Wordplay.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 10.33PM --> 160th
itunes successfully hit 900 songs :)
I tink my ears are enjoying their lives alot.

Okay,
back from laming.
SweeChu didnt come to sch on tues's tutorial~~~~~~~~~~
And she's not gonna come next tues for tutorial toooo.
I'm loving tuesday econs these 2 weeks :)
So old alrdy still wanna go take master's for econs.
Become some econs freak.
We students dont wanna become econs freak lyk her.
And i tink econs made her lose her childhood.
No wonder she's always going "YAYYYY! I'm so happy!"
Oh yea, and super scared of insects too?
I rmb 1st day of timetable.
Having 1st period of econs.
A moth or smthg flew into the classroom and she actuali ran out.
Didnt wanna come in until the moth was driven out of class.
Nice 1st impression dere man.
Okay.
Bitching bout teachers aint gonna do me good.

I kinda made Dionne fall ytd.
It was funny!
She was cursing me apparently and she fell while cursing me....
I have the anti-curse power.
Zhiyin almost fell down too ytd but didnt..
But somehow her ruler broke into today when i turned back to ask daniel something.
Haha.
Sry im a sadist =/
But yea, i'm sorry im too uncursable.
Hah. Just joking.

This week has been relatively fine.
I had more sleep finally.
It wasnt lyk the past 2 weeks which was so tight,
That i fell sick eventually.
But i still have to chiong PI lata.
Planning to slp by 12.
Or even earlier.
I'm looking forward to the long weekend!
Plus the pile of hw waiting for me -.-


Cuz its us against the world.

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Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 12.41AM --> 159th
It sucks being sick.
Had fever on thurs but tahan in sch until 4 plus pm.
Skip a lesson and lunch and went to sleep at the sick bay.
Realized that the sch's sick bay actuali not bad.
Had pillow, blanket and stuff.
Or mayb its considered normal cuz i didnt go to sick bay in Temasek.
Knew i was gonna fall sick sooner or lata.
Bcuz of a lack of slp -.-
I wud hv skipped sch if not for the many lessons on thurs.
I did skip sch today.
Cuz there was only 3 lessons,
And that means i skipped my econs test.
Perhaps i gotta sit for a retest on monday.
And that means monday i'll have geog n econs test.
i juz realize that monday is also NAPFA.
Die man.

Tokin bout bein sick,
it reminded me that on wednesday i took the wrong bus from sch.
I was supposed to take 39,
But instead i took bus 89 and i ended up at some ulu place.
I tink cuz i was so tired i cant even look at the bus plate properly -.-
I dont take 39 that often so wen the bus took a wierd turn around the corner.
I tot it will get back on the correct track again.
But i was wrong.
So i had to change another bus at the ulu place.

Tons of more work to be done.
But i wanna slack..
If only i can escape from all these agony.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 11.25PM --> 158th
Chem test results majorly sucked shyt.
A big U on my paper.
16%, 4/25.
Dats such an accomplishment.
And the highest in class is only 12.
Highest in cohort 23.
That is totally IMBA.
Felt a little demoralising tho...

Didnt feel very well the past 2 days.
But still forced myself to go to school..
Tot of poning CCA today, but had the investiture of new EX-CO.
So had to go.
Slping late is taking a toll on my health.
And i still cant slp early today.
I hv to chiong my PI for tml's 3rd draft.
Well, at least the teacher said my 2nd draft was okay,
Just needa refine the ideas a little more.
At least it kinda paid off, cuz i stayed up until 3+am to do it that time,
Which resulted in me almost dying during PE.
And i'm gonna repeat the cycle today nite, wreacking my weak brain.
So if my teacher said that my 2nd draft was shyt, i wud hv slaughtered her.

Econs test on friday.
Haven started mugging.
Die.
I'm tired of school.
Tired of my life.


I reali wish i could be with you today.
I guess being sick makes me wanna be with u even more ><
Happy 1st month :)

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Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 11:58PM --> 157th
Finally finished typing it out after quite a long time.
I hope it turns out okay =/

Today was a horrific day,
during PE lesson the cloud didnt want to rain, altho it was filled with dark clouds.
So in the end still had to do PE in the field.
But at least this time round, it was cold windy weather and not hot humid weather.
I went to buy food from canteen today and the aunty was complaining to me how hot the weather is.

