Can't make this over.

The popups from msn in annoying me now.
I duno y so many people in my contact list is infected with the virus.
And wen they come online, a chat window screen will automatic popup.
Lucky im not infected with the msn virus yet.
One day im going to go full time appearing offline if this goes on.
Not that its their fault, but to prevent myself from clicking the links -.-

Wadddddd is bbf????
Many people are using this term everywhr eh.
Note that its not BFF.
I noe wads bff.
But BBF??
Can any1 can educate me?
I think the ans will make me feel stupid somehow.

I miss sec sch.
Not the sch.
But the life.
I was practically slacking my life off in sec sch.
And i miss slacking time.
JC = everything bad bad bad.
Other than friends, everything else is BAD.
I guess i have to face my decision of going to JC.
Ughh.
Monday dere's 2 MAJOR lecture tests.
Chem and Math.
Both of which are KILLER tests, with difficult topics.
Every topic of math is killer to me,
And dere's applications of differentiation, equations and inequalities, functions and graphing techniques up on monday's test.
Chem 2 major topics - chem bonding and atomic structure.
And im super blur for these 2 topics.
So much to memorize and i dont understand so much stuffs.
Considering that i havent even TOUCHED a single thing.
I tink im gonna die on monday, with both tests back to back during the 1st 2 periods -.-
MONDAY BLUES!
I havent started studying yet!
Shld i juz give up?
I studied for past tests but i still failed terribly in the end.
So much to study and do in 1 day.
I havent even started my tutorials and hw that are dued on monday.
Don't tink im gonna all these at all,
Cuz mugging for tests is alrdy time-consuming enuf.
And friday's econs test was crap. Didnt noe wad i was writing at all.
Feeling extremely STRESSSSSSSSSSSS rite now.
So much that i feel lyk giving up.
But i noe i cant.
And i guess im gonna be fine after the tests....
Cuz this feeling of giving up normally comes when im stressed.
Ughhhh.
I need motivation and discipline.
I feel bloody tired now, but still gotta chiong econs tutorialsssssssss -.-

THE PROVE OF MY DESIRE IS IN MY PURSUIT!
I'm gonna do this even if its tough!

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Labels: desire, pursuit