I wish'd everything was lyk the past.
I noe its my fault.
Dont take it to ur side.
And u Broke down ONCE AGAIN in front of me.
I reali don't now how to react.
I only could bite my own tongue and
Act as if i don't care with that angry attitude.
I guess u may tink that i don't even gif a dam about anything.
But i don't tink u noe how much it hurts on the inside wen u said all those stuff.
I don't noe if i can ever salvage this r/s.
How cud i possibly not care?
I value love and r/s ALOT.
I'm disgusted.
Disgusted at myself.
Cuz i noe its all my fault.
I HATE THIS!
I bet everyone wud blame me if they knew about this.
Im so helpless that i don't noe wad to say anymore..
I can't contain this any longer.
And to everyone out there.
This ain't some FRIGGIN BGR thing.
So juz SHUT ur mouth from BGR comments.
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