Can't make this over.

Never Gonna Be Alone - Nickelback

Time is going by
So much faster than I
And I’ve started to regret not spending a little with you
Now I’m wondering why
I’ve kept this bottled inside
So I’ve started to regret not telling all of it to you

So if I haven’t yet
I’ve gotta let you know

You’re never gonna be alone
From this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go
I won’t let you fall
You’re never gonna be alone
I’ll hold you until the hurt is gone

And now as long as I can
I’m holding on with both hands
Cuz forever I believe that there’s nothing I could need but you

So if I haven’t yet
I’ve gotta let you know

You’re never gonna be alone
From this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go
I won’t let you fall
When all hope is gone
I know that you can carry on
We’re gonna take the world along
I’ll hold you until the hurt is gone

You gotta live every single day
Like it’s the only one
What if tomorrow never comes
Don’t let it slip away
Could be our only one
You know its only just begun
Every single day
May be our only one
What if tomorrow never comes
Tomorrow never comes

Time is going by
So much faster than I
And I’ve started to regret not telling all of this to you

Your never gonna be alone
From this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go
I won’t let you fall
When all hope is gone
I know that you can carry on
Were gonna take the world along
I’ll hold you until the hurt is gone

I’m gonna be there all the way
I won’t be missing one more day
I’m gonna be there all the way
I won’t be missing one more day

Labels: never gonna be alone

The 2 best performances i've seen so far on So You Think You Can Dance.
Its just perrrrrrrrfect!
Amazing dancers.
Alright. Goodnite.

Labels: SYTUCD

It's not my thing to even bother about it.
But WHYYYYYY does it just keep buggin me?
Defying my own body, and i wont react to it.
Get out of my mind already!

Labels: memoirs

Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be

Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
It Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've...

Labels: the betrayal

Ahhh.
Just tooo busy to blog.
Its only the first week of sch,
And it seems like 5 weeks has passed and the holidays were 10 years ago!
But still, at least this wk was kinda fun.
Open house was awesomeeee!!
Played Wii, danced like a mad cow, twisted, turned and shake like a wooden plank.
Hella fun.
And it just reignited my passion for MJ.
Wtheck?
I never thought i'll be saying that so soon here.
But yea, the spirit in MJ is just amazing.
Its A level which sucks shit.
I wouldnt mind stayin in MJ for the rest of my education life,
Just take away A levels and NAPFA and it'll be perfect.
OH yea, can finally say bye to LIMBO, who i WONT EVERRRR miss! :D

I've nothing much to crap here. It's just school.
What else?
I just miss my sleep and bed so much in school and my time with the com has been cut down by so much.
Must work this big ass off for this year.
Discipline is key.
I survived the temptation from American Idol ytd and went to do Maths!
Amazing or whut?
Hah.
Shitting and crapping so much here, and i think before i know it, i'll be lacking discipline again.
Gotta go do tutorials now.
I love tutorials!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe. Just mass download 21 songs into itunes.
Work it!!
Can't download songs during the weekdays now ._.
No more media pleasure..
I cant help it but i feel so lazy and lethargic.
It's only 1 friggin week...........
I really wonder how i am gonna survive this year.
Trust and believe and there'll always be a way!

Cassi is love.

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
Do you know for you i'll bleed myself dry?
For you.....

I'LL BLEED MYSELF DRY.

U'll never know.

Labels: tell me

Its 9+ in the morning and i'm still awake :D
Gonna slp after this post.
Cant blame me for being still awake now..
I kinda woke up at 6.30PM.
Latest record so far.
Ughhhhh.
The night supposedly is for me to do stupid schoolwork.
But i get distracted so easily and i keep taking breaks every 15 mins.
And i've no mood to chiong them knowing that school's starting in 5 days time.
Maths and chem homework is disgusting.
Oh yea,
Open house is on Wednesday next week (i think)
The second day after school reopen and i kinda forgot all the mass dance steps alrdy.
Probably just rmb the butt shake and the tango steps and thats it.
Gonna look like a fool during practice next week.

Talking about school reopening,
I really dont wanna cut my hair short.
Gah,
2 months of preserved hair gonna be cut off just like that.
Dayum! Grrr.
I'll probably have to wait for forever until it grows out to this length again.
But its looking like hay now anyway.
So cutting may help to a smalllllllll extent.
Hah.

Chalet the past weekend was awesomeeeee.
Brought work there to do but didnt even touch a single thing.
Probably spend the most of my time there Mahjong-ing.
Mahjong skills probably leveled up after not playing it for about a year.
It's really fun and it can really kill time.
Playing Mahjong during double lectures could help alot. :)
And i'd have to restrain myself from eating cup noodles and those sorta stuff,
Cuz kinda consumed overly much M.S.G thingy over there.
Holey moma.

