Goddammit whats wrong with this world.
Just having the aweful pukable feelin' right now.
Not in the right state of mind, at all.
So many things going thru my mind recently and im on the brink of exploding.
Joshua, whats wrong with u?
The feeling isn’t rite, everything’s not okay.
And I’ve no friggin reason why im SOOOOOOOOO short tempered these days.
Every single little thing just makes me pissed.
Stress? I'm not even sure what or why it is like that.
Self delusional freak.
My phone's going crazy, losing things here and there.
And losing all of you isnt makin' this any better.
I feel trapped, damn you jealousy.
This yearning isnt gonna disappear any time soon.
Imma just gonna go ahead and do what i want, follow me and be me.
Not gonna care what others may think.
One day, when i've got it right, u'll see.
Oh darling I wish u were here...
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