. Girls are BRISTCRUSTING! (disgusting) <-- its from the movie, not from me.
6. BACON IS THE JUICY PIGGY PART ADJACENT TO THE REAR.
7. Rom-action stories.
8. Under-demiciated me.
And dere was thing dumb ringtone that the Adam Sandler have.
The ringtone goes: ring Ring RIng RINg RING RING RING MEOWWWWW.
The sound amplifies slowly with each ring and a blastful MEOWWW.
Cool ringtone to have eh?.
The bee sting tongue part was also hella funny.

We went to eat at the foodcourt bfore watching the show.
Den went to countdown after the show.
It was SOOO dam sqeezy at Vivo.
Saw dam a lot of drunkards too.
Kinda wasted time but at least was kinda “soaked” in the atmosphere.
Xueting, Erwin, Arthur and Erwin’s friend joined us later on.
We reached dere at 10plus pm and it was alrdy dam packed.
We finally squeezed out way to the rooftop by the secret lift =D
Found a place to camp and sit until 2009.
Saw so much fireworks which were not dat nice IMO.
There was this bunch of hyper teenagers not far from us and they went crazy.
They bought all the spraying confettis thingy and kept spraying.
Even my bag oso kena.
Wahlao.
They had so much of new year bash too. Heh?.. Lame.
Anyway I was playing handphone games with Dorcas’s brother.
Quite fun eh, esp the roller coaster game.



Train service extended today so trained home with Dorcas and her bro at 1+am.
So I managed to go home without cabbing home.
Dat wud juz burn a hole in my pockets.
Reached home at 2.15am.
The bus service didn’t extend at the interchange,
So I had to walk home from tampines mrt which took me 15 mins.
I took the shortcut and dere wasn’t much light.
If I was teen-napped, it wud be cool~
And now…
I’m gonna slp. Bye.

Ps, tokin bout putting everything behind,
Why am I still tokin bout things in 2008 which happened ytd? =/

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