And when i came back home at 3 plus, there was a "cockroach attack"
My void deck was infested which cockroaches,
Small ones and big ones (neva seen such big ones before)
Nymphs, flying ones, black/brown ones.
It was hella gross.
Apparently, 10 mins before i came back home, ppl were fuming the rubbish chute.
And so the cockroaches hiding inside had to flee for their lives.
So, they just had to come to the void deck and ka chiau human beings.
They even made a pri sch kid cry. Lol.
I was kinda shocked when i saw these retards crawling all over.
I didnt noe wad to do, so i just stoned at the void deck for 10 mins, tinkin of how to get back home.
In the end, i just chionged for the lift.
Lucky the lift had no cockroach.

So, i received the NS promotional letter today.
I didnt noe NS needed to promote themselves -.-
So they said i was 16 and a half yrs old alrdy and i'm legible to sign up for NS alrdy.
As if i'd do anything about it yet.
I only want to go in after A's levels.

It's coming.
2 ><

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Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ 11.08PM --> 156th
Today had steamboat at bugis with cell.
It was quite fun uh.
Anyhow dumping things into the soup thingy.
And i tink i ate raw wanton today. Ugh.
Quite a few gross stuffs that happened.
But nevertheless, i enjoyed eating.
I reali ate till i cannot eat anymore.
Or rather, i drink the soup until i cannot drink anymore.

The weather is so unpredictable.
Last nite, the weather was so dam stuffy and hot that i was melting.
But when i woke up this morning, the ground downstairs was wet.
Which meant it rained while i was sleeping.
Grrr.
And today's afternoon weather was so dam hot.
Wads becoming of Singapore?
I want snow.
And now the weather is relatively cool.
And i juz realize on facebook that alot of ppl are complaining how hot the weather is.
I hope it rains tml for PE lesson.
NAPFA is here soon..

Wednesday - Geog project due.
Thurs - PI draft 3!
Friday - econs test.
End of this wk - CCA research stuffs
Next Monday - geog test.
I'm so turned off by school.
PW is always haunting me at the back of my mind no matter wad i do.
And i dont understand econs at all.
Busy busy week ahead.
I reali wish that everything will just slow down.




I'm glad we did have time to be with together this week.
Today was great :)
If only time didnt past that fast...
3 ><

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@ 1.09AM --> 155th
I dont understand why my school has to spam our email inbox with retarded stuffs.
They remind us to do this do that.
Esp PW.
Yes, i appreciate the stuffs that they provide us,
But i dont noe y the school generally lyk to email us about upcoming events.
Check email also cant check in peace without any stress.
As if we're not stressed up enuf by the MUGGER school.
I reali wanna paste wadeva they sent us in the email on this blog.
But the contents are supposed to be private.
Ughhh.
Sometimes i wish that technology wasnt that complicated.

I'm looking forward to steamboat later in the afternoon at bugis.
Can eat until i explode or sumthing.
I dont noe if i've ever said this before,
But my way of destressing is to eat n eat n eat, N EAT.
So, mayb by the end of 2 years in MJ i'll end up lyk a FAT PIG - (like wad some1 always call me)
And den i'll fail NAPFA.
Haha.

Alright.
Its 1 plus A.M now, and im gonna chiong my 2 econs essay.
Perfect.
And i dunno why the weather today is so STUFFY.
Dam hot.
I'm melting in the living room, with the fan in full blast, blowing HOT air.
So hot that i feel lyk a hot air balloon now.
Just that im not flying.
Rain pls fall on this barren land NOW.
Facebook's dam funny btw.

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Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 4.42AM --> 154th
Alright.
I finally changed my blog skin.
So its now viewable with Internet Explorer And Opera.
But still Best viewed with Mozilla Firefox tho.
I was searching on blogskins for skins.
And i came across this skin.
N i do notice that a couple of my frens hv this blog skin too.
Simple n nice.




True - Ryan Cabrera


I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

~END~

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@ 2.02AM --> 153rd
I hv this habit of highlighting wadeva i read on the com using my mouse.
A fren in sch purposely camoflaged wad he written on his blog against his background colour.
Sumhow i happen to be highlighting away.
And i tink i juz saw sumthing im not supposed to see~.

1 of my classmate dropped out to poly alrdy.
Ughh.
And the decision was kinda sudden to drop out.
Left without saying anything.
Makes me feel lyk wanting to go poly too.
But then again, i should perservere,
altho i dont tink i can tahan that much longer..
Had only 3 hrs of slp ytd and PE was hella crazy.
Sucked lyk hell.
All thx to a thing called Project work.

Im so sleepy i cant rmb wad exactly happened thruout the week alrdy.
Nothing much i tink.
Mayb except the Nata CoCo joke which was totally hilarious.

