I desperately _ _ _ _ you.
Y do u keep appearing up in there?
Y do u keep poisoning my mind?..
Is it me or is it that I can’t control it anymore?..
I can’t hold it in any longer.
But for this,
I juz hv to keep it in and hold on.
Or am i juz afraid of the unknown and afraid of wad will happen after that?..
I juz need to u say it 1 more time.
Say it seriously.
And I’ll let it go and out.
It seems reali impossible,
But wadeva it may b,
Or however small it may seem,
I'm still holding on to the smallest _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
U always use that wen u mention of me.
Is that a sign?.
Perhaps i’m tinkin too much.
For u, i'll try my very best to stop it.
I have to stop it.
But even if I eventually let it go…
I don’t noe wad will happen.
I don’t wanna spoil this.
I don’t want us to end up with nothing after it all.
I don’t noe wad to do.
I DON’T.
I’d wish u noe.
Or mayb u alrdy do..
W.Z.D.H.A.N
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