you can go and get him as ur son than.
When will you stop comparing me with others?
I hate it so much, Do u even know?
Its been like that for so long.
Well then, i'm sry im stupider.
I'm sry im quieter.
I'm sry im a passive learner or whatever shit.
If u ever notice,
i've never held your hands since the day u found it irritating that i keep hugging ur hands where ever u go.
I still rmb every single thing that happened, the exact same place, even tho it only took place within seconds.
Everytime i walk by that place, i try not to rmb.
But in the end, i still do.
U let go/pushed off my hands just like that.
Its really wierd how a simple act of just pushing my hands away from you impacted me so much.
I was still young, primary 4, really fragile.
7 years ago, but i still rmber everything.
Those people in school at that time,
so torturous.
Whatever SHIT that happened in sch, I don't tink u'd know.
No1 would know, since i've never said it to any1.
Did u even know at that time, u were my only support?
Whatever it is,
I still love you, so much.
But the thing now is...
We're so close,
yet,
so...
Far.
Labels: the sleepless nights