Hai,
I'm craving for sushi alot.
I dont mind any random Jap food too.
It just seems like ages since i ate Sushi and stuff.
And by the looks of it,
Dont tink i'll be able to eat it before school reopens.
Dang!
I'll just enjoy my weekly Takoyaki/pachi....

And YOU,
It'd help if u stop crossing the line and accuse us of being some stalker.
Who do u think u are?
I wouldnt wanna waste my time doing such retard stuff.
So quit babbling about it, you quacker.
Hell, if i wanna stalk, i can stalk you till u go crazy.
People who know me would probably know how well i can stalk.
Heh.
But sorry, it'd never be you.
So u can feel safe eh?
Dayum!

Good ~~nite~~ morning.

Labels: innocence

Anywhere But Here - Mayday Parade

Tonight is the one thing left
And I haven't said it yet
I'm falling and the writing's on the wall

Today was misery
And I just can't believe this happened
And I finally broke down

She held on to my heart
But now my only star is falling
And it's burning to the ground
Now I'm crying out

Secret love, my escape
Take me far, far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?
Please take me anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

You're all I've got right now
No one else figures out this feeling
And how lonely it can get

These words can cut right through
'Cause all along I knew you're sorry
But you haven't said it yet
But I won't forget

Secret love, my escape
Take me far, far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?
Please take me anywhere but here

When we're together
Thoughts of her disappear
If I fell to pieces
You'll heal this pain I feel

Secret love, my escape
Take me far, far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?

Secret love, my escape
Take me far, far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?
Please take me anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

Labels: secret love are u there

Hello.
Happy new year.
First post of 2010.
And it's gonna be a draggy one.
Ugh 2010, u're gonna screw me real bad and i dont want you.
2011 wait for me, i'll be there! Soon enuff.
I'll barely survive the A's.
HAVENT FINISH HOMEWORK.
HAVENT touched maths.
Chem would be finished soon i guess.
I really dont wanna go thru this yr.
It's really gonna be an agony, an agony i dont even dare to think about.
O levels wasnt even half the agony im going thru.
K, its gonna the same thing of complaining about the A's if i continue on.
Gah, main point is that im gonna hate 2010.
Tough year ahead.

Heh. Somehow the DBSK wave is comin back.
Just downloaded a bunch of their songs.
DBKS, my first K pop addiction.
They're still the best in terms of everything, really.
But they're no longer my number 1 :/
They're still havin' a special place in my heart for being my first k pop exposure though.
Oh yea,
My aunt and family came over (who were k pop drama addicts) and i showed them Sorry sorry, ring ding dong, mirotic etc MV.
My mum being as crazy as always showed them Wonder Girl's nobody.
And my aunt said Sorry, Sorry and mirotic was BORINGGGGGG?!?!
Including the dance steps and all.
Ringdingdong's dance steps were cool according to her.
But, Really, Boring?
Nvm.
OH, and she said Donghae was ugly. WAHAHA.
First time hearing ppl say that, and it pissed my Donghae lover sister off.
But she said Ryeowook was okay, probably the only okay out of all 13. Wookie woots!
And out of all the things showed she actually like Nobody most.
Wth..
Nobody is OVER-RATED.
Wonder Girls are OVER-RATED.
I've never like Nobody and wonder girls, really.
I find nobody kinda annoying the first time i heard it and it still is. Heh.

Talking about overratedness, AVATAR'S OVER-RATED.
Yea, the 3-D was cool and all, but below expectations.
I went to catch it after seeing all the AWEESOMEEEEEE comments everyone had for it.
But really, its not AWESOME. Still a cool movie though.
Kinda fell asleep for 3 mins, during the climax part (the war).
Heh.
But mayb its due to the fact i slept only 3 hours that night. Gah.

I'm a happy person this week :)
Managed to do some shoppin before the awe~~some~~ful school term starts.
ESJSB can vouch for that, bumped into her that day!
She poked my butt from the back (i think) and i thought someone was trying to steal my wallet or some sort, really!
Hmm, Spent about $150, or probably more than that. SUPER BROKE now!
But hey, i Didnt go shopping for the past 8-9 months at all. Not once i can swear.
So i've gotta make up for it and to reward myself for the past year.
But then again, why should i reward myself when i've barely done anything that i can feel proud about?
For winning the Do u know the lyrics and staring game? Right...
Probably. No.

K,
Anyway the main purpose of this post is to post before going for Chalet.
Will be gone for the weekends and Monday morning.
Woots! Finally some fun after Taiwan.
But i think i've gotta bring my unfinished chem to complete there.
Seriously, i dont think im gonna touch it also. AHHHHH.
Homework just HAS to bug me whenever im havin' fun.
Screw it.
Oh yea, SJB is back! Woots!

Labels: Kan