It’s the holidays, finally.
I can say halo and relive my night life and say bye to early mornings.
But oni for a week -.-
1 extra day of holiday on Friday, today, doesn’t reali make much of a diff.
And this holidays juz SUCK.
I have a gazillion ton of hw to complete.
JC sucks my life away.
Including my hols.
I’ve a set of H2 math questions to do.
More den 50 questions (with mani parts to each questions-.-)
And its all DIFFERENTIATION.
I’m a gone case for this hw alrdy.
And there’s chem and geog and econs and GP.
I’m dead.
I don’t tink I can even ENJOY this holiday without HW and tutorials bugging me.
I’m so sick of this.
And the thought of retaining juz kills me.
I mite juz go to POLY!
Y did I even enter JC ><
It So collides with my personal VALUES in life.
It friggin clashes with it!
Simplicity – JC is by no means simple at all.
Freedom – I NEED MY PERSONAL SPACE! Even my personality confirms I need And JC is taking at all away, FAR FAR away from me.
I can hardly breathe with everything.
Evryday doesn’t past without me thinking of giving up and dropping out to poly.
Yes. I noe I don’t hv a very strong perserverance.
But this Is wad I can’t stand.
Why cant life juz be simple.
I always picture myself overseas, by the countryside, enjoying life without stress and anything with my loved ones, staying happy.
Ahhh. I noe some of u guys may tink its so dam dumb.
But that’s wad I reali reali wanna achieve ><
Facing stress isn’t wad life is all about.
I juz hate it.
Y can’t this world be juz pure simple.
And I seriously don’t noe wads wrong with the teachers in school.
2 of them are picking on me.
And I super cant tahan one of them.
She’s super naggy and spastic and aunty.
And she doesn’t even shave her friggin armpit still dare to wear sleeveless to sch!
Ok, it wasn’t me who noticed that.
It was my friend. Haha.
But yea.
She calls out students name and say HI.
Her tone and voice and juz EVRY SINGLE THING of her is irritating the hell outta me.
I did something reali reali bad behind her back today.
Cuz I reali buei tahan her alrdy.
I was kinda pissed with her that I laughed.
I wanted to kill her but couldn’t and felt kinda helpless dats y I laughed.
I wonder how I am gonna pass econs lyk that.
She makes econs BORING @_@
She called me on Tuesday to ans a question and I answered it sitting down.
And she said “Stand up pls and tell it to the class. U’re a big boy alrdy.”
I swear my blood pressure SHOT UP.
If there’s a penknife there I directly aim at her eyes and throw alrdy.
As for the other teacher.
I supposedly tinks she keeps calling my name cuz Im always blur in class.
But im not! Mayb I juz have this blur look on my face that’s it -.-
And my hair HAS TO BE CUT again by the time sch reopens.
My hair is gonna be screwed straight for 2 yrs in MJ.
Its alrdy so dam short and it has to be shorter.
Wads wrong with the world man.
Its Friday the 13th today.
The 2nd month in a row since Feb.
2 Sway months in MJ.
Uhggg. I wanna get out of campus ground ASAP.
Oh yea.
And I received back my fantastic Chem lecture test results back!
I did amazingly well with 6/25 which is a 24%, a U grade (The worst grade in JC-.-)
*CLAPS*
Woaa. And out of 24 ppl in my class, oni 3 passed -.-
I’m alrdy considered quite avrg in class alrdy.
AHHHHH.
I so knew I was gonna screw the test.
Im gonna get back Geog, econs and GP test wen sch reopens.
Im definitely praying and hoping that I wont fail EVRYTHING ><
And there’s math test on the 2nd week of term 2.
Topics tested : DIFFERENTIATION + McLaurin’s Series ( sub topic of Differentiation)
My worst nightmare.
Its quite late alrdy.
And my throat is feeling super dry and tight now.
Sore throat is here and coming soon.
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