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Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 152nd
Juz finished 2nd draft of PI.
Still sucky tho.
2.12am!
2.4km later.
CIP later.
Cafe duty later.
Attire and hair check later.
Dead tired.
Mite juz die at the end of today man.

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 151st
Hurry I'm fallin'

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Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 150th
I'm tired.
I feel lyk giving up.
Wad i'm feeling now is juz indescribable.
I don't even noe how to phrase it out.

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Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 149th
IM DREADING COLLEGE TML! REALI REALI REALI DREADING.
Its all about a friggin SICK CYCLE.
Gross.
And im gonna chiong work now.

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@ 148th
The pain from my stomach is killing me!><

@ 147th
I hv NO idea y i am so tired.
Slept from 3am-11am last nite.
Den slept from 5.30-7.30pm.
And now im still tired.
I cud juz black out now.
I'm using a tin of milo to keep me awake now.
Plus the slight headache now..
My lower left back area is hurting since morning too.
Wonder if my kidneys are still functioning properly >.>
Kidney failure? Hope not....
I've always had this fetish for salty stuff.

Chem and econs left to chiong for the nite.
Hopefully i can concentrate and not use the internet in the end -.-
I can do this!





Cuz you and i both loved
What you and i spoke of.
And others just read of
Other only read of the love, the love that I love.

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Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 146th
Tml i shall chiong all my work!
I can do this!
Oh yea, 
Went to walk at the newly opened tampines shopping centre with sis juz now.
and it was dam cool.
There's tons of shops dere and its lyk the 2nd vivo city.
Mostly all the rich ppl will go dere to shop i guess...
So, now tampines has 3 malls.
AND THERE'S SUSHITEI dere!! :D:D
Tampines practically has all the shops now. Haha.
I'm happy :D




:(
Missing someone reali bad now.
And i mean reali bad..
I wish i cud do something bout it now.
><

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Friday, April 10, 2009 @ So not fine
This wk was the worst wk yet!
I barely had enuf slp all the 4 schooling days.
Slept at 2am on sunday, 2am on monday, 12am+ on tuesday, 2am on wed.
I'm havin panda eyes!
And its all PW's fault.
Troubling over PW can juz kill a person.
I kept dozing off in sch, and it was so tough to stay awake during tutorials.
Lucky today's a holiday so i can replenish my sleep.
I reali need to sleep..
OH YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
Speaking of PW,
Meridian JC had 95.5% As. The remaining 4.5% were Bs.
No one had lower than a B.
Not bad at all.
And only 35 ppl got B.
The results this yr was so dam good man.
And the stress is rising among the JC1s to perform as well or perform better than this.

There's an overnight movie marathon thingy happening at my school now.
5 chinese movies are screening in school and students can go dere free of charge.
So i tink arounf half of my classmates are in school watching the show, and dozing off -.-
Everyone in my class all lack of slp cuz of PW.
1st draft was due ytd, but in the end, more than half the class couldnt finish the whole thing..

And 2 bad bad bad results this week.
Econs lecture test 2 i had 10/25. 
But at least thats a SUB-pass =/
One of the lowest in class, and thats cuz i gave up studying so that i can slp.
I wont sacrifice my sleep for studying -.-
Maths was a goner.
8/25.
With the highest in class being 13/25.
Haha. Hilarious.
Differentiation is the silent killer. I got a U-grade.
Expected -.-

Its been a week
And my shoebag still isnt found yet.
Wads the problem man.
Ppl stole it!!?
Is it cuz my shoe bag was the most bulky one?
Irritating man.
Curse the person who stole it/took it wrongly but don't wanna return.

And its a "long" weekend.
With TONS of hw.
I shant elaborate on it, but i tink i cant finish all of them.
Its so much to do.

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Wednesday, April 8, 2009 @ The great escape
If i can just escape from all these...
I noe that escape is juz actions of a coward.
But, I juz wanna breathe properly just once,
Havent done it for ages.
Or mayb,
After all i am scared. The fear just grips me sometimes..
I dont hv that much of perserverance as others, i noe.
I'm juz like this bubble thats about to pop.
Burst. Gone. Broken. Lost. Tired. Sick. Snapped.

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Sunday, April 5, 2009 @ 默默
默默 - 飞轮海



这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来
深深的 在心里 没人看的出来
安静的 但却一直都在
是你
默默的爱

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待
不用说 我就能够明白
默默的爱

未来的每一天 不管发生什么
能不能交给我呢
我要永远陪着你 守护着你直到最后







Love this song. Love the lyrics, practically everything of the lyrics.
Love the tune.
Addicted to it.
But...
HATE FAHRENHEIT.
Ironic.

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Friday, April 3, 2009 @ Lost shoebag!
Another sway day!
Its been lyk winning a streak of sway days in my life man.
Friggin lost my shoebag today! #$^$#^$#&%^*&
Got sports shoe, my P.E clothes, deodo and stuffs inside.
Wad am i gonna do on monday's PE?!
Stress.
I lost it outside my sch's library.
I bet some1 took the wrong shoebag -.-
Or mayb sum1's that desperate to steal stuff for themselves.
Pray that i get back my shoebag ><
I'm not sad or pissed. 
JUZ SIENNN that i lost something again -.-
The funny thing was that wen i was inside the library,
there was a period of time i suddenly started worring that my bag/shoebag mite get taken away.
But somehow i ignored that feeling..

Well.
Econs test today was hella crazy.
I didnt managed to complete it.
Mayb thats cuz i didnt noe how to do it.
I crapped my way thru.
I didnt managed to study becuz wen i opened my notes last nite.
I fell asleep in 5 mins.
Expected -.-
So... The next morning i also didnt bother to study.
Cuz i juz noe i'll somewad be dead.
And P.E was fulfilling somehow...
My 2.4 timing managed to improve sumore.
And thats alrdy an accomplishment for me :)

So sch ended at 10.25 as usual. (btw, im still waiting for the day i can leave sch at 10.25 sharp..)
So i slacked in sch until 2pm in the library (shoebag got lost then-.-)
Went to ChongZheng pri to tutor kids again for CIP..
It wasnt my usual kids to tutor cuz they went for P5 camp.
And then i had to tutor P6 kids.
They pissed me off lyk crazy.
Well mayb not, but they were super crazy as well.
I got pranked by them without me knowing at all.
And i was surprised they noe tons of vulgar stuff.
They were lyk FFF *** *** **
Haha.
Bo bian.
I was too lazy to stop them anyway.
I juz noe that i was wayyy wayy innocent back then in pri sch.
All my frens knew wad a condom was in pri 6 except me.
I rmbered i was asking them lyk crazy to tell me wad it was.
And they said they didnt wanna corrupt me:(

I told mani of my friends now that i'm innocent :)
But they dont believe me...
But the fact is that
I AM INNOCENT... Rite? =/
OH WAIT.
I still dont noe wad a condom is now O.o (i tink)

And i dont noe y these days im feeling so lethargic.
Walk also feel lyk sleeping, eat also feel lyk sleeping..
I'm easily drained out too.
8 more weeks to holidaysss!! (And GP mid yrs -.-)
Im officially starting the countdown for holidays ^^
Hope it helps in motivating me..





Self reminder to myself:
PW research, GP summary, Chem & math tutorial & MUGGING.

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Thursday, April 2, 2009 @ Geog - B
Okay. Sch's been so dam tiring..
I've been sleeping less den 6 hrs a day since monday.
And i'm super drained out now...
Tml dere's still PE. 2.4.
Ugrhhh.
Dreadful.
I want weekends to come now so i can replenish my slp!
And i wanted to slp earlier juz now.
But i couldnt cuz i had to study Econs.
Having lecture test tml. 
ELASTICITY OF DEMAND & SUPPLY.
Quite screwed i guess.
I mite juz study until i doze off lata.
There's so much distractions now..
TV and computer.
HOW TO STUDY?!

But there was the 1st good news last wk friday.
And i forgot to blog bout it.
For the past Geog Lecture test..
I scored 15/24! Thats a friggin B.
Yes man.
1st B in the history of JC.
Cud have gotten an A if not for stupid careless mistakes-.-
But im still glad that i managed to get a B =DD
As for monday's math lecture.
I left 14 marks blank. 
I only did 11 marks worth of question.
How bad can this get?!
And i dont tink my 11 marks are even correct.

And i still don't noe wad topic to choose for PW.
I chose conservation at 1st, then emergency and now it looks lyk im gonna change back to conservation.
I have absolutely NO idea wad topic i'm gonna do.
I'm juz gonna look forward to the weekends.
But there seems to be tons of stuff to do by next wk!><
Heh.

I'm GROSSED by sch.
And i'm slowly ignoring my blog i tink..
Haha.
Mayb cuz the skin is screwed up and i have no mood to change it.
Help me some1